After so many days, i finally back in Blogging le wor.. yesterdae my last day of work in the Yokogawa... Ermm kinda abit unbearin le.. Quek and the rest treated me to the Laguna Country Club... Abit Paiseh cos caused them to waste money to treat me eat...I enjoyed the meal very much and the food there was kinda tasty furthermore the Astmosphere was kinda classic and romantic... Me later goin out to watch movie with Alvin... The 1st time meetin after kwnin each other thru Friendster frm Michelle's Link... We meet each other at ard 5.30 pm at Suntec city b4 collectin our Chronicles of Narnia movie ticket...

The mOvie was Kinda an interesting one.. Kinda Magical and the effect was great... It was quite a worthwhile movie to watch.. tml i will be going To Jb with My family members le.. haha first time outing with them out of Singapore... Feel myself quite useless as i can afford to treat them to go HK or maybe Japan... haix... but nvm i believe myself i shld be able to afford more oversea holidae for them in the future... lolx... 1st and foremost i must pass my M9 test paper on the 3rd of Jan 2006.. May 2006 will be a better yr for me..

Next i nid to write abt my feelin for Alvin and the rest of the guys who are sort of saying wanting to Woo me.. or Like me.. Frankly speakin, the one who i really love are the 2 person as below... Sky and Yw... although i kwn that me and them are impossible but yet i still cant forget them as they hold a kinda special place in my heart... as a Frenz i wish to be their side forever.. Basically beside i am not ready to be in a relationship yet nw.. and is nt all simply because of them... Perhap i still nid more space and time to think thru wat i really wan and who i can believe... haix.. To Alvin, i Kwn u treat me gd and i am really very sorry to make u feel miserable.. cos i cant be ur gf as this is nt fair for u... Hope u can understand... dun wanna make u to wait for me lo.. we still Be frenz 1st better.. wil be ur side when u nid Help... or when u feel dwn... do Think of Me ba...

recently feelin very upset and confuse... yesterdae juz fail my M9 again.. wow feelin so depress le.. this is my 2nd test le... the aggregate seem so near but yet so far... haix.. nearly pass the test but simply no luck lo... or perhap i am fated to take it for 3 times then can pass... haix..

i felt so useless as i always got tired easily and these few weeks onli wrk a 2 or 3 days per week... wow OMG i am really going broke le... dunno whether to claim the leave or leave it unclaim... if i really claim those leave then i will be left nthing le... so dilemma sia... if dun claim like no veri gd le... haha maybe only claim a few off days ba... tml nid to go back wrk le... and next whole week muz go for wrk unless i gt retest... hehe.... this is a promise made to myself le... aniwae me going to extend my wrkin day... cos tot of using these few days to earn more... beside the wrkin time is so easy so no harm wrkin few more days... before i start my new job as a part time language teacher and insurance agent... still considerin i can manage to juggle wif 3 job at a time or maybe i shld give up my tuition job?

haha.. maybe in this case will be better for me as i have no time to involve in a relationship and no nid to get myself hurt again... recently my relationship wif yuwei gets sour... simply dun understand why or maybe i juz think too much le... to me i juz hope to be part of his life as years go dwn the road... even though i kwn he wont accept me but juz hope that he will still think of my existence when he's dwn... i dun mind to give a helpin hand for him and of cos i dun expect any return frm him... is juz my yi xiang qing yuan ba... Recently confusing as i dunno who to accept now... shld i choose someone whu love me or shld i choose the one i love... maybe i shld give myself a chance to start a relationship ba... among the 4 guys .. each have their gd points and ba points... but cum to think dunno whu can take it when their gf's heart dun realli belong to them 100 %.. common whu will 100% love someone at 1 time? i shld realli stop here and continue next time... c ya... and hope u enjoy readin my blog entry...

Today is the most unlucky day for me... Late for my M9 exam and flung the paper... feelin kinda demoralise now... haix... thought i can pass this paper at one go... but never expect that i still cant escape the retaking fate... Saddish sia... and my next retest date will be on next tuesday... hope i can make it this time... realli hope to pass and officially be an insurance agent... Beside another Sad thing is that.. my frenz Rae tot i have cum between her and her Boyfrenz, Calvin... Comeon i couldnt fall in love wif him de as he simply too old for me le...and we doesnt have the kind of chemistry...

Gotta tell u that i have already agree to Faizal to be his girlfrenz... but now his attitude totally change le... becum kinda cold to me... haix.. also dunno wat he wans sia... perhap i shldnt say Yes to him ba... recently feel kinda lonely even though i try to keep myself occupied wit tons of works.. but i juz cant keep on thinkin about Yuwei... simply i dunno why le... i really nid him to be myside sia... i kwn is kinda abit unfair for Faizal but then i love Yuwei and of cos i do like Faizal but Love and Like is a two differnt matter... i do try to give myself and Faizal A chance but then now it seems like he totally give this chance up... as i found him too petty and simply he dun understand me... dunnoe wat i wan neither do i understand wat he wan... Perhap a companion ship instead of loving me... Is it so difficult to find te guy that u love and yet he love u too? i shld really break up wif Faizal fast as i really think it is wasting our time...

todae is the most boring day i ever had in the whole week... actualli by rite i suppose to go out wif Faizal de but then due to my menstra so i gotta cancel off the date wif him... instead ofbeing understanding... he make a fuss out of it.. saying that i got lots of reason nt to meet him de... due to this argument it make me feel that he dun really understand me... and i simply cant stand ppl whu accuse me for doing things which i dun... haix... why cant any other guys like Yuwei understand me de? perhap i shldnt even consider Faizal to be my Boyfrenz lo... actually at 1st still tot of givin it a try and let Yuwei go.. as me and him are juz destinated to be Kor and Mei ba... so i simply dun change this status of ours... but basicalli i still hope we still can be gd frenz no matter wat happen...

Todae Yuwei came to my hse as he helped me to repair my Pc... and he helped me to assemble... so he stayed at my hse for a few hours... i kinda jealous of my sister... as she talked alot wif him... but comm on la.. Vivian, she's ur sister le... why shld u be jealous of her? and basically Yuwei onli treat her as his sister... juz like to disturb her.. and played wif her.. so i shldnt be so sensitive wif tt...

k la.. i think i shld stop bloggin here... and is time for me to sleep soon... haix.. feel kinda worried and excited wif my M9 this cuming fridae.. haix.. hope i can really pass it at one go... i nid to study extreme hard nowadays...wish myself luck ba... update wif ya again..

Me back in blogging again.. now preparing to count dwn my remaining days in Power Seraya... haha... me finally free frm the job on the 23rd of Dec le... hehe.. cant wait for the special day to arrive.. lolx... although excited but now very stress as my next insurance paper, M9 is just a week later... and yet i haven finish studying.. wow kao men... todae James gave me a tuition on my M9... His girlfrenz also tag alone later... haha.. now c 2 of them together realli nt veri compatible le.. but wat to do as long as my Boss like can le la...

Ermm a few days nv msg Faizal le.. neither do he sms me nowadays ever since i cant meet him on Monday... haix.. wat to do i am really dam tired wat.. anyway forget it la since he is so petty and beside dun really trust him for likin me and dun trust him for treating me as his Dear... WTF sia.. perhap he's juz too borin le ba.. haix.. neither will i accept him as my Bf as we are really two poles apart le.. As 4 me and my Kor, we are still having the ai mei relationship lo.. haha todae he call and look for me callin me Qing Ai de.. wow i really veri shock but then i kwn he juz jokin nia la.. Otherwise he is dreamin lo.. hehe... But Watever the reason was, i still feel very Happi when he address me That...

yesterday was my Best Pal's birthdae... and it was the 1st time i watched an R21 movie.. the tittle was Cold Shower.. this movie was a french movie but actualli i simply dun understand wat the story line was.. maybe it was a wen yi movie so i cant catch the story line... Frankly speakin i nearly doze off during the show.. all i understand tt the main character and his girl frenz plus another frenz of his was having three person sexual style... wow man i really cant believe that ppl can actually share their girl frenz wif his frenz in this kinda of 'action'? but anyway i hope that the next R21 show will be better than this... haha... kinda disappointed in this movie even though the tittle sound nice la...

Now said abt Sze's birthdae party yesterdae... it was kinda crowded as alot of ppl, especailly her relatives almost covered half of the place.. the party was considered a success even though alot of ppl last min throw aeroplane and nv even tell us... haix... again i'm disappointed in Yw... as he disappoint me again.. haix... he lied to me again saying he will come and waited for him till 9 plus le... still cant c any sign of his presence.. i'm kinda angry wif him as he nv even bother to tell me tt he's nt cumin... wat so called urgent stuff happen... hw cum he gt so mani urgent stuff happen de? and till nw he dun even bother to msg me or call me to say sorry... but come on la, px.. who on earth u r... nt his gf why muz he say sorri to u? anyway yesterdae is nt mine birthdae why muz i be so pissed off wif him? i juz simply dun understand myself.. maybe i really fallen deep for him? which i supposed nt to as he's my kor.. always will be my kor...

wow read thru all my posts i discover my posts mostly are on relationship... perhap i shldnt write so much on that le.. but then i really have to say sorry cos i think i'm destine to suffer in relation and $$$$... anyway i better write till here.. c ya all again...

Hey i'm back in bloggin agai.. wow recently very busy doing my overtime.. life still the same as for me recently.. nthing special had happen ard me!!! sometime feel if life could be more fun and entertaining, will be better... maybe i shld change my way of lifestyle ba.

my ex Colleague just back to singapore for her 1 month holidae before reeturnin to Aust on 2nd of Jan... Juz met up wif her and together we went for a steamboat dinner wif Ee Choo and Auntie Tay plus Yan Ping lo... hehe.. the Dinner was great.. After that we plan to watch movie de but in the end we went for Clubbin at Double O... Wow kinda disappointed wif the place there as it wasnt really so amazing.. perhap yesterdae i do not really have the mood to go Clubbing ba.. lols..

i nowadays very fang as i am considering whether to accept a guy as my BF nt... is nt i am raceist le.. actualli tot of trying out wif him but most of my frenz say better nt cos it might be difficult to break off wif him if he's really serious wif me... frankly i dun really believe that he will be serious wif me.. haha why do i have this mentality le? ermm dunno le.. juz feel that relationship to me cum and goes just like tt... there wont be ever lasting love happen now in this century le.. perhap ppl are becuming more and more western le ba.. so sooner or later our culture will sure be gone le.. haha.. wonder will there be a culture savour appear in the years dwn the road? another thing is that not only he's a malay... and yet his qualification is infact lower than mine... haix.. i realli in a dilemma... but perhap i dun realli like him as when u like a person u wont nid to think and of cos sure u will be wif him when he express his love to u... this is a story adapted frm a priest's say...

now i'm in the office doing nthing..haha... next month shall be my last month in this Company le.. kinda happy and kinda a bit bu she as i have feelin for those ppl wrkin here... happi in the sense i can try a brand new field regardless Insurance Line or as a teacher in International Sch... These two fields will be definately a challenging one for me.. especially the Insurance line cause have more chances to meet more people.. more exposure..

haix.. i think better stop bloggin here otherwise i will go on and on without stoppin.. lolxx...

todae is my happy day... i finally free from my m5 le... i finally manage to pass it le.. the wish really cum true men... i realli nid to go bencoolen to repay le.. the god have really grant my wish to let me pass... at least my effort of studyin nv go dwn the drain... hehe...

life as usual goes on for the same to me.. but recently get to buaya wif one MALAY guy.. lolx.. he's a security guard frm Cisco wrkin at POwer SeraYa..he's one yr older than me.. which is 22 this yr... his name is Faizal... haha.. dunno hw to pronounce sia.. so chim de.. aniwae he's kinda a cute guy but then always bully me de.. saddish... todae he told me that he like me... but cum to think if i really believe i really veri Kiddy le.. cos i'm nt 3 yr old kid anymore le.. we kwn each other for nearly few months cum to actual... only recently we exchange number for contact as i'm leavin there soon le.. as usual i told him that we nid time to kwn each other better as frenz first... rite guys?

haix.. my relation wif yw still goes on the same as usual.. nthin special happen between us.. still kor and mei for us.. but the bondin between us is tend to gets stronger at least i kwn hw much i meant in his heart... lolx.. so bhb hor me.. but frankly at least i kwn he still care for me.. no matter as Mei or frenz or even gf.. care is veri impt.. this show i still stand a certain value in his life... perhap life wont be the same without me le.. or maybe will be better off wo me in his life.. shldnt be?

hey... come on Px.. wat have u promise urself? in this few yrs maybe 5 yrs dwn the road... shldnt care for love but only for $$$ and family plus frenz... perhap cum to xin guang alone de lifestyle le.. even though sometime i do feel lonely but at least i kwn i wont be alone forever... this loniness is only for the moment...

recently there's alot of issue on pre marriage sex... there's diff ways of saying... frankly to me there isnt any right or wrong i this behaviour... but most impt thing is u must be responsible in ur way of action.. nt because u cant bear the responsibility then u got to sacrifise a new born life... in this case this way of doing is definately nt correct le.. to me i nv really disagree or agree to this issue la.. but to me is that recently Virgin are hard to find le.. isnt it? so for me i will still preserve this to my loves one... perhap might nt be my husband but he must be my most beloved man... lolx.. so mushy men.. so girls out there rmb to protect urself of cos i'm nt askin u nt to lost to ur bf... if u realli think is the right moment then i got nthing to say le.. haha...

k ba guys.. me got to slp le... mornin everyone... yawnz... me do my overtime till i going to koon.. plus last nite nv slp well cos my exam.. haix.. going hea wire soon le..

yo man.. i'm back in bloggin again... life couldnt get ani better for me nowadays... as usual my relationship wif him is still in the unknown suitation... OMG... who can advise me wat shld i do... i kinda enjoy this kind of relation but then i am scare that i cant control myself and let myself fall deeper for him... Haix.. why cant he simply tell me how he feel for me? and let me directly kwn which path to go...

recently i been thinkin about the issue that everyone is talkin about... Regarding about girls puttin up their naked photos in their blog to attract visitor to read their blog... but common men.. who is interested in ur stuff but onli ur pics lo.. and why shld we let them have free show? but somehow there are also some ppl who simply posts their comments and keep blog as their personal dairy.. juz like me... i simply juz wanna share my blog wif my peers and frenz about my personal views and thinkin towards certain issue or stuff... and my welldoin for those who are in oversea now...

by being a blogger can also make urself famous le.. for instance recently the Dawn Yeo.. and also Xia Xue... these two ppl have make themselves famous by being a blogger... kinda envy them but wat to do.. both of them are so pretty and got the x factor to attract ppl attention... to me writing a blog is nthing wrong but somehow is something personal which u willingly to share out wif ppl ard the world.. ritez... so common we shldnt stop bloggin... dun ever let dwn those ppl who startted this trademark.. Blogger Rocks..

today is a coolin and rainy saturday... wow after these few holidae by right yesterday i suppose to go to work but in the end cos not feelin well.. again got to apply leave again.... another unpaid leave sia... lolx... this month my pay will deduct dunno hw much le.. kinda saddish sia... later going for my colleague weddin at Marina Mandarin hotel... ermm gotta broke again as nid to give red packet ma...

u kwn two days ago... i argue wif him.. and frm this argument i gets to kwn that how sweet and hw concern he was to me... i really feel very sad in argueing with him... i dunno why i'm so jealous when he say he wanna kwn my frenz frenz after Wed clubbin at ChinaBlack... that gal is such a hot and wild babe.. perhap most gals like to kwn this kinda of gals ba... i purposely dun wanna answer his call nor reply his sms... juz dun wanna heard frm him at that very moment... and he keep on callin and smsing me... saying that he was worried abt me doing anythin silly... but frankly i'm nt to that extend doing any thing stupid la.. is juz dun wanna contact or talk to anyone.. i really suspectin myself gettin depression le... hw? whu out there can help me? but till now me and him better le...i am tryin to cut dwn my contact wif him... perhap Sze is rite lo... dun care abt whether he gt contact wif tt gal nt juz care abt myself and him can le.. wat for make my life so miserable?? juz relax and dun care what ever he told me gt tell others nt... i really Hao xiang Zhi Dao ta de Li xiang Qing Ren dao Di is zeng yang de ren, dao di you mei you wo de feng..

Just waNNa Kwn that how he feel for me... everytime i asked him abt this kinda of question.. he always try to avoid it.. he nv reject or accept me... he himself also dunno hw he feel for me? even though he have feelin for me but he juz dun wanna anyhow think... perhap he really wanna avoid ba... but to me if he doesnt like me, can he reject me directly instead of treatin me so gd.. i scare i cant control myself in fallin deeper for him..

Perhap i shldnt think so much le ba.. i juz cant help myself to think le.. and concentrate on my insurance test next next week... juz wanna pass so i can fulfill my ambitious to be an agent... i am really lookin forward in this line.. juz as i am lookin forward to be an child care teacher.. hehe... btw forget to inform u tt next week onward till dec.. i'm wrkin as a part time cashier at my hse here de ntuc... ermm hope i can make use of my free time to earn money... meanwhile he also going to wrk in starhub company le.. his trainin starts todae.. hope he can really stick to his job till dec... cos he nid money now.. so i hope he can depend on himself to obtain wat he wan... instead to borrow frm frenz.. rite? and i believe he can do it de... cos i believe he do have ability to obtain wat he wans...maybe i really too naggy sometime ba... dan yuan he wont be irritated by me...

Dear Blog.. i am back in updating my dairy le.. this week realli rocks men.. cos is kinda a long holidae for me le.. cos Monday half day... tues, wed and thurs is a holidae for me.. lolx.. hard to find le.. cos most of my frenz still nid to wrk le.. so consider myself luckily men..

haix.. feelin kinda sad as i flung my 2nd insurance test paper le on the 27th of October... OMG wat shld i do? i really hope to get into this line le.. hope i can really make my mark in this line... God can u please help me.. or anyway out there can help me? perhap shld i depend on myself to obtain this line... lolx...

sometime i feel really empty le.. wat shld i do? wanna go look for a bf but where on earth i shld i go and find one? maybe i shld wait nature take its course ba... or shld i wait for my kor? i dunno hw he feel for me cos my relation with him is really complicated... haix.. somehow so near somehow so far... is lovin someone so difficult to tell? or is it sometime when u have feel for someone doesnt mean that u like or love him? what does love means sometime? i also dun really understand.. haix... does all guys really go sex instead of love? or shld i say they wont care whether they gt feelin for tt girl they will still have sex with them? this is wat i heard from all my colleagues... even though they are married but then they still go hunt for prey.. perhap there are some gd guys out there who really have sex with only to those they have feelin and not becuase of their needs...

life kinda gets boring nowadays cos i wanna earn more money to fulfill my ambition to be a businesswomen.. lolx.. somehow like the hyflux CEO... how i envy those ppl who are so rich that they do not have to think on how they spend their money... i think i better stop bloggin here.. cos time is gettin late le..

Dear Blog, todae i very unhappy le.. cos of someone break his promise and in the end i got to go to my fren birthdae alone... not only he break his promise but he also told me a lie... How could he tell me a lie? Why must he do that? if he doesnt want to go with me juz tell me directly lo... I am kinda disappointed in his way of doing... Never expect he will Lie to me... We nearly argue but now we Okay le... but then i think he gonna break his promise again as He promise to call me after he reach home.. and till now he still haven give me a call... haix...

The last post i mention about my Hk trip rite? i updated some photos of my trip in my Blog le... i still misses my days in HongKong... Perhap i shld migrate to there... what do u think le? any comments? lolx...

Todae i juz went to one of my students hse to collect my payment of tuition fees... kinda disappointed as my student's result deprove instead of improve... then his mummy somesort blamed me about this... so i think next year i wont be able to follow him up to Primary 4 le... but then still hope he can be more sensible towards his studies... and work hard... next year 2006, i will be onli taking 4 or 5 students ba... provided i do have ample time to give tuition...

yesterdae nite went to went for a movie... this is a new show by Andy Lau... All About Love...is a veri nice show even though the tempo is abit slow... as it was a artistic movie... tt's why the story goes slowly... anyway in the end the endin was kinda sad as Andy Lau still live in the memories of his Wife... sometime this word seem logical, "bu neng zai yi qi dan shi hui yi ye shi yi zong mei li de gou du".. perhap not all people will agree to his phrase but then to me is somehow logic... Sometimes Love a person doesnt really mean to own him... something is better to let go then to hold on... it might be better for either party... dont u all agree?

anyway todae i think better blog till here otherwise my posting will go on and on... again and again... lolx.. nite pals...

Dear Blog... i'm finally back in bloggin again... life couldnt get any better for me... so hw abt all my pals? recently my blog get abit quiet le... no ppl leave any tag for me kinda sad sia... sorri for the late update of my personal life as my internet access gt abit problem...

me juz back to singapore frm HK nearly three weeks ago... wow the trip was kinda nice and interesting... HK lifestyle is realli veri different frm us... their lifestyle is kinda abit fast than Singapore... perhap tt's the reason cant get use to their footsteps for the 1st day... Sze... Li Jun plus me stay In Hk for 5 days 4 nights... and the events we do everyday is basically Shoppin.. Shoppin and Shoppin... of cos we do visit some interestin places like THE PEAK>>> DISNEYLAND>> OCEAN PARK>>> all these places are kinda interesting.. especially THE PEAK, u get to c the night scene of HK... and i can confirm with u.. it is more eye catchin than SINGAPORE night Scene... Recently Singapore gt one topic is about our customer service as compare to other countries is poor... come to this point i do agree wif tt... Those Sales Assistant in HK are more polite and friendly than Singapore Sales Assistant... i cant simply blame Singapore Sales Assistant... as i'm formly frm this line last time... but to me i do admit that some customer are realli hard to please wherelse there of cos have some easy going customer lo... nt so dam demandin de.. lolx...

anyway for todae i will stopped here as i'm feelin kinda tired le after going KTV wif Jiayi... lolx... so is time to slp nw..

Dear Blog.. i am back in blogging again... it has been days ever after i last blog... life to me is as usual... nothing interesting happen.. but then there is something i found out which is i am gettin more and more in love with someone... haha.. and i finally have given Sky up le.. anyway feel kinda Happi for him as he had found his true love... perhap is really true that time can realli heal everything or shld say when there are someone enter ur world.. u can forget your ex lover.. lolx...

Life couldnt get any better.. as recently i juz get my bonus pay and of cos an pay increment.. even though the increment is a bit low which is 40 bucks.. but then there is extra 120 dollars of allowance... better than nothing ba... this whole week i nv really do any much work... haha.. eat snake alot sia... as this whole week i stay in office and there are nothing which i can do... wow.. sianz...

furthermore update u all about my health recently... haix.. if really muz grade.. i will only give my health a grade c.. cos recently my old injuries start to pain again.. and according to doctor.. my bone near my kneecap have been dislocated... haix... feelin kinda helpless and worried as.. next week i will be going to HK... hope this wont affect my trip le...i think i better go consult a doctor next week ba... what do u all think? shld i delay or ignore? haix.. i'm really veri confuse...

btw pals.. hope those guys oversea will be able to update my news.. and too i also wish to hear frm u all soon... Feelin helpless and Loved... lolx...

dear blog... i'm back in bloggin again... i kwn tt no ppl will ever read my blog.. but nvm at least i still have a place to squeeze my feelin and points of view over certain issue... haix... life couldnt get any better nw... and i feelin more and more shag and tired over wrkin cum giving tuition together... for the time being.. altogether i have 9 students nw... wow sound interesting rite... but then frankly is getting abit tired over giving tuition to so many students...for god sake... now i also cant ditch them and dun care abt them le.. cos exam cumin soon... and most of them, their result is getting frm bad to worst... tell me wat can i do to help them??? sometime i'm really puzzle over certain issue.. am i a gd and reliable teacher? hehe.. me also cant understand myself... but i do admit tt i have some ways to mangle wif kids la.. haha... wat to do... born to be a clown ba... lolx...


time realli passes so fast... yesterdae juz attended jolene's birthdae... Esther and Dexter de ai De jie Jing... lolx... she's 1 yr old yesterdae.. wow cum to think i have generaly aged le... haix... yesterdae me and sze do have a great day at Esther's hse... as usual so long nv mit up.. of cos gt lots to catch up la... haha.. three lady make a market... but this time round Huie nv manage to turn up... as she's veri buzi wif her MLM stuff ma... frankly speakin.. Huie if u gt to read my blog... tell u something la.. u dun realli suit this line.. cos u r nt as ambitious as wat the rest of them are.. and also u are nt sly as them are... ermm.. i meant no offence k? for those whu read my blog whom happen to be in this line too... as this is only my point of view La... i do kwn tt this line can allow u to earn but tt's wat happen to ur poineer... but u earn more... they earn more than wat u earn... lolx... this is the cycle of stragetic they have... cos the more net wrk u have.. the more u earn lo... dun bull shit wif me saying that u juz gain experience and the company u join is different frm the rest... wat to to me is still the same.. u'r still a tools to the top management.. juz like wat we are in the normaly company...

haix... enough of all this stuff le... getting abit tired le.. always argue wif huie abt this kind of issue... and now we are realli veri disappointed in the way she behave... haix.. OMG whu can help her... perhap onli after some period she will begin to wake up frm her endless dream.. and face the reality... haha...

sze and vien say i always go back to old love... ermm perhap they are right la... but then now i also dunno le... to me i like yuwei yes... but then tt was in the past.. now to me he's my kor.. and my heart for the time being is no body else except sky... haix... but i kwn i gotta give sky up... cos he's my tong hua de wang zi.. and cum to reality he's nt... let nature take its course ba... haix... frankly these few days.. i keep asking myself.. do i still have feelin for yuwei??? and till now then i finlly got the answer.. i'm kinda dependent on him... cos he can teng wo.. juz like he teng everyone like tt... but whu kwn.. we might be the one for each other.. no matter hw long u kwn each other.. is only the time is nt ripe yet... perhap juz like wat weili say.. sometime we are meant to find each other.. as we are the part of rib cage for each other... lolx... so chim... juz like adam and eve...

anyway enough of all these le.. me gt to slp le.. time is getting late le.. tml still got to wake up at 6 am... yawn.... yawn... signz...

AFTER MY BIRTHDAE CELEBRATION ON THE 3RD OF SEPT.. I WENT TO GETNING ON THE 8TH OF SEPT.. HEHE.. ONLI TILL LAST SAT MID NIGHT THEN BACK TO SINGAPORE... HAHA... LIFE GET EVEN MORE INTERESTING NEXT MONTH... EVERY MONTH I WILL STAY OUT FRM SINGAPORE TO OVERSEA TO RELAX BA.. OF COS NOT TO TT EXTEND GO FAR FAR PLACES LA...

THIS TIME, THE TRIP TO GENTING IS KINDA INTERESTING AND FUN... COS GT SZE'S COUSIN NICHOLAS AROUND.. SO TEND TO TAKE CARE OF HIM AND PLAY WIF HIM LO.. ERMM... THIS TIME ROUND I DID TRY OUT THE OUTDOOR THEME PARK RIDES... MOST OF THEM ARE KINDA FUN AND INTERESTING... ESPECIALLY THE ROLLIM THUNDER MINE TRAIN... HAIX.. WHEN THE TRAIN STARTED TO TAKE OFF... MY HEART NEARLY FLEW OUT... THE SPEED WAS REALLI INCREDIBLE FAST... AMONG SO MANI RIDES THE ONE I LIKE MOST IS THE FERRIE WHEEL INDOOR DE... ME AND SZE TOOK TT RIDE FOR 3 TIMES LE.. LOLX... AND THE SECOND BEST I LIKE IS THE WATER BOAT... BUT THEN TT TIME CYCLE UNTIL MY LEG CRAMP AND PAIN.. LOLX..

AS USUAL I STAYED IN THE 1ST WORLD HOTEL... THE ENVIRONMENT NT BAD.. BUT THEN THE TOILET AND BATHROOM IS ABIT SMALL... SO NEXT TIME ROUND POSSIBLE I SHALL STAY IN THE GETNING HIGHLAND OR GENTING HOTEL.. WHICH IS THE TWO OF THE GRAND AND EXPENSIVE HOTEL IN GENTING...THE KAKIS FOR THE GENTING TRIP WILL BE OUT SOON..BUT THEN THE NEXT TRIP WILL BE AFTER WHEN I'M BACK FRM HK NEXT MONTH.. MOST PROB DURING THE NOVEMBER TIME BA....

BEFORE ON THE WAY TO GENTING.. I DROPPED MY PHONE ON THE CAB AS I WAS OVERSLEPT THAT MORNIN.. LOLX.. BUT LUCKILY TT TAXI DRIVER WAS KIND ENOUGH TO RETURN MY PHONE TO ME.. OTHERWISE I AM GOING TO BE DAM BROKE LE.. THIS MONTH... NID TO BUY DIGITAL CAMERA AND ALSO MY HK TRIP EXPENSES...

I JUZ READ HIS BLOG.. AND HIS UPDATE FOR YESTERDAE IS ABOUT HIS FEELIN FOR A GIRL... HAIX.. AFTER I READ IT.. MY HEART TEND TO BE SHATTER INTO PIECES... HW CUM WAT I DID SO MUCH FOR HIM IS JUZ CANT CATCH HIS HEART... PERHAP RAE WAS RIGHT... HE'S NOT WORTH FOR ME TO DO SO MUCH FOR HIM... BUT WAT CAN I DO? I JUZ CANT LET GO... HIS EVERY NEWS I WISHED TO NOE AND I REALLY HOPE TO BE WIF HIM IN EVERY PART OF HIS LIFE.. TT'S WHY I CHOOSE NT TO FORGET HIM... AND ALSO CHOOSE NOT TO GIVE UP... BUT THEN I KNOW HE WONT REALLI LIKED ME AGAIN AS ALL HIS CONCERN FOR ME IS JUZ FRENZ AND FRENZ... DOES HE REALLI LOVED THAT GIRL? HAIX.. I DUNNO COS HE ALWAYS SAY SERIOUS DE INTURN BECUM NT SERIOUS... PERHAP HE'S STILL HAVEN MATURE ENOUGH BA...

ANYWAY ANOTHER THING IS THAT I KWN TT'S SOMEONE WHO REALLI CARE FOR ME.. AND YA SOMETIME I DUNNO HW TO REPAY THIS FEELIN BACK TO U.. AND I SIMPLY CANT BE UR GF AS I'M STILL NT READY YET FOR A NEW RELATIONSHIP.. SOMETIMES LIFE IS ALWAYS LIKE TT DE.. DESTINATED TO HAVE SOMEONE BY UR SIDE BUT U DUN APPRECIATE ONLI TILL WHEN U LOST THEM THEN U WILL REALISE WAT U HAVE DONE TO HURT THEM... DO LOVE REALLI SO IMPORTANT TO ME? ANDYWAY I REALLI ENVY POHLI WHU CAN FIND HER LOVE IN SUCH A SHORT TIME... MY FRENZ ALSO ASKED ME ONE QNS YESTERDAE... WHICH IS IF QS GETS MARRIED ONE DAY WHAT WILL I DO? FRANKLY SPEAKIN... IF REALLI TT'S THE CASE HAPPEN I MIGHT NT PLAN TO GET MARRIED AND CONTINUE WIF MY LIVING..I KWN IS KINDA STUPID AND INLOGICAL... TT'S WAT I THINK... TO ME EVERYTHING I DO IS EVLOVED HIM AND HE'S MY MIND GOAL AND CENTRAL OF GRAVITY...

NEXT MONTH I WILL BE STARTING TO TAKE MY INSURANCE EXAM LE... WISH MYSELF LUCK AND ALL THE BEST TO MYSELF... HOPE I CAN REALLI DO IT.. AND DUN LET JAMES DWN... LOLX...
SO TODAE BLOG IS ONLI TILL HERE... TAKE CARE PALS...

3rd of Sept, yesterdae... i juz celebrated my 21st birthdae.... feelin kinda happi and excited cos i saw many frenz attending my party.. even though quite a number of ppl throw me aeroplane... and yet i am very Happy to c so mani ppl turn up in the end... wow took quite a number of picture le yesterdae.. lolx... so excited... and also my kor, Yuwei is so sweet to take cover when i'm being sabo... lolx... anyway sometime feelin is so funny de... maybe last time nv being together is also a gd thing ba we... hehe... tt's why we can be so close nw... but who kwns what will happen in the future... perhap kor might say rite le.. we might be tong ju in the future.. haha...

Sze, my best frenz.. i'm realli very touched as she also as busy as me even though this is not her birthdae party... lolx... and juz wanna tell her that i'm realli realli very honoured to have her as my frenz... and too.. vivienne, pohli, jospehine, plus huipeng and also eddie... thanks for all ur help provided yesterdae... hehe... in addition thanks for everyone ur present... i realli enjoy myself very much that special day...

And ya of cos... all my wrking colleague... plus my Corochan ppl... hehe.. thanks for their presence yesterdae... haix... i realli feel like expressin my feelin now... haix.. but till now i realli cant forget him yet... haix.. why can this happen.. everytime i c him the more i feel for him but i kwn that he only treat me as his frenz ba... maybe the feelin for him can onli be hidden secretly in my heart...

k ba.. todae i blog till here ba.... picture will be updated later on in the next few days after when i came back frm Genting.. lolx..

i'm back again in my blog... wow life couldnt get ani better for me... as usual still workin and workin for me... hehe... wow this month keep on watching movie... haix.. dunno hw much i spent on movie ticket le.. haix.. moreover now 9.50 per ticket le... so Expensive sia..

yesterdae i juzt watch movie wif Sze and Qingshun... wow tt dae indeed is an happy day... lolx... We watch the Land of The Dead... Eeeeks... is such a horrible show.. very grossy and bloody... as usual i did not really watch the whole movie.. maybe 30 % of the show ba... u cant imagine how Happy I am yesterday... even though i knw we are impossible but can go out wif him again and c his face... i very Happy le.. lolx..

Last Sunday, i go out wif a guy who's Sze's Frenz... he's a nice guy indeed and we do have common topic to talk and the feelin he gave me is quite comfortable... lolx.. but i also kwn that everythin must leave to fate ba... i realli veri Ma Tun... as i cant give up Qingshun and yet i still wanna give him up... and throw away my feelin and memories i have with him... Sad... This is something i dun wish to...

hi everyone is me back in blogging le.. actually i'm nt realli a recent blogger cos sometime dunno what to write to update u guys about my recent well doing... hehe... Life to me is still as usual... Still waiting for my income to roll... and furthermore going to Hk in 2 more months.. Yipee.. so Happy...

Recently very trouble for certain issue... sometime cum to think dunno whether gt ppl after u is a gd thing or wat... maybe everything leave to fate is the best... One of my frenz told me this be4... Fate is juz an excuse to reject ppl... perhap she's right for some ppl case... Wherelse some ppl say this is because he/she required more time to think clearly something... nowadays gt some new nice song... which i find out quite interesting as the lyric itself contain some meaningful words... For example, Ba Ai Fang Kai, Si Xin De Li Yu, Cai Hong De Yan Lei... i came across that cai hong de yan lei from a 17 yrs old guy.. Realli thanks him to bring me laughter sometime.. even though i do like him.. perhap u r right that we are nt suitable ba... as both of us are still nt ready for a relationship yet... lolx...

He started to write blog again... haix.. but the old blog he deleted off le... dunno why he started to write a new blog again... but this time round his blog is alot of his anger, problems plus his daily activities... i dunno the reason that causes me to miss him so much and old memories of our smses and outing suddenly poured on me suddenly... anyone out there can help me and saved me out of this pool? cos i began to find myself drownin in the big pool le...

todae is another half day for me... come to say this whole week i onli worked for 1.5 days out of the 5 wrkin days... hehe... so gd life hor me... dunno hw long this type of gd life will lasted... and i still thinkin whether wanna quit and pursuit my next career as insurance agent or teacher assistant... One can bring me gd income while the other can bring me stable income... haix.. Problem sia...

No Tittle!!!

Pals... I am back in blogging again todae... wow is kinda late now le... time is 1.20 AM and todae is 7th of August... and is the day when my AH MA is going Chu Bin... This is the 2nd funeral i attended this year.. and both of them are my closest kin... who realli veri dore me de... Although i do know that this is part of passes life but why muz this happen in a year? Why God is so unfair to certain ppl? Gd ppl always tend to die earlier? Since young i do not have any grandparents ard... onli my so called AH MA ard to dore me, even though we do have communication break dwn as i do not realli noe hw to speak TeoChew... but i can realli feel the care and concern frm her heart... My AH MA is a vegetarian and she 's a veri strict and yet veri caring person... of cos i do noe tt she always meant well for us... tt's why she 's strict to us... I realli feel very ashamed as tt day when she's lying on her bed before she passed away, i nv go and visit her as i'm very busy with my tuition assignment... my mum told me that she missed me veri much and wished to c me.. and yet i cant fullfilled her wish...

My aunt whom i did mention in my previous posts... she 's my nicest auntie... and after she passed away... then i realised dun even treat ppl for granted as you might regret once you lose her/ him... this applied to everyone including families member... Lovers and friends... as once you lost them you might nt be able to c them anyone... so treasure them dun treat them for granted...

Pals, i reali veri sorry to pour all my troubles and theory to you all.. as this is the only way i can tell out my feelin... Families love is much more worth than the others... anyway my birthdae cumin le.. so YEEPI... finally turn 21 yrs old le.. on the other hand feel kinda sad as my auntie no longer ard to celebrate my 21st birthdae with me... and my AH MA also... really hope that they are very happy in the other world... Dun worry about me... i will sure take care of myself including my families... although i noe this is not an easy tasks...

wow time realli pass very fast... i already in my current full time job for nearly 7 months le... haix.. but then also no use as there isnt any pay increasement... beside my frenz, POHLI is quitting le.. and her last dae will be on the 19th of August... currently i liked this job is because the timin is kinda flexible and is in my own time own target de lo... haha... and i have break up with the one i loved the most for nearly 1 yr le... and maybe is really time for me to pick up and carry on with my new life and start a new relationship instead keep pinin hope that both of us will be back together again... aniwae i really really very happy to be frenz with him now... and glad that he nv avoid me... or scare of me... feel happy to share problems with him even though cant be with him... hope that i will be the 1st one he turn to when he nid help... WISHFUL thinkin sia.. lolx..

k la.. i think better stopped here.. continue next time updated with new and juices news... for oversea pals... haha... Take care and MISS You all... God Bless...

Another Dae Have Passed!!!

hi everyone whu's reading my blog... is kinda late now... and tml i still gotta go work... but what am i doing here? hehe.. anyway is quite a long time after i last blogged... Life is sTiLL geTTIng on Fine for me... as usual life is work, work and work... lolx.. sound tt i do not have any life hor... No Choice le... who asked me to take up so mani things at one shot... backside itchy ma.. haha...

Life is so unpredictable hor... why ppl also dun realli kwn hw to treasure what he/she have at first... after they lost what they have then they finally realised that they have lost what means most to them... haix.. perhap tt's life ba... ppl onli grew up after they fall...

Recently there are a show for singing competition.. which is the one i wished to take part but then in the end i didnt have the courage to do it... hehe.. croward hor... lolx.. aniwae cum to think luckily i didnt take part as i'm not as talented as the rest of the competitors.. and also i'm not as rich as they all.. lolx.. throw $$$ into this as investment...

wow enough of all this le... singing to me is a hobby ba... and i do knw that i cant be a singer as ppl do not gets famous or popular forever...and i'm kinda puzzled in whether to stay back in my presence job or quit... and wrk as a full time tutor or sumthing else... haix.. is so headache... even though i stay back i dun think i can earn 2 k per month after 3 yrs... lolx.. who dun like $$$ rite.. so is still better to find a high pay job... be cos there isnt any such job on earth la.. hehe...

anyway i think i better blog till here and go to koon le.. gd mornin everyone... lolx...

Times Passes Fast....

hey hi everyone... i'm back to blog again... 2 weeks have passed le... hw's everyone life so far? as for me mi life is still like tt.... nthing special happen to me.. lolx.. Recently lost 1 student assignment as his parents think my slot too pack le... so wanna give me some break which i think also reasonable ba... kinda excited as 2 more months my birthdae le.. haha... turning 21 yrs old le.. wow sound quite old le hor...

some day ago something happen to me... one of my ex wanna patch up wif me... but cum to think is rather nt right as i dun have any feelin for him anymore le... unless is another person la... hehe... but i really kinda very disappointed as when i told him i dun have any feelin for.. then he reply.. cum to think i also nt his type of girl as we both have communication break dwn... wat for is alrdy noe tt i'm nt his type why bother to ask me patch? nthing better to do or juz for fun... or is it by saying this he will feel better or saved his face... ermm.. frankly la.. i dun realli understand guys le... who always say we girls are hard to understand... instead they are always living their own world... lolx...

in fact maybe now isnt a gd time for me to involve in a relationship unless i can totally forget him, but i wonder when as i cant get him out of my life... haix.. what to do.. perhap i own him too much in the past life... so bo liao hor me... hehe.. maybe sick till i becum abit crazy le ba... wat to do nw having fever and flu... both attack me together... sad le.. ystdae tt stupid rain lo.. kanna caught in rain ma... so nw sick le.. haha... i nid someone to take care of me ba perhap... hehe... sound kinda despo hor.. but dun wrry i noe tt i still prefer single life nw ba... unless is him then no one can replace him for the time being...

maybe years dwn the road there might be someone special ba... and i knw i pretty contented wif my life nw.. and nw gettin prepared for my exam nxt month... sad le.. haven finish study yet.. hehe...but then i will work hard to pass it no matter wat.. hehe... tts all for todae le... take care pal...

Back in Blogging le...

Haix.. time realli passes so dam fast le.. Todae one of my poly frenz has depart singapore to australia study le... and todae some of our classmates went to send her off... haix.. is kinda sad and she bu de for her to leave us... but cum to think tian xia wu bu shang zi yan xi...anyway she after 3 yrs will be back to Singapore again...

Anyway i have been a long time never blog le... hehe... so Esther if u read my blog... rmb le.. drop us ur Address and Contact No le k ? hehe.. Hope you wont forget us le.. and also Study hard le... Gambatte k ? hehe... We will miss you very much de.. and also send us some of your photo over there k ?

Anyway my birthdae cuming le... haha... so happi and excited le.. lolx... anyway nw still saving to celebrate my birthdae... but i haven send out my invitation to my frenzs le... i wonder how mani ppl will attend le..

I better end my blog here then... plus if tt someone is reading my blog... i gotta tell you this.. i realli miss you... and i hope you to be Happy too... Smile and Cheers...

Interesting Facts....

Love is something that is not easily explained No one word can express it And no one person feels the same about it Its waking up in the morning wanting to be with that one person And going to bed feeling the same way Its knowing that you want to spend the rest of your life with him.And it's a feeling so great that no matter what anyone says will never be taken away

Its crying every nightwhen the one you love doesnt love you back, Its feeling that pain in your heart when you lose that one person. But to just hear those three little words come from his mouth....And actually know he means it Thats the best feeling in the world To know that someone loves you for you And wants to be with you forever!!!!

Love is hard to find, and even harder to keep It takes time and effort to keep it going But you dont mind because you would do anything in the world to keep it Its knowing that when you come home youll have someone to share your day with Its that last conversation of the night before you fall asleep####

Hes the first one you want when you wake up The only thing thats on your mind all day, every day It's knowing that someones always there for you to cry on Someones always there for you to talk to about anything And wont judge you for that Its the person you feel the most comfortable with in the world And to know that you have that That you share that special bond with one other personThats the best feeling in the world.

But when you lose that feeling When you lose the only thing that ever mattered to you It seems like life has no purpose, no point at all You feel like you could just curl up and die That nothing or no one else matters to you And the only thing that youve ever wanted is now gone And you will do anything to get him back, Because hes worth it Youll try and try until one day you realize That things will never be the same again. Your love is still there, deep inside of you So you try your best to just be friends, And it works for a while But the feelings are still there And no matter how hard you try friend will never be good enough So you want to forget about him, but thats even harder......

Theres too many memories, to many good times to just forget And no matter what you do, hes always there Everywhere you look, everything you do, every place you go, Every song you hear, every guy you see Reminds you of him And you hope some day youll be back together But until then theres nothing you can do But sit and cry, to go through that pain when he talks about Another girl he likes, or how good his life is going And that pain breaks your heart day after day Tear after tear, until you have no mores tears to cry Until you just get used to that hole in your heart that wont go away, That pain that never leaves you That lonely feeling that stays with you forever And you may have other guys, but nothing or no one could ever compare, and you know that.

hey hi i'm back everyone

wow finally i'm back to blog here le.. hehe.. anyone misses me here? hehe so bhb hor... anyway i just get back my lap top after it reformate due to virsues.. haix.. kinda sad as all my data and my reports have been lost... ermm beside my fav photos and songs have also been lost... so bloody shit de lo.. haha..
wow nearly one month never blog le.. anyway justr letting u all know that i am currently very busy wif my full time job plus my part time tuition... i total have 8 students now.. all of them are very cute... they click me kinda well too.. lolx... i feel very happy when i'm with them.. so how's everyone life now? i misses him especially.. ever since after 17th of may... i already nv c him for 1 month plus le... heard that he have grow fatter le.. hehe.. but then to me maybe he like tt more cute ba.. haha...

anyway i think better blog till here.. hope that i will get back to blogging soon...

yo i'm back..

haix.. kinda long never update my blog le... anyway also no ppl will bother to read up my blog de.. he he... wow time really passes so fast le... now is june le... bu zhi bu jue i already wrk in PEI for nearly half a year le... dunnoe is a gd thing or a bad thing le.. till now no pay increasement le.. haix.. so sad... but i am going to quit soon le.. ard november time ba... then i will go back to study my degree programme... come to think i also cant live without a job le... or else who going to give me my expenses in sg? ohmigosh!!!!!! cham le.. wat shld i do? study part time and wrk full time tutor? or study full time to give part time tuition? or wrk full time and study part time? ha ha also so blur dunnoe wat to do nw.. the only thing i noe is i nid to save up for my birthdae celebration le... or else who so gd can spounsor me for my 21st birthdae? he he...

i have just been sacked by elaine from COROCHAN after the public holidae 23rd... haix... the reason she gave is because i keep on late and late... lolx... as if others nv late before like tt... maybe is a gd thing to get out frm there ba... anyway like tt maybe will be better for me... cos wrk there for nearly 1.5 yrs... there isnt any pay increasement... haix.. wat stupid company is this... anyway i also happy to know tt my family very supportive le... they say nvm la.. go find other better job lo.. is nt tt wo this job u will died ar... he he bascially is a right action done by elaine... thanks to her...

He no loner wrking at ps again le... haix.. wat to do cos he say he wanna concentrate on his studies le... ermm wat to do... next time cant c him le... this will make me to miss him even more le... haix... why god is nt fair to me... let me c him and let me miss even more now... then now cant even c him.. only thru all the photos taken tt time...

anyway i think i better stop now le.. tml still gt tuition in the morning... and beside i been online for a long period of time le...later the keyboeard very hot... lolx... gd morning, ohayokozaimasu... he he...

MC days again... voiceless and leg injuried.

yo hi everyone... todae is my 2nd day of Mc since yesterdae... this time really sick till very cham le... now voiceless and leg becum cripple... lolx... haix... all this happen on Saturday... when i was boarding 24.. then suddenly the bus braked then i lost my balance and fall dwn... in addition there was a guy standing beside me also lost his balance... then fall on me... if tt guy is a handsome one then maybe i wont mind... lolx... jk only.. but this guy is nt skinny one but kinda a big size guy... wow i am really very unlucky... now cause my leg to be injuried.. its really hurtz...

todae feeling much more better for my voice... but nt my leg.. it still very painful... and i cant even walked properly le.. feelin kinda sad sia... anyway hope tml will be able to report back to wrk cos i dun really wanna waste my Mc days just like tt... therefore i just blog till here... k... take care to anyone read my blog...

another sick day for me...

haix... todae fall sick again... eh this time round is fever and cough... this two months dunnoe take how many MC le... think all these due to my continuous of works... and causes my body to be so weak... anyway what to do... maybe boss isnt happy le if i continue like this... ya tell ya all that me going to quit this job soon le... maybe around july after i get my bonus.. he he...planning to change my line to office job le ba.. or perhap as a full time tutor lo... ke ke...

now currently i am giving part time tuition.. and the number of student under me is 3.. two from priamry 3 and one from primary 5... ermmm anyway i plan to be a tuition coordinator too haha... from trust tuition agency... this is a freelance job.. whereby i can intro mysef to take up the tuition or intro other ppl to take up the assignment... he he... base on this i can earn commission from them... he he... anyway still have to undego trainning and interview first... c how is goes anyway...next tues got to go for interview for tutor at tuition centre... ermm teaching primary 3 classes... ha ha... dunno whether can get the assignment not le... wish myself all the best of luck ba...

perhap not long later me going to quit corochan le... although is abit unwillingly but frankly this job is really a waste of time lo... cant really earn alot... and the working hours is so long... lolx... i already got a plan for my future le... once i got enough money perhap in couples 1 or 2 yrs later... me going to pursue my degree le... although it might be a bit late but is better than i nv do.. right... anyway tts all pal... i better end here le... ya next nxt tues gt a gathering for my Corochan colleague... ermm basically is gathering tt he wil be there too.. ha ha..

here i am back...

another tired week have gone... he he.. todae having MC again... lolx... anyway i every month sure gt a few days mc de... feelin kinda bored in the occupation i am in now...plan to quit real soon.. perhap after i get my half month bonus then i leave le.. ha ha... anyway this company really not good to stay in lo... no pay increasment and also no special allowance...

ha ha getting on pretty well with the students i taking now... find that two of them are very good in their maths.. tend to have alot of careless mistake... ermm.. really nid to brush up their maths sia... i will try my best to push their grade to better one... hope that my effort wont go down the drain... lolx..

feelin very happy cos i found out recently that he's back to work le... ermmm good for him that he can really think thru le... i know that he's not happy cos last sunday during his work his face really very black le... dunnoe whether he really trying to act cool not... ha ha...perhap he really not happy cos of his bgr life is still empty... ermm to me i really very contented with wat i have now and $$$ is a important issue to me... lolx... so BGR now have or not to me is nthing le... so hope that he can really think thru tt.. if he really think clearly that tt one is his true love... he really have to scarfice for her le lo... all the best to him.. and hope that he dun say say only la.. muz make sure that he can do it... dun let the girl down again... cos he might not be able to find another girl who like him as much as she do... cos love cant be replaced de..

busy week for me ya...

a brand new week have just started and yet todae me experiencing a MONDAY BLUE... lolx.. hw cum why monday must be blue le? ermmm this one is still an unkwn to me... whu cares anyway... monday is going to end soon le... wow tuesday going to arrive soon le... ha ha.. what does it gotta to do with me ya? cos tuesday i will be taking leave or perhap call MC ba... and now i'm still wondering whether to take part in the Jue Dui SUPERSTAR anot le... anyway just go for register tml ba and i might not be call for the audition mah... not everyone will be called ba... but which two photos shld i bring along wit me tml? ermm later think got to select it carefully ba... lolx...

now better dun talk about the singing competition stuff... ermmm let's talk about the tuition i conducted for the primary three student last thurs... basically is quite a nice experience for me ya... anyway so long nv conduct tuition to strangers le... but this is a good start for me yea... lolx.. tml still gotta a new task le.... a primary five student... three subjects English, Maths and Science... i doubting myself in teaching English le... wat to do... tml cuming le.. i'm feelin kinda scare of HiS father... later not Happy wif my way how? kinda worried sia... i believe i will do my very best to teach the student the best ba...

haix... this whole month nv get to shop alot le.. todae only buy one top for myself.. ha ha... cos now then i found out tat i do not have sufficient T shirt to wear... and basically now my wardrode is all skirts and sleeveless tops which is not suitable for wearing to the JURONG Island as not to show off my Fei Rou to the ppl over there... i feeling very tired in working le how ar... still got so long to suffer le.. maybe till the day i died ba... lolx.. unless i married a Millionaire then i no nid to work le... everyday go SHopping can le.. ha ha... han bing lo me... anyway is getting rather late le... me really nid to log off le... todae just blog till here ba... Sweet dreamz... and good nitez... to myself... ha ha....

power me... month of april...

wow this is the second week of april le... time really flies sia... lolx... getting older each day le... this whole month i'm kinda busy and tired as i have been working and workin continously 7 days...lolx... currently me taking up 3 jobs, one full time and two part time... as usual as corochan counter crew and also part time tuition teachers... feelin very excited as this coming thursday i will be teaching a primary three student on maths... and plus next tues i will be teachin a primary five student on maths, english and science... lolx... kinda worried cos me scare will be able to help them much... the reason of workin so many jobs and so many days per week cos i am in need of money... wanted to go study ma in private school and nt because i am in debt... lolx...anyway next week gettin my pay le... yipee so happy.. but then anyway i cant go shoppin anymore le... must really control le... and also me maybe changin my job le... no longer wrk at corochan but maybe join RAE in bubble tea... cos the treatment there not bad sia... kinda worried cos ANN, RAE's frenz is there and she already not happy as i'm quite close with RAE.... JEalousy lo... lolx... is nt funny anyway....

haix... this whole week so buys till never really on my msn everyday... and i dunnoe hw many days nv chat with him on msn le.. dunno hw he have been le... and also dunno his exam how le... neither do he update his blog ever since 7th of april... just hopin he's fine... anyway all the best to him and his dream gal or shld say his former exs ba... just hopin that the girl will give him a chance again and be with him again.... but frankly i found myself stupid le... why on earth so many times let him cheat le and yet i still like him so much? i also dun even knw the answer myself... but i do believe there's sure an reason behind it... wonder how many ups and downs do i have to go thru before i really met the right one... or maybe throughout this whole life i wont met the right one le... cos i already lost him...

better blog till here as tml still gotta go JI to wrk... haix... POWER SERAYA... my third home le.. lolx...plus tml going for movie le... ha ha.. so must slp early or else i doze off during the show... ke ke...

Voices Of My Heart

haix... i just wake up not long ago.. wow is was kinda a nice sleep for me last nite... wow so long nv really sleep well le... been currently busy working this whole week... lolxxxx... next week will also be the same for me ya... i have another blog beside here...

yesterdae i knock off kinda early and wanted to blog dwn but then my post was not published as there are errors appearing.... yipee.. so early and me only wrk for 4 hrs ba... lolx... not tt bad la cos i was paid thousand plus per month yet i everyday knock off early... ha ha... am i abit weird cos i have two blogs le... so sometimes dunno where to write sia... perhap i shld only update one of them only everytime.. whereas the other one just kept for fun de... ha ha#### you know what on wed i have taken my first time in ever ride on a bike... when i am on the way back home from JURONG ISLAND... a guy offer me this ride.. wow the ride was so scary but kinda exciting le... cos can let the nature wind blow across your face... that feeling was dam cool and siok... ermm but then i still prefer cars la... at least have the convertable one lo... he he.... han bing rite me... still dreaming sia...

ermm kinda sad cos now no mood to do anything.. all my minds is filled with him... ermm but i know that life still gotta go on and we two are just impossible to be back again... and even though there's just another chance for me... i will definately be the one get hurt again... kinda happy for him as he now finally get the chance to build back the relation back with his ex... i really envy the girl whu can really catchen his heart..and no matter hw much pain i suffer .. he wont understand and he wont get a chance to knw de.. perhap i shld really let go ba.. at least this might make me feel better... whereby i know no matter how i kept myself busy i just cant forget him... and i cant bring myself to hate him... sometime i asked myself am i willingly to forksake everything for him? or is just because i cant own him.. tts why i cant let him go.... but in the end my answer is i really love him... just hoping he can be HAPPY even though i knw his happiness was not me... cos in the end i knw me and him wont end up together... i never regret knowing him and falling in love with him... Perhap this is life destine ba....

i do realise that sometime things once u let go before.. is hard to catch it back again... perhap there's life ba... person undergo ups and downs... sadness and happiness just to gain experiences... just like everyday got new born babies.. and everyday there's ppl died... this is called life cycle ba... sometimes really find it meaningless to be a living things..living beings are just so ke pei lo... dunnoe what on earth are we still living here...

I MISS HIM SO....

todae knock off early so take this time to blog it down... i was consider wrking only for 3 hrs todae cos i reach JURong Island ay 11 plus... then i knock off at 2 pm without taking my lunch la.. of cos... todae was a cooling day as it rained since morning till now then stopped... and need to walk 1 km into the office as there's any transport... but luckily thru and fro ... cars have stopped to bring me in.... maybe consider my lucky day ba... haix.. i still haven finish the report which was given to me for 2 months plus le... but lucky i now left abit more to accomplish...


dunnoe what happen to me after 31st of march... i started to miss him even more... and i really very sad as in his blog it written that he want his ex back... and she's the greatest regret of his lifetime... anyway i cant do anything to help him.. but just pray for him that he will be with that girl in the future... perhap tt's the only thing i could do for him ba... dunnoe whether he did read my blog not... but just hope that all the posting i wrote in the past was not read by him... cos to him now.. i am only his frenz or perhap frenz also not just a normal ppl chatting in msn ba... even though i cant chat with him face to face but thru msn i also very happy le... at least this is the only passage to let me knw about his well- being ba...



a few days ago.. i dreamt of my aunt... it wasnt a pleasant dream as i dream of something creepy running after my aunt... i felt so hopeless as i cant do anything to help her.. and can only stand aside to watch... i wonder what's tt creepy thing about... but what i guess is something not very nice or friendly ba.... perhap i am thinking too much le ba.. or shld say i watch too much horror movie le... just hope that my aunt is living well in the neither world... and hope that everything goes well for my mum and my families...

Sad Memories...

my aunt have passed away for a week le... still kinda not used to it as no phones call from her everyday... i believe the one who's uncomfortable is my mum... She and my aunt was consider the closest among them... frankly speaking nowadays i kinda of lost appetitte ever since after the funeral... all of us were very sad especially when we saw the coffin slowly moved into the furnace... and i do believe my cousin relative (her father side) does not seem to be bother by this... i am kinda angry with them as i think they dun show any respect for my aunt... when the monk was praying for my aunt... all of them are like talking and yelling loudly... wat's the hell with tat kind of attitude... but i believe my aunt dun blame them as she's a very nice women.. U forever Live in My Heart.. Aunt.. I wont forget all those times we spend togther and i promise u to lead a better life... and pursue my dream...

Life sometimes is really very funny.. Heaven tend to play a trick on u... when u decided to forget someone.. that person cum in your life again... dunnoe why.. this happen to me a couples of times le.. but i believe this times... i will be determine enough not to be soft hearten... i dun blame him for wat he did to me... and i dun mind he dun appreciate what i have done for him... anyway i nv really done alot for him mah... I just hope i dun get hurt anymore in any relationship in the future.. Just hope we can be frenz forever even cant be lovers.. I just hope i can fulfilled my dream soon...

Kinda abit sad as i receive letter from Uni of New South Wales and they rejected my application... anyway i already think most likely i wont get approved as my grades for my 3 yrs in poly was like shit... or maybe i'm not destinated to go into the group of 8 ba... anyway i got into the Uni of Newcastle... which is the top 10 uni in aust... ha ha consider not bad le... no top 8 at least gt top 10 sch wan me mah... basically me still in dilemma in thinking whether wan to study distance studies or other courses or go oversea and further my course in degree.... both got pros and cons... haix... still taking a step at a time in desciding as i dun hope that my descision will destroy my future...

Haix.. later still gotta work at Corochan... so Sianz.. but no choice for the sake of $$$$ my favourite... he he... so no matter hw tired i still gotta work...

A terrible day for me...

yesterdae was a very sad day for me as around sven pm in the evening, i receive a new from my daddy that my aunt have passed away at 6 pm in the hospital... i really very shocked upon hearing this new... why on earth this must happen to my beloved aunt... why must they take her away from us... we just hope that she will be able to make it over this ching min day.. and maybe this will be better for her.... but why "they" just dun let her go.... why must bring her together with "them"? i know she cant bear to leave us cos before she parted us few days ago... she did cry... why cant "they" grant her wish to survive.... i really cant face the reality that she leave us... she's one of the closest relative i have... and yet now i have lost her... and i know this for sure.. she wont come back to me again le... and all the promises we have for each other... now cant fulfilled le.. our trip to genting... and my 21st birthdae for this year.. and we cant go shopping together anymore le... i know she alway wan me to choose clothes for her... and she always enjoy my company with her to shopping every chinese new year... and all these have to be part of my past events with her... i really very very regret thAT last time, i scolded her when she started to yi sheng yi gui... but reason for scolding her is for her good sake.. cos i dun wish to see her in such state... maybe she also dun feel any better in her condition... but i really hope to see her well mah... before she leave us... she haven even wake up to talk to us... and yet she just leave us like tt... hw can she be so heartless... never even leave any msg for us...

life is always so unpredictable... why god make us come alone to this world.. and also let us died alone... if really need to die... then why must god make us live in this world... is it.. because that they wan us to experienece pain... and let us suffer.... life somtime is really dam meaningless lo... and also dam useless... everyday there are sure people die.. but people always hope that it isnt anyone who's close to them...

nowadays, me have been bothering about my study loan.. just cant find any bank to loan me... is it money so important... why on earth require money such thing.. why people alway say tian xia mei you bai chi de wu chang... maybe that's the logic ba... if you wan something u tend to sacrifice something ba... or should say bu zhe shou duan to get something lo... no matter wat now the i realised money can buy alot of things... including love... cos if you got money even ur relative will suck up to u... but if u dun have they will ditch u behind and try to avoid from you.... so doesnt mean that ur own brother or relative will standby ur side whenever u are in trouble... all these are just an act lo... they can say till very nicely... but when this really happen u dun expect to see them le...

this 2005 to me is really not a very good year... whatever bad things happen to me but none of the good events fall on me... maybe this is part of passes i need to encounter ba... perhap this is the only way that can make me mature ba... on the other hand... if really require me to pass thru all these pain and take away my closest kin... i rather dun be mature and forever stay as my usual self... i just hope that my aunt living in another "world" will be happy and do visit us when she free... i really hope i can dreamt of her and let me know that she is well..

one week gone again!!!!!!

another week have passed again... now i still left a few more days to get my pay... todae go to the NATAS travel fair... got to see alot of different travel agency... me and Sze wanna go to HongKong this may or june... and we get to find the cheapest rate which is $323 for 3 days/ 2 nights by Cathay Pacific... ermm kinda excited to go oversea but nid to me to fork out this amount in one short i cant le... moreover i need to do further studies too... haix... why on earth $$$ is so important... and wonder whether i can get any bank loan from RHB bank not for my Degree study...for this time round i think i study biomedical first lo.. even though psychology is my interest... cum to think that in Singapore i cant find much jobs after i graduate... unlike Biomedical... ya todae before i reach Suntec, i went for an interview at Chinatown, Breadtalk..ermm the pay is kinda low but i can work quite a number of days... and i only get 3 days off per week...

haix.. my aunt is still in hospital... kinda one week never go visit her le... what took her so long to recover... why heaven is so unfair, all good people tend to die faster or earlier than all bad people... aunt can u hear me when i talk to you ? if you does, please faster wake up... everyone in the family is waiting for you.... and we love you....

trouble day... or boring day...

haix.. one week have already gone soon le... todae is fridae le.. lolx... so happy sia.. but then weekend always tend to past very fast... anyway weekend cum le also dunnoe do wat.. only either work or SHOPPING... Yipee.. but then no $$$ le... (ha ha kinda broke le...) :C

todae went to hospital to visit my aunt.... kinda sad to c her in such condition... her forehead gt one big bum le.. this is due to her fall on that day admitted to hospita last tues... kinda disappointed with the attitude that the doctors and nurses have... everytime ask them about her condition.. they always dun reveal... dunnoe wat they wan... maybe just wanna extend and drag so that we can pay higher hospitalized fee...

feelin kinda stressup nowaday.. still thinking what i really wan out of my life... is my life really that meaningless... or worthless? cum to think maybe ba... when one ppl in their life is goaless... or aimless... they will tend to have no sense of direction... on the other hand if one person tend to have too many goals or aims... they will also tend to get lost as they wont knw wat shld they choose... why ppl like to be so dilemma... cant they choose wat they really wan? is life really that unfair? ermm me also nt too sure perhap i shld use half of my life to find the answer ba...

frankly speaking... after so long i still kinda miss him... even though i knw he already gt a new girl be with him le.. and as wat i stated in the past posting... love cant be force and what is mean to be urs will be urs ba... nd i knw that some ppl will say me hua chi or stupid but i just cant help not thinking of him... no matter where i go or what i do... his reflection will crafted in my mind... i knw life still goes on... and just consider me myself being stupid to be cheated by him lo.. maybe he dun meant it ba... he really gt try to like me but still cant force himself to... or he did like me before but the feelin just cum and goes like that... but i really never regret knwin and meeting him... my whole life changes after he steps in my life.. and i Never Kwn that i can really like a person so deep before...

hey gal, wake up la.. is time for you to get on with ur life le... dun forget about ur dream... ur passion... let him go ba.. and let new ppl step in your life... and dun shut ur door to those whu wan to cum in...

problem day...

todae i went for the career and courses fair... wow interesting sia.. gotta c alot of things and found out alot of information for my future studies... but then nw then i found out that study really need alot of $$$$... again $$$ so sianz.. where on earth i go to dig out such a lump sum of money.. if i really study in SINGAPORE then maybe i can saved up a sum of money... whether study my own course CHEMICAL ENGINEERING... or study BIOMEDICAL or Phameuratical Sci... maybe in finalist i think i will either take up CE Or Phameuratical ba... he he... kinda ma fang sia me...


haiz.. after so many days my auntie still haven wake up yet... just hope tt she will be fine asap lo.. cos i still hope to go oversea together with her... ya find out tt his frenz also just passed away a few days ago... ermm hw cum so young such things will happen to him... anyway i do understand one thing... everything is destinated one.. if u are to dead no matter hw u try to avoid u will still died in the end... just as shown in the movie.. FINAL DESTINATION ( such a nice movie sia) life sometime is really very unfair ba.. why certain ppl tend to be so min hao and whereas some ppl tend to be so min ku...

ya todae got wrk at junction 8... but nv get a chance to talk to him much... ha ha this him is a new guy wrking there too... but dunnoe the feelin to him is just a crush or just feel tt he's a nice guy... ermm dunnoe le... abit funny feelin... but i do knw myself tt my ex still matter to me la... but wat to do ppl already going on wif his new life and new GF le so me also gotta carry on with my new life mah... but dunnoe nid a new BF ant la... if tts the case i still thinking whether to patch wif my ex, MELVIN ant... ha ha... so trouble... but cum to think if i just finding a float.. maybe i can patch wif him but i knw myself wont last long one... cos both of us are just dependent on each other.. sometime old lovers once parted maybe cant be back again once the feelin is lost is lost... ha ha... let nature takes its course ba...

another tired day...

todae is dunnoe consider a gd or a bad day for me... good in the sense whereby i released off early from work... then i go dwn ps todae to wait for RAE to knock off... after that we go for dinner together... but kinda now me still feelin hungry... (oink...oink...like a pig sia...) then ard seven, we headed dwn to Raffles' Placed for our new job training... this line is net wrk marketing... kinda like pyramid sales.. but this time i do not required to fork out any $$$... this time round got to know alot of ppl from different ages and different sexes... he he... but then come to think dunno whether can be as successful as them anot.. cos most of them quite young only but they are earning quite a gd sum of money...

todae consider bad is due to the shocking news i received...my auntie was admitted to hospital... after she slipped and fall on the floor...then nw having high fever... 45 degree celsius... consider serious condition... haiz.. just hope everything will be fine for her... why every good ppl will sure have bad things fallen on them.. then whereby bad ppl always get wat they wan... life is so unfair...

sometime come to think forgetting one ppl is it so difficult? is it by making yourself busy then u can try not to think of the past... some ppl say this is just a way to escape frm reality... but maybe to some ppl this is the only way to forget...but i rmb there's one song saying this ji de bi wang ji lai de rong yi... so to me i rather choose to rmb all the memories then to forget the past including all the sweet memories u have before... cos time will definatly tell you the answer... then cum to think why some ex gf/bf they still can be frenz but on the other hand some couple they choose rather not mit up with their EXs... maybe this is also a gd way to start off wif a new life ba... cos a person is reborn is only after he/she can leave out all the unhappy stuff and treat it as a gaining experience...

another day gone...

todae is a weekend but then i still gotta wrk... anyway yesterdae spend quite alot le.. haiz... money really hard to earn sia.. but spending money is easy.. ke ke.. yesterdae go out with POHLI... to KTV and we sing till ard 3 plus then go hm... i brought a mp3 player yesterday... although it wasnt a very famous brand... but to me can use can le... ermm even though spoilt then buy a new one ba... ke ke...

todae wrk at junction 8.. feeling very gd as junction 8 is my little heaven... ha ha.. tts a guy wrking at oto there... he's quite a nice guy but only kinda older than me... anyway he always make me laugh one.. so feel kinda happy wrking there then at ps cos tts the place only give me pain... anyway the auntie wrking at polar... keep asking me to consider dennis... but pls le... if only provided tt dennis also gt feeling for me then i can consider mah... otherwise very ma lu one le... perhap sometime i do agree find someone whu can make u laugh then make u cry... cos a person whu make u cry is someone whu dun treasure u...

SONG FOR TODAE: LOVE YOU SO MUCH
MOOD: UNKNOWN>>>>

so sad...

todae consider nt bad for me cos watched a movie with my frenz at PS, Constantine.. wow the actor dam handsome lo... he he... anyway this movie is quite a nice movie lo... keke... quite worth seeing... anyway sometime i still wonder whether there's really heaven and hell exist... ermm.. perhap they do exist is whether up to u to believe ant...

todae i really feeling very sad.. cos i read his blog and found out tt he already gt gf le... haiz... and his gf treat him very gd... hw cum he rather choose other ppl than me? anyway i know the answer... there are certain thing tat i cant give whereby others can... haiz... maybe tt person is very pretty ba... wat to do i do nt have a pretty angel face... wat to do... love required chemistry to start... maybe he and me just dun have the chemistry ba... sob sob... but dunnoe why he really stand whole portion of my heart... no one else can enter my world anymore for the time being... only him...

sometimes i really dunnoe wat else can i do to win his heart back again... but somehow i know wat is meant to be urs is urs... and u no nid to do anything it will still be urs... maybe me and him final status is strangers ba...

Song For Todae: Jie Shou
Mood For Todae: Extreme Sad...

yet another day passed....

wow todae finally nv posted all those meaningful topic le... haiz.. frankly i also dunno wat to write abt todae... but todae is my FRENZ Vivienne's Birthdae...she finally 21 yrs old le... and todae she held a celebration at Aranda Country Club... she really spent alot for this time celebration... kinda envy her cos she really gt a very teng ta de father... but then she still nt happy and even argue with her father and tt time it really hurt her daddy...

perhap sometime ppl really nt contended with wat they have ba... they tend to ask for more and more... kinda sound like the peisi commercial... lol... why people tend to be greedy? maybe this is the only way to keep track with the rapid changes of the society...

haiz... life sometime can really very stressful le... and people sometime do learnt from stress and try to overcome it... todae during the party, nt all of my poly mates turn up... but kinda happy cos at least can c them lo after graduation since last yr... they really change alot le... some becum more and more like strangers... and some becum more and more zi bi... ha ha... anyway i dun really have much topic to say with them only to certain ppl whu are close to me... kinda happy to c my frenz really enjoy her 21st birthdae... wow after seven months later will be my turn to celebrate le... kinda headache sia... dunnoe hw to celebrate sia... and dunnoe hw much i nid to spend le...

haiz... do u know past few days.. my former ex asked me to try out with him again.. but i rejected him as my heart still cant get over with one person... perhap u can say me stupid anyway 3 months have passed since we break... but he still stand a very big portion in my heart... no matter hw long it take i still think i will wait for him... unless something have happen to me... another reason is till nw i'm nt prepared to get into another relation with someone else.. cos kinda feel is nt fair with both of us... s i did try out one time before but in the end i decided to break up with him.. as i know he himself also nt prepared to be commited in a relation yet... so this time i decided to leave it to fate to decide for me...

Song For Todae: Tong Hua
MooD for Todae: Unknow...

voices of all girls.... guys shld read it...

Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind. If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings. Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.

Love her for who she is. Don't even think about changing any bit about her. 6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities. She's special & she will stay that way. You change any part of her, you'll change her forever. Don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.Love whole-heartedly. She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treasure her. She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love.

So love her guys, not play with her.Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever. If you're with her, love her. Don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, that's not respecting love at all. Respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be. I've been there & I know how it feels.Don't expect perfection from her. She's the only one in the world & she's done the best she could.Like another girl while you're in a relationship? Then I think it's time you remain single for a while.

Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do.Tell the truth, never hide anything from her. If you want her to tell you everything, do the same. Don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling", how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same way? Be faithful, enough is enough.Socialise only when you're single. You socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams. Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.It never kills to be romantic.

Think, be flexible. Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her. Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you. Something sweet & simple always get the job done. Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love.Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day.

Love her as if each day is the last.Sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attached guys. Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart. Isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a sense of insecurity. Remember, INSECURITY.Promise her & make sure you never break it. Swear to her & make sure you keep it. Pledge your love to her & her alone.

Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to. Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it. That's love. Give her your heart, your life, your everything.Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises. But stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you.

Never, ever walk out of her life. She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die. It her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory. Don't leave her once you've won her love. Love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage, love her till old age, love her till death.

If you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise. Win her heart & love her over. Remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display, she's someone to love, not to show off to your "friends". Stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you. Respect her for the way she is, never despise her & never mistreat her, never even think of toying with her...

meaningful facts

He was not handsome..But he had feelings..One day, he felt in love with a woman..Awoman he really had a crush on..But herealized that he was not handsome..So hekept it deep inside his heart..He was not handsome..Knowing this, he stillapproached the girl he admired..Uponapproaching her, he asked her name andasked for her number.. They came intocontact with each other..The guy was happyand he felt nice talking to the lady..

He was not handsome..He had to rememberthis all the time..He knew he couldnt say outhis wish to the lady..However, one day, hetook up the strength to call that lady..Whenhewas about to pick up the reciever, the phonerang..It was her..His crush...His lady of hisdreams..She asked him out on thatnight..There was no reason for him to sayNO..That night, they went to a restaurant..fordinner..He was not handsome..This was proven tohim at that night..When the lady told him thatshe had a crush on a guy..He was crushedinto pieces by his own crush..but he didntsaya word..He knew it..He was not handsome...

He was not handsome..and he knew hewontget his girl of his dream..So he intended tohelp the lady out..He took the lady to the guywhom she had a crush on..After a week, he saw the lady dating with the guy..He knewthat there is no more hope for him..He was not handsome..and this made himloose his love..He just kept his feelings deepinside his heart..But it was okay for him..ashis love was happy with the guy she loved..

He was not handsome..but maybe hispowerful love brought his lady back tohim..One day, the lady came all the waycrying to him..She said to him that she lost her virginity and the guy dumped her..She was all in tears and didnt know where to go..He was not handsome..but he loved her..He wiped the tears off the lady and gave a warm hug..The lady felt the warm feel gush through her nerves and touch her heart deepinside..She realized that this is her true love..He was not handsome..but he found his lovefinally..and he was happy ...


p/s: looks are not really the most importantthing in love..Consider the feelings ofthe ppl around you..You might just findthat true love of yours..He may not behandsome..but he might love you more thananyone could ever love you.. and that isgreater than some handsome idiots whodoesn't love u. really..