Me back in blogging again.. now preparing to count dwn my remaining days in Power Seraya... haha... me finally free frm the job on the 23rd of Dec le... hehe.. cant wait for the special day to arrive.. lolx... although excited but now very stress as my next insurance paper, M9 is just a week later... and yet i haven finish studying.. wow kao men... todae James gave me a tuition on my M9... His girlfrenz also tag alone later... haha.. now c 2 of them together realli nt veri compatible le.. but wat to do as long as my Boss like can le la...

Ermm a few days nv msg Faizal le.. neither do he sms me nowadays ever since i cant meet him on Monday... haix.. wat to do i am really dam tired wat.. anyway forget it la since he is so petty and beside dun really trust him for likin me and dun trust him for treating me as his Dear... WTF sia.. perhap he's juz too borin le ba.. haix.. neither will i accept him as my Bf as we are really two poles apart le.. As 4 me and my Kor, we are still having the ai mei relationship lo.. haha todae he call and look for me callin me Qing Ai de.. wow i really veri shock but then i kwn he juz jokin nia la.. Otherwise he is dreamin lo.. hehe... But Watever the reason was, i still feel very Happi when he address me That...

yesterday was my Best Pal's birthdae... and it was the 1st time i watched an R21 movie.. the tittle was Cold Shower.. this movie was a french movie but actualli i simply dun understand wat the story line was.. maybe it was a wen yi movie so i cant catch the story line... Frankly speakin i nearly doze off during the show.. all i understand tt the main character and his girl frenz plus another frenz of his was having three person sexual style... wow man i really cant believe that ppl can actually share their girl frenz wif his frenz in this kinda of 'action'? but anyway i hope that the next R21 show will be better than this... haha... kinda disappointed in this movie even though the tittle sound nice la...

Now said abt Sze's birthdae party yesterdae... it was kinda crowded as alot of ppl, especailly her relatives almost covered half of the place.. the party was considered a success even though alot of ppl last min throw aeroplane and nv even tell us... haix... again i'm disappointed in Yw... as he disappoint me again.. haix... he lied to me again saying he will come and waited for him till 9 plus le... still cant c any sign of his presence.. i'm kinda angry wif him as he nv even bother to tell me tt he's nt cumin... wat so called urgent stuff happen... hw cum he gt so mani urgent stuff happen de? and till nw he dun even bother to msg me or call me to say sorry... but come on la, px.. who on earth u r... nt his gf why muz he say sorri to u? anyway yesterdae is nt mine birthdae why muz i be so pissed off wif him? i juz simply dun understand myself.. maybe i really fallen deep for him? which i supposed nt to as he's my kor.. always will be my kor...

wow read thru all my posts i discover my posts mostly are on relationship... perhap i shldnt write so much on that le.. but then i really have to say sorry cos i think i'm destine to suffer in relation and $$$$... anyway i better write till here.. c ya all again...

Hey i'm back in bloggin agai.. wow recently very busy doing my overtime.. life still the same as for me recently.. nthing special had happen ard me!!! sometime feel if life could be more fun and entertaining, will be better... maybe i shld change my way of lifestyle ba.

my ex Colleague just back to singapore for her 1 month holidae before reeturnin to Aust on 2nd of Jan... Juz met up wif her and together we went for a steamboat dinner wif Ee Choo and Auntie Tay plus Yan Ping lo... hehe.. the Dinner was great.. After that we plan to watch movie de but in the end we went for Clubbin at Double O... Wow kinda disappointed wif the place there as it wasnt really so amazing.. perhap yesterdae i do not really have the mood to go Clubbing ba.. lols..

i nowadays very fang as i am considering whether to accept a guy as my BF nt... is nt i am raceist le.. actualli tot of trying out wif him but most of my frenz say better nt cos it might be difficult to break off wif him if he's really serious wif me... frankly i dun really believe that he will be serious wif me.. haha why do i have this mentality le? ermm dunno le.. juz feel that relationship to me cum and goes just like tt... there wont be ever lasting love happen now in this century le.. perhap ppl are becuming more and more western le ba.. so sooner or later our culture will sure be gone le.. haha.. wonder will there be a culture savour appear in the years dwn the road? another thing is that not only he's a malay... and yet his qualification is infact lower than mine... haix.. i realli in a dilemma... but perhap i dun realli like him as when u like a person u wont nid to think and of cos sure u will be wif him when he express his love to u... this is a story adapted frm a priest's say...

now i'm in the office doing nthing..haha... next month shall be my last month in this Company le.. kinda happy and kinda a bit bu she as i have feelin for those ppl wrkin here... happi in the sense i can try a brand new field regardless Insurance Line or as a teacher in International Sch... These two fields will be definately a challenging one for me.. especially the Insurance line cause have more chances to meet more people.. more exposure..

haix.. i think better stop bloggin here otherwise i will go on and on without stoppin.. lolxx...

todae is my happy day... i finally free from my m5 le... i finally manage to pass it le.. the wish really cum true men... i realli nid to go bencoolen to repay le.. the god have really grant my wish to let me pass... at least my effort of studyin nv go dwn the drain... hehe...

life as usual goes on for the same to me.. but recently get to buaya wif one MALAY guy.. lolx.. he's a security guard frm Cisco wrkin at POwer SeraYa..he's one yr older than me.. which is 22 this yr... his name is Faizal... haha.. dunno hw to pronounce sia.. so chim de.. aniwae he's kinda a cute guy but then always bully me de.. saddish... todae he told me that he like me... but cum to think if i really believe i really veri Kiddy le.. cos i'm nt 3 yr old kid anymore le.. we kwn each other for nearly few months cum to actual... only recently we exchange number for contact as i'm leavin there soon le.. as usual i told him that we nid time to kwn each other better as frenz first... rite guys?

haix.. my relation wif yw still goes on the same as usual.. nthin special happen between us.. still kor and mei for us.. but the bondin between us is tend to gets stronger at least i kwn hw much i meant in his heart... lolx.. so bhb hor me.. but frankly at least i kwn he still care for me.. no matter as Mei or frenz or even gf.. care is veri impt.. this show i still stand a certain value in his life... perhap life wont be the same without me le.. or maybe will be better off wo me in his life.. shldnt be?

hey... come on Px.. wat have u promise urself? in this few yrs maybe 5 yrs dwn the road... shldnt care for love but only for $$$ and family plus frenz... perhap cum to xin guang alone de lifestyle le.. even though sometime i do feel lonely but at least i kwn i wont be alone forever... this loniness is only for the moment...

recently there's alot of issue on pre marriage sex... there's diff ways of saying... frankly to me there isnt any right or wrong i this behaviour... but most impt thing is u must be responsible in ur way of action.. nt because u cant bear the responsibility then u got to sacrifise a new born life... in this case this way of doing is definately nt correct le.. to me i nv really disagree or agree to this issue la.. but to me is that recently Virgin are hard to find le.. isnt it? so for me i will still preserve this to my loves one... perhap might nt be my husband but he must be my most beloved man... lolx.. so mushy men.. so girls out there rmb to protect urself of cos i'm nt askin u nt to lost to ur bf... if u realli think is the right moment then i got nthing to say le.. haha...

k ba guys.. me got to slp le... mornin everyone... yawnz... me do my overtime till i going to koon.. plus last nite nv slp well cos my exam.. haix.. going hea wire soon le..

yo man.. i'm back in bloggin again... life couldnt get ani better for me nowadays... as usual my relationship wif him is still in the unknown suitation... OMG... who can advise me wat shld i do... i kinda enjoy this kind of relation but then i am scare that i cant control myself and let myself fall deeper for him... Haix.. why cant he simply tell me how he feel for me? and let me directly kwn which path to go...

recently i been thinkin about the issue that everyone is talkin about... Regarding about girls puttin up their naked photos in their blog to attract visitor to read their blog... but common men.. who is interested in ur stuff but onli ur pics lo.. and why shld we let them have free show? but somehow there are also some ppl who simply posts their comments and keep blog as their personal dairy.. juz like me... i simply juz wanna share my blog wif my peers and frenz about my personal views and thinkin towards certain issue or stuff... and my welldoin for those who are in oversea now...

by being a blogger can also make urself famous le.. for instance recently the Dawn Yeo.. and also Xia Xue... these two ppl have make themselves famous by being a blogger... kinda envy them but wat to do.. both of them are so pretty and got the x factor to attract ppl attention... to me writing a blog is nthing wrong but somehow is something personal which u willingly to share out wif ppl ard the world.. ritez... so common we shldnt stop bloggin... dun ever let dwn those ppl who startted this trademark.. Blogger Rocks..