AFTER MY BIRTHDAE CELEBRATION ON THE 3RD OF SEPT.. I WENT TO GETNING ON THE 8TH OF SEPT.. HEHE.. ONLI TILL LAST SAT MID NIGHT THEN BACK TO SINGAPORE... HAHA... LIFE GET EVEN MORE INTERESTING NEXT MONTH... EVERY MONTH I WILL STAY OUT FRM SINGAPORE TO OVERSEA TO RELAX BA.. OF COS NOT TO TT EXTEND GO FAR FAR PLACES LA...

THIS TIME, THE TRIP TO GENTING IS KINDA INTERESTING AND FUN... COS GT SZE'S COUSIN NICHOLAS AROUND.. SO TEND TO TAKE CARE OF HIM AND PLAY WIF HIM LO.. ERMM... THIS TIME ROUND I DID TRY OUT THE OUTDOOR THEME PARK RIDES... MOST OF THEM ARE KINDA FUN AND INTERESTING... ESPECIALLY THE ROLLIM THUNDER MINE TRAIN... HAIX.. WHEN THE TRAIN STARTED TO TAKE OFF... MY HEART NEARLY FLEW OUT... THE SPEED WAS REALLI INCREDIBLE FAST... AMONG SO MANI RIDES THE ONE I LIKE MOST IS THE FERRIE WHEEL INDOOR DE... ME AND SZE TOOK TT RIDE FOR 3 TIMES LE.. LOLX... AND THE SECOND BEST I LIKE IS THE WATER BOAT... BUT THEN TT TIME CYCLE UNTIL MY LEG CRAMP AND PAIN.. LOLX..

AS USUAL I STAYED IN THE 1ST WORLD HOTEL... THE ENVIRONMENT NT BAD.. BUT THEN THE TOILET AND BATHROOM IS ABIT SMALL... SO NEXT TIME ROUND POSSIBLE I SHALL STAY IN THE GETNING HIGHLAND OR GENTING HOTEL.. WHICH IS THE TWO OF THE GRAND AND EXPENSIVE HOTEL IN GENTING...THE KAKIS FOR THE GENTING TRIP WILL BE OUT SOON..BUT THEN THE NEXT TRIP WILL BE AFTER WHEN I'M BACK FRM HK NEXT MONTH.. MOST PROB DURING THE NOVEMBER TIME BA....

BEFORE ON THE WAY TO GENTING.. I DROPPED MY PHONE ON THE CAB AS I WAS OVERSLEPT THAT MORNIN.. LOLX.. BUT LUCKILY TT TAXI DRIVER WAS KIND ENOUGH TO RETURN MY PHONE TO ME.. OTHERWISE I AM GOING TO BE DAM BROKE LE.. THIS MONTH... NID TO BUY DIGITAL CAMERA AND ALSO MY HK TRIP EXPENSES...

I JUZ READ HIS BLOG.. AND HIS UPDATE FOR YESTERDAE IS ABOUT HIS FEELIN FOR A GIRL... HAIX.. AFTER I READ IT.. MY HEART TEND TO BE SHATTER INTO PIECES... HW CUM WAT I DID SO MUCH FOR HIM IS JUZ CANT CATCH HIS HEART... PERHAP RAE WAS RIGHT... HE'S NOT WORTH FOR ME TO DO SO MUCH FOR HIM... BUT WAT CAN I DO? I JUZ CANT LET GO... HIS EVERY NEWS I WISHED TO NOE AND I REALLY HOPE TO BE WIF HIM IN EVERY PART OF HIS LIFE.. TT'S WHY I CHOOSE NT TO FORGET HIM... AND ALSO CHOOSE NOT TO GIVE UP... BUT THEN I KNOW HE WONT REALLI LIKED ME AGAIN AS ALL HIS CONCERN FOR ME IS JUZ FRENZ AND FRENZ... DOES HE REALLI LOVED THAT GIRL? HAIX.. I DUNNO COS HE ALWAYS SAY SERIOUS DE INTURN BECUM NT SERIOUS... PERHAP HE'S STILL HAVEN MATURE ENOUGH BA...

ANYWAY ANOTHER THING IS THAT I KWN TT'S SOMEONE WHO REALLI CARE FOR ME.. AND YA SOMETIME I DUNNO HW TO REPAY THIS FEELIN BACK TO U.. AND I SIMPLY CANT BE UR GF AS I'M STILL NT READY YET FOR A NEW RELATIONSHIP.. SOMETIMES LIFE IS ALWAYS LIKE TT DE.. DESTINATED TO HAVE SOMEONE BY UR SIDE BUT U DUN APPRECIATE ONLI TILL WHEN U LOST THEM THEN U WILL REALISE WAT U HAVE DONE TO HURT THEM... DO LOVE REALLI SO IMPORTANT TO ME? ANDYWAY I REALLI ENVY POHLI WHU CAN FIND HER LOVE IN SUCH A SHORT TIME... MY FRENZ ALSO ASKED ME ONE QNS YESTERDAE... WHICH IS IF QS GETS MARRIED ONE DAY WHAT WILL I DO? FRANKLY SPEAKIN... IF REALLI TT'S THE CASE HAPPEN I MIGHT NT PLAN TO GET MARRIED AND CONTINUE WIF MY LIVING..I KWN IS KINDA STUPID AND INLOGICAL... TT'S WAT I THINK... TO ME EVERYTHING I DO IS EVLOVED HIM AND HE'S MY MIND GOAL AND CENTRAL OF GRAVITY...

NEXT MONTH I WILL BE STARTING TO TAKE MY INSURANCE EXAM LE... WISH MYSELF LUCK AND ALL THE BEST TO MYSELF... HOPE I CAN REALLI DO IT.. AND DUN LET JAMES DWN... LOLX...
SO TODAE BLOG IS ONLI TILL HERE... TAKE CARE PALS...

3rd of Sept, yesterdae... i juz celebrated my 21st birthdae.... feelin kinda happi and excited cos i saw many frenz attending my party.. even though quite a number of ppl throw me aeroplane... and yet i am very Happy to c so mani ppl turn up in the end... wow took quite a number of picture le yesterdae.. lolx... so excited... and also my kor, Yuwei is so sweet to take cover when i'm being sabo... lolx... anyway sometime feelin is so funny de... maybe last time nv being together is also a gd thing ba we... hehe... tt's why we can be so close nw... but who kwns what will happen in the future... perhap kor might say rite le.. we might be tong ju in the future.. haha...

Sze, my best frenz.. i'm realli very touched as she also as busy as me even though this is not her birthdae party... lolx... and juz wanna tell her that i'm realli realli very honoured to have her as my frenz... and too.. vivienne, pohli, jospehine, plus huipeng and also eddie... thanks for all ur help provided yesterdae... hehe... in addition thanks for everyone ur present... i realli enjoy myself very much that special day...

And ya of cos... all my wrking colleague... plus my Corochan ppl... hehe.. thanks for their presence yesterdae... haix... i realli feel like expressin my feelin now... haix.. but till now i realli cant forget him yet... haix.. why can this happen.. everytime i c him the more i feel for him but i kwn that he only treat me as his frenz ba... maybe the feelin for him can onli be hidden secretly in my heart...

k ba.. todae i blog till here ba.... picture will be updated later on in the next few days after when i came back frm Genting.. lolx..

i'm back again in my blog... wow life couldnt get ani better for me... as usual still workin and workin for me... hehe... wow this month keep on watching movie... haix.. dunno hw much i spent on movie ticket le.. haix.. moreover now 9.50 per ticket le... so Expensive sia..

yesterdae i juzt watch movie wif Sze and Qingshun... wow tt dae indeed is an happy day... lolx... We watch the Land of The Dead... Eeeeks... is such a horrible show.. very grossy and bloody... as usual i did not really watch the whole movie.. maybe 30 % of the show ba... u cant imagine how Happy I am yesterday... even though i knw we are impossible but can go out wif him again and c his face... i very Happy le.. lolx..

Last Sunday, i go out wif a guy who's Sze's Frenz... he's a nice guy indeed and we do have common topic to talk and the feelin he gave me is quite comfortable... lolx.. but i also kwn that everythin must leave to fate ba... i realli veri Ma Tun... as i cant give up Qingshun and yet i still wanna give him up... and throw away my feelin and memories i have with him... Sad... This is something i dun wish to...

hi everyone is me back in blogging le.. actually i'm nt realli a recent blogger cos sometime dunno what to write to update u guys about my recent well doing... hehe... Life to me is still as usual... Still waiting for my income to roll... and furthermore going to Hk in 2 more months.. Yipee.. so Happy...

Recently very trouble for certain issue... sometime cum to think dunno whether gt ppl after u is a gd thing or wat... maybe everything leave to fate is the best... One of my frenz told me this be4... Fate is juz an excuse to reject ppl... perhap she's right for some ppl case... Wherelse some ppl say this is because he/she required more time to think clearly something... nowadays gt some new nice song... which i find out quite interesting as the lyric itself contain some meaningful words... For example, Ba Ai Fang Kai, Si Xin De Li Yu, Cai Hong De Yan Lei... i came across that cai hong de yan lei from a 17 yrs old guy.. Realli thanks him to bring me laughter sometime.. even though i do like him.. perhap u r right that we are nt suitable ba... as both of us are still nt ready for a relationship yet... lolx...

He started to write blog again... haix.. but the old blog he deleted off le... dunno why he started to write a new blog again... but this time round his blog is alot of his anger, problems plus his daily activities... i dunno the reason that causes me to miss him so much and old memories of our smses and outing suddenly poured on me suddenly... anyone out there can help me and saved me out of this pool? cos i began to find myself drownin in the big pool le...

todae is another half day for me... come to say this whole week i onli worked for 1.5 days out of the 5 wrkin days... hehe... so gd life hor me... dunno hw long this type of gd life will lasted... and i still thinkin whether wanna quit and pursuit my next career as insurance agent or teacher assistant... One can bring me gd income while the other can bring me stable income... haix.. Problem sia...

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Pals... I am back in blogging again todae... wow is kinda late now le... time is 1.20 AM and todae is 7th of August... and is the day when my AH MA is going Chu Bin... This is the 2nd funeral i attended this year.. and both of them are my closest kin... who realli veri dore me de... Although i do know that this is part of passes life but why muz this happen in a year? Why God is so unfair to certain ppl? Gd ppl always tend to die earlier? Since young i do not have any grandparents ard... onli my so called AH MA ard to dore me, even though we do have communication break dwn as i do not realli noe hw to speak TeoChew... but i can realli feel the care and concern frm her heart... My AH MA is a vegetarian and she 's a veri strict and yet veri caring person... of cos i do noe tt she always meant well for us... tt's why she 's strict to us... I realli feel very ashamed as tt day when she's lying on her bed before she passed away, i nv go and visit her as i'm very busy with my tuition assignment... my mum told me that she missed me veri much and wished to c me.. and yet i cant fullfilled her wish...

My aunt whom i did mention in my previous posts... she 's my nicest auntie... and after she passed away... then i realised dun even treat ppl for granted as you might regret once you lose her/ him... this applied to everyone including families member... Lovers and friends... as once you lost them you might nt be able to c them anyone... so treasure them dun treat them for granted...

Pals, i reali veri sorry to pour all my troubles and theory to you all.. as this is the only way i can tell out my feelin... Families love is much more worth than the others... anyway my birthdae cumin le.. so YEEPI... finally turn 21 yrs old le.. on the other hand feel kinda sad as my auntie no longer ard to celebrate my 21st birthdae with me... and my AH MA also... really hope that they are very happy in the other world... Dun worry about me... i will sure take care of myself including my families... although i noe this is not an easy tasks...

wow time realli pass very fast... i already in my current full time job for nearly 7 months le... haix.. but then also no use as there isnt any pay increasement... beside my frenz, POHLI is quitting le.. and her last dae will be on the 19th of August... currently i liked this job is because the timin is kinda flexible and is in my own time own target de lo... haha... and i have break up with the one i loved the most for nearly 1 yr le... and maybe is really time for me to pick up and carry on with my new life and start a new relationship instead keep pinin hope that both of us will be back together again... aniwae i really really very happy to be frenz with him now... and glad that he nv avoid me... or scare of me... feel happy to share problems with him even though cant be with him... hope that i will be the 1st one he turn to when he nid help... WISHFUL thinkin sia.. lolx..

k la.. i think better stopped here.. continue next time updated with new and juices news... for oversea pals... haha... Take care and MISS You all... God Bless...