A lonely dae for me..

yo pals.. guess what? i am now in national library alone using the muti media to update my blog again? hehe.. sorry to take such a long time to update once... hope u all wont be pissed off ba... since the last entry till now is already 2 months le ba... i wonder how's u gals gettin on now?

As usual i am busily doing roadshow and making appointment... but of cos i do have time to catch up wif Vien, Sze and some of my gd pals.. hehe... recently one of my partner has left my company.. and left me alone in the company to die.. i found it abit pity as we have develop a Mo Qi to tag team... perhap is time for me to be more independent le ba... as her Manulife's manager is rite... we got to learn how to fly on our own.. we cant depend on each other too much...

These 2 months got alot of things happen in my circle of frenz.. Below are some of the messages whereby i wish to tell my frenz...

To vien: "i know that u still like Ray rite? why nt give yourself and him a chance to prove that there's true love exist.. dun give up so easily la.. unless u tell me that he dun deserve ur love then in that case i gt no comment le... of cos i still hope u to be happy la.. dun end up like me getting yourself hurtz.. no matter in relations or one sided love..."

To Shin: " Long distant relationship is always veri Ke lian... Juz treat this as a test for your relationship... Girl trust me.. if both of u survive thru this 3/4 yrs... i can bet that both of u will have a happy ending... so dun be sad la.. u still gt us ma... "

To Sze: "Dun always treat ppl for granted la... if a person treat u well.. sometime also muz treat him/her good ma... hehe... u shld kwn wat am i talking abt ba.. i dun mean anything wor...of cos all the best tio ur studies..."

To Myself: "dun be so stupid in outting all ur minds and feelin towards that idiot guy... he 's such an idiot guy... anyway he's too good for u le... dun expect to get any return from him as his surrounding muz be alot of girls de la... so wat 4 waste ur time and youth on him... Beside he's still a young chap... of cos will find someone who is more compatible wif him ma.. u le.. juz a normal girl who is fat and ugly... better wake up la.. go concentrate on ur career la.. Money wont run away if u earn them... Guys will run away and dump u like rubbish... So wat 4 keep guy? Keep $$$ better...

For your information... That idiot guy refer to Shawn Poh Ting Feng... He's the guy whom i kwn frm IMM de...the 1st impression he gave me... is tt he resemble Sky ( a guy who i like alot in the past).. of cos he's taller than him and fatter than him abit.. hehe... generally i started to msg him after my last day roadshow at IMM on the 2nd of July... (cool man... i still can rmb the date)... and we started to meet up on the 3rd of july.. he came and find me for dinner... and on the 4th of july also the same... our third outing was on the 9th of july.. we went for a movie with his frenz.. and tt was the 1st time we hold hands.. ermm dun be mistaken we are still nt a couple yet wor.. until now we are still frenz onli... even though he say he treat me as more than normal frenz..(Hao Peng You).. He say he doesn wan to treat me as a play play Gf... if he wanna start a relationship in the future he wans a serious one... he say he wanna kwn me more b4 we commit in a relationship...And he also say tt he nv anyhow hold other ppl's... and he also dunno why he juz feel like holding my hand and dun wish to let go... (I realli dunno whether to believe nt le!!!)

Haix.. But com on la.. where gt every couple kwn each other veri well already then start a relation de? every one start off wif good feelin then throughout the days then can kwn each other de true face ma... Perhap this is an excuse for him to reject me.. and i kwn recently his exam is comin and i can understand the kind of stress he's facing with nw... tt's why i decided to give him up and leave him alone.. plan to throw the feelin away and let us remain as frenz forever ba... mayb this is a better way out for me...

I'm Back

Haix.. being such a long time tt i nv write my blog le. due to my stupid computer lo... break dwn again... juz repair it nt long ago... juz after CHINESE NEW YEAR and nw is spoilt again. Dunno is it a sign to ask me change a new PC or purposely dont want me to use... Recently busy with my work due to roadshows... haha but hw cum will i be here updating my blog le? hehe.. Cos i am eating snake here @ the library using their multi media com.. lolx..

frankly speakin i realli doesnt kwn wat to write nw as my mind is in a complete blank.. and most of my brain cell are filled with works and play.. haha.. juz to let those friends who are abroad nw.. that i am still single.. which i think are suitable for me nw as i really very carefree nw and dun hope to have myself commited in a relationship... even though i do have guys whu i like.. simply dunno who can i trust and rely on... i do kwn that gt 2 guys who are caring towards me and they do shower me with love and concern... 1 of them is the one i like (lolx).. sometime it really puzzle me cause i really dunno wat's the feelin of liking somebody and fallin in love with somebody... all the guys to me are either friends or fling... hehe.. is this a good or a bad thing?

tell u guys something... i have an idea which is to start a small small biz for kiddy's rides... whereby i have some Lobang from 1 of my client... and i planned to let my father to take care of the stall for me... and this stall will be located at East Coast Park (ECP)... lolx... wow but of cos this plan got to take time la.. have to plan it carefully.. Generaly hope this BIZ plan will be a success.. Me and Sze will be the shareholder of the BIZ... hehe... by end of this year, hope the plan will work..

Before i end... juz wanna ask those friends who are abroad to take care and rmb wor to leave a tag for me at least let me kwn tt u come and view my page b4 ma.. hehe... Last but not least... miss u guys and i think me better got back to work le.. haha...

I am back again in Blogging... Monday i juz attended the Prudential No.1 Bash party.. hehe.. Is a kind of celebration my company organise as we take over AIA last yr, 2005 as Number 1.. lolx... so Happy wor.. took alot of Picture on that day... so Zhi Lian hor me.. haha... i had a great night that dae...

Haix.. i failed my HI exam again yesterdae.. Wow this is the 4th time i failed again wor... sad sad.. dunnoe wat happen to my study wor... maybe i really gt a problem understanding the question ba.. Or is it i am fated not to be an adviser? haix... so demoralised le me... Beside this my production doesnt realli seem to be coming in le... all is like future cases de wor... haix.. i think i really nid to go and find more cases le.. arbo i cant fulfilled my target as a Premier Adviser le... OMG who can help me? Feelin so stress up and tense up wor.. Shld i really give up on this target? and onli aim for a Starclub?

I really think i like a guy call J now? haix.. hw? we two doesnt realli kwn each other veri well.. and instead we onli communicate thru sms... which causes my msg bombarde this month... lolx... juz feel veri funni cos gt such feelin once i msg him i cant control wor.. he also have the same kind of feelin... perhap this is fated ba... lolx... or is this juz an crush? in the previous post i did mention tt i like a guy in my agency gt gf le rite? now he and tt girl break up le.. funni dnno due to wat reason wor.. maybe he 's juz as wat my frenz say ba... a flirt guy whu tend to like alot of girls de.. Who on the earth can tell me tt there's a gd guy out there? sob sob...

Enough of my long winded entry le wor... me gotta end here le.. and go watch my da chang jin le... hehe...

So long nv update my entry le... life as usual for me is busy lo... everydae going for appointment and everydae going for roadshow... last whole week i was having roadshow at Hougang... didnt manage to close any cases.. sad sia... me veri slow in my production dunno wat 's happening to me le... isit because i am nt hardworking enough? or is it my skill nt enough? gettin more and more anxious abt my income wor... cuming in kinda slow wor... if this carries on.. i really wonder i have to eat grass le wor... he he... So frm this week onwards i must be veri hardworkin... to close mani cases as possible...

for me love life for me is getting more and moe interesting wor... i think i am in love wif a guy wor... and moreover he turn out to be my prospect le... aniwae i think me and him is impossible de ba... i cant turn him to be my client le... cos he seem to be contented wif watever he has.. realli wonder how can a person have enough wif onli one type of policy which is life insurance? the sum assured is nt even 50k.. realli puzzled me off as why ppl intead of buying insurance and they tend to buy watever they dun nid? haix...

Sometimes i really wonder when can i find my potential bf? hw come some of my frenz can find one so easily whereas me i cant? to me nw i think i nid someone who can be my companion ba.. and no nid commitment de... haha... juz a guy who can share my happiness and worries... hehe... I think i better stop bloggin here...

yo man... i am back in bloggin again after so mani days have passed... Life for me these few days is gettin nt bad.. but then haven realli close any much cases yet.. when on earth can i reach my Premeir adviser? Wow where on earth i can get my 250 k? haix.. Do i realli have the ability to do it ma? i realli nw doubting myself... Even though is realli the belief i have in myself...

I finally clear the misunderstandin i had wif my frenz le... hehe... U kwn wat my ex and his gf had break up le... reason for their break off is because tt girl patch up wif her ex... wow sound complicated wor... anyway he is gettin fine nw... even though he say he wanna commit sucide.. in the end also dun have the courage to die ba... realli Happi that Sky had found a new gf after so long of searchin... hope he can really treasure this girl of his... dun let tt girl heart broken again... wow getting more and more naggy le me.. when on earth can i stop the naggy character?

U kwn i am in love wif sumone le wor... haix.. but i kwn me and him is impossible de cos he wont like me de.. He shld like another frenz of mine...cos he veri close wif her... He is frm my agency de but his manager and my manager is like enemies lo... hehe... dun kwn wat really happen between them.. My frenz kwn whu he likes but she dun tell me whu's tt girl... aniwae muz be sumone veri outstandin de... pretty plus gt inner beauty... I think i better stp here le.. or else i will get more and more naggy le.. lolx..