Today is already the mid of Nov, and 2 more months is going to be my ROM date. Sound funny, actually i am not very excited towards it. The kind of tension is really getting very strong between me and my Hubby.
To add the salt into it, is my parents, keep asking money from me.. Why is everyone asking $$$ in my family?? Does my exist only because of $$$?? Then in that case, what for i am in this world?? Doesn't Family should show care and concern on each other? Didnt they even care about my Wedding Next year?? No, they didnt even bother or even asked on how's the preparation of our wedding??
Because of Money issue, we had a dispute... i understand that Hubby is stress with the work and our wedding next year, but isnt me stress with it too?? I feel so useless in the sense, i couldnt help much in the saving as my parents are addicted to gamble, and they spend every single cents in it... Didnt they spare a thought of themselves, how much money do i have for them?? And do they want me to stay single forever and gave them every single cents for gamble in 4D? How on god can help me?? If died can solved every single problems then i am willing to do that... So that my insurance compensation can give them to spend on their 4D and TOTO... Will they make them more Happy??
November 17, 2009
November 02, 2009
Chapter Nov 2009
Wow today is 2nd Nov, there will be another 2 months more to my ROM.. Getting kinda excited and worried.. The feeling is kind of so messy... Is it normal or abnormal? I also not very sure of it..
Kind of missed the SingleHood of me, where you need not to be reponsible to whoever and commit to whoever.. But the funny part is that when you are single, you might wished to have somebody to be by your side and take care of you.. Haha...
Of cause, i am not saying My Dear not good.. but somehow seems like is he too good for me.. I didnt do anything to make him Happy before... Always make him Angry... Sometime i really feel bad to him.. And i wanna treasure the every moment with him... Sound so touching?? Haha..
We tend to see different people in our each passing day.. Some are meant to stay permanently and adds Bright Colours to your Life Story, Some are meant to be temporaily and adds Dark Colours to your Life Story, Some are meant to know but not meant to be together... Each of us have different Roles to Act in our Daily Lives.. Agreed?
Last Gathering with my Secondary Friends indeed is a Enjoying one despite some Conversation cannnot be talked with the presence of my Hubby... Truly very Happy that we can meet again, and hope 10 yrs or 20 yrs dwn the road we still can be like this.. Haha...
Kind of missed the SingleHood of me, where you need not to be reponsible to whoever and commit to whoever.. But the funny part is that when you are single, you might wished to have somebody to be by your side and take care of you.. Haha...
Of cause, i am not saying My Dear not good.. but somehow seems like is he too good for me.. I didnt do anything to make him Happy before... Always make him Angry... Sometime i really feel bad to him.. And i wanna treasure the every moment with him... Sound so touching?? Haha..
We tend to see different people in our each passing day.. Some are meant to stay permanently and adds Bright Colours to your Life Story, Some are meant to be temporaily and adds Dark Colours to your Life Story, Some are meant to know but not meant to be together... Each of us have different Roles to Act in our Daily Lives.. Agreed?
Last Gathering with my Secondary Friends indeed is a Enjoying one despite some Conversation cannnot be talked with the presence of my Hubby... Truly very Happy that we can meet again, and hope 10 yrs or 20 yrs dwn the road we still can be like this.. Haha...
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