Saddest Moment...

Hi pals,

i am back in blogging again.. sorry for the late updates of myself... Hehe... Anyway recently kind of busy with all the roadshows upcoming.. My boss put me incharge of all the events happened in the roadshow... Haiz, it was kind of bad mood as the other agency members.. Haiyo they r so F***...

Recently, i feel so kind of down.. My Dear is finding faults at me.. So sad.. Am i really not pretty n Fat?? Haiz... i really do have to admit he's really too small Built for me... How?? Simply cant ask me to go on diet for the sake of him?? i do know that i need to look slimmer in the wedding gown.. I really feel so hurt n disappointed... As he's no difference from others guy... How on earth i dun wish myself to be like Vivienne or like Linda?? I also want my BF to be proud of me... Is it a wrong choice?? He's a responsible guy n among the past BF i had he's the nicest to me.. but somehow or rather also a very picky BF...I always tot when u love a person, you love the whole of the person... But i can tell you, ppl always expect more..

Anyway thats' the end of my blog... Do take care... leave a tag for me k??

Sharing Time....

Hi Everyone, I'm back into blogging le... Finally got abit of my free time to write my blog... Wonder is anyone reading it?? Sorry for so long never updated it... Today is the first week of the May 2008... Everything is going well so far... Having a Roadshow at Chompang Yishun arEA this week... Things went on kind of smoothly... except the weather... closed some cases at this roadshow... perhap is because of the untouched market there...

Hubby and me recently are making some planning for our BIG Day.... we are doing some research on our wedding dinner... currently compare the rates and dishes, we are considering either the Suntec or Swissotel... Plan to c thru some others hotels or resturant too... we have sign up a wedding package from the BLISS connection... but of cos no worry i haven take any photos yet.. plan to take it next year maybe... Hehe... Any suggestion of ROM date?? i plan to go ROM next year on 14th Feb 2009... So what u girls think??

Just to share with you something... I planned to go up to Management level next year... but of cos this year i got to work extra hard to hit my quota... Hehe... So perhap need you girls' support wor.. Do hope you give urself a chance to let me help you to maximise your return... Anyway stopped my blogging here... Do take care and will update you all soon... Please make yourself available on my BIG DAy.... LOLX...

Back Blogging!!!

Finally is the 4th month of the year... but i still cant keep my engine kick start wor... Today my Dear say i very lazy... always say i wanna work but till now never haven even start work... I do aware of this issue... dunnoe why le.. somehow or rather i cant go apps on my own... Perhap i shall Buddy up with Dear Dear ba... On the other hand, i am scare that this will sour our relationship wor... How??

I kwn that Dear is working very HARD for our future... and everyday he's very tired due to work... As he's working 2 jobs now... but thee other job, i dunno how much he earn le... Dear dun wish to tell me.. Sad Sad... Getting Married need to prepare alot of things.. need to source out houses, dinner, wedding photo... and plus the increasing inflation... everything is getting more and more expensive le... Tat's why i determine to save at least 30% of whatever i earn... I planned to cut down on my expenses le wor... Hehe...

The biz at Kallang isnt doing very well... and because of this i do have some arguement with my Dear... All the while i knw he's not very keen in doing all these... He rather put his time in closing more apps... but he force himself to pei me all the while there... Haiyo... sound so poor thing hor... So u gals have any opinion do let me kwn... how to improve my biz??

Below is the picture taken during Valentine Day

Life Theory

March is coming to the end soon... Recently i just manage to kick start my engine... recently because of the CPF regulation changes... i closed alot of Investment... Alot of ppl are not satisfied with the 3.5% interest given by Government think of other alternative ways to speed up the return... Anyway for those ppl who wanna invest their cpf, i gotta say sorry as the date line ends at 26th March as we need time to process...

I just celebrate my 1st anniversary with my Dear on the 23rd this month... We went to a Spa at HelioSpace At Paragon... the experience was kinda a gd one... the astmosphere was cosy and relax... We didnt have to pay any single cents for it as it was a complimentary spa when we purchase our Wedding Band Frm Lee Hwa... perhaps next time can go again... But best with girl frenz as got ppl talk to u during Jaccuzi n Sauna... Hehe... Dear, i didnt mean anything wor... not i dun like to go with you k?? maybe next time can go with more ppl...

Is really getting harder and harder to arrange outing to meet frenz... i do understand as ppl gets older... their circle of frenz tend to get wider n wider... and they gets more busy with their works too... mAybe this is parts of our life... as a country gets more develop... ppl gets more busy... and alots of them wans to be successful in life by earning more $$$

Zhen Xin Hua

Now is already the 3rd month of 2008.. I still got no mood to kick my engine start wrking... Hehe... i skipped my Roadshow and paid 165 for 3 days show... Haix..Waste Money right?? My Dear went for reservist since 4th March... although he some days do come back here.. but today he's nt coming back... I misses him so much sia.. Cham liao.. become so dependent on him wor... How ar?? i tot i am an independent girl... but he made me so not independent..

20th March we have a motivational talk.. Anyone wanna attend?? got free food and free seminar by Expensive Speaker like Adam Khoo or Ramseh... They are the NLP speaker whom give motivational and interesting talk... OF cos this suits ppl who are lost in what they wanna obtain in life... This might give them some idea what they wanna do... So do let me kwn if you wanna attend...

Frankly speaking...i wonder is it too early for me to get married? My Dear and me been together for nearly a yr le.. i dunno whether we do understand each other enough not?? He's a nice guy n i shld really treasure him... Tat's why i feel myself very bad as i still tot of lookin for a better guy... Perhap tat's wat human are ba... Always not contented with what they have... Only when till they lost it then they regrets.. I just wanna take this opportunity to say I Love you, Dear... Perhap u only can read it after reservist ba... Hehe... So frenz.. dun feel it mushy k??

Hey... Why no ppl come find me at Upper Boon Keng Rd de ar?? Help me Xuan Chuan le... Is opposite Kallang MRt station... So do rmb wor..