Friends meant wat to me now? i really dun really know le... At first tot ur best frenz shld be those types who support u no matter wat instead of pouring u cold water or ask u nt to pester them? Sumtime i really dun understand why some ppl like to misunderstand my intention? Is it because i cant really express myself well or is it because whoever i treat them as gd frenz in the past was actually onli my own wishful idea to treat them as gd frenz? haha sumtime find myself kinda funny wor cos juz find myself like a clown or shld say an empty shell without a soul... lolx...perhap io shld really let myself isolated for a while and concentrate with my career path...

recently gettin veri irritated or shld say veri lack of confidence le... cos even my close frenz asked me nt to pester her? haix... i of cos gt my reason to ask her sister to invest but she nv even give me any chance to explain... If her sister nv do investment... her cpf account will definately be wipe out de to pay 4 her house loan.. and her future salary deduction will used to pay directly to the loan... so onli after she pay all her loan le then her account will start accumulate... And wat if she was out of job one day b4 her loan was clear? she gt to pay by cash le... That is why i asked her to do investment wif me so at least some of her money was in the investment and will nt be wipe out... But my this intention she simply dun get it... maybe to them i only eye for their money ba... Common la.. even if they do investment... i also dun get much Commision out of tt...

Perhap life nw for me is onli working.. workin... and of cos continue wif my tuition assignment lo.. haiz... my relationship nw also veri empty wor.. still waiting for the right guy to appear... who will tt guy be? aniwae i shall write my blog till here...

Todae is another sad day for me as i failed my HI test again le.. Haix.. Why everytime i need to take 3 times then i can pass? Hope by next week i can pass the Hi test arbo i realli cant sell any Health Insurance by next week Roadshow....

So far break up with him is already one week le... although is juz one week gone, but He already gt himself a new gf le... Haha... I really veri surprised to know this as he told me tt... @ first tot can be back with him again and yet now i really no need to think of tt le.. haha... Perhap this is better for me and him ba... Cos no matter wat maybe they are both compatible with each other as Malay Shld goes with Malay... Is nt because i look dwn on Malay but is juz tt there's realli alot of problems occur between us... Although now i kwn is my fault for nt committing to him.. Maybe this causes him to be disappointed wif me and tired of our arguement le... Now juz hope that he can be happy wif this current gf he had... And i am really Sorry for watever i did b4 to cause him to lost the feelin he had for me... No matter wat... I really nv regret to be his gf b4 and hope he can stay as Happy as whu i kwn him... The disturbing guy @ Power Seraya...

And for the time being.. what i wanna do now is to pursue my career and of cos relation got to leave to fate ba... lolx... And ya to Alvin and to Weiqiang... really veri Happy for u all to be so supportive.. and of cos to all my frenz, dun worry i am okay now.. cant always look backward but muz pursue wat is in the future..

after so long nv update my blog since last month... recently alot of things happen... haix.. ever since when he worked at River Ang Bao... the attitude he gave me has been change... Haix.. And till now i have break up wif him le... Even though i dun wish to... but perhap break up is the best resolution for me and him ba... sad sad... Why must he treat me like tt? He say tt he cant stand me anymore le... Plus he doesnt have tt kind of special feelin 4 me anymore... Why Muz this happen.. when i started to commit to him and yet he wanna break up wif me... Do i really too slow? Sometimes i really wonder do we still have a chance to get back together? I really like him alot now... and i am kinda nt used to the life without ppl to tease me and control me...

I really long him back again... but of cos this might be impossible cos perhap he really hate me to core le ba... haix... Wat can i do to gain his forgiveness? and Wat can i do to let him fall in love wif me again? No matter wat i really will change myself as long as he back to my life again... Really Miss him wor...

Life now without him of cos is empty.. but then my career nw is starting to build up... which in the sense is good..Without him ard me is juz like an empty shell without a soul..Last Sat i juz close a case which is yearly Premium de.. So Happi Wor... lolx.. Even though Happi but tml is an empty day wor.. initially tot can spend the day with him and yet in the end i still have to spend tt dae alone...

I think i better blog till here arbo i will be writing never ending le... Nite nite to u all Plus Happy Valentine Dae...