Back in bloggin again.. return frm my Bangkok trip le.. hehe... the trip is 5 days 4 nites... is kinda short sia in fact.. lolx... actually after this trip then i realise something... i really really misses my Dear wor... hehe... dunnoe why although we been together for only 2 months... but he some sort becum part of my life le... perhap i am too naive le ba... frankly i really very scare that he is out there to lay me out too... although he dun seem like one...however guys tend to change easily... especially out there so many temptation... hehe...
To my Dear (just in case u read my blog)... there's some words that i cant tell u personally... I am really very happy to find u in this life... although i am not a good gf... whom always bully and vent my anger on u... but i will try my very best to control my temper... hehe... although we dunno how long we will be together.. but let us treasure every moment we spent together.. i am never feel so Xin Fu in my past relationship.. Thanks for appearin in my life..
Haix... frm the previous entry u can see that i have some arguement with Vivienne... Somehow or rather find that is kinda not worth it to argue anymore... perhap there's some action that i did which annoy her or her other partner... but come on la.. we are adult le...we shld behave like adults ma... if u not happy with me in the future... just tell me directly... dun use this internet to vent or express ur feelin... even though this is ur online dairy...u have the freedom to do watever u wan.... So let's us stop all these stuff k? Dun waste our 6 yrs frenzship...
I shall stop my entry here and go back to do the present that i own my Dear since our 1st month on 23rd April...hehe...
May 29, 2007
May 11, 2007
Saddish Mood
Yo Pals, Back in bloggin again... todae my mood was suppose to be happy one as is my off day after 4 continous days at Tampines Roadshow... This time round the roadshow was not a very good result for Linda and Me... But we still at least close 1 case with $$ taken and another 1 case is just paper close lo... Haix... Perhap after my bangkok trip will be okay...
Now then i realise that best friends also cant really be trusted... in front of you they looked very nice to you... but yet behind your back they can say alot of bad things of you... and even wrote thru internet where all ppl can access to it... Haix.. why must be like that? Not happy of you can tell you out front de ma.. but i didnt do anythin wrong wat.. plus the name Vivian is not being Trademark.. Plus i only used it in my work, for biz purposes... and dun tell me that all outside ppl call Vivian is copy you la... My Fav Colour all along is Pink colour... but only sometime i tend to try out others colour whether it suit me ant.. Plus i do not like dirty green... I like Lime green(bright Colour)...This is also call copy cat? then you used pink colour stuff is copy me? Plus i just like to do research on the diff facial center and Spas outlet... of cos is ask u la... u so kwn hw to enjoy life... dun ask u ask whoever? if you really mind so much... then next time i dun ask you lo... tot that girls normally exchange tips on shoppin and beauty...I kwn i am not a pretty gal so i dun fit to be your frenz...
i think i better end my entry here lo... and may this may be a better month for me in my career and love life... Happy Bangkok trip on 18th May... Hehe...
Now then i realise that best friends also cant really be trusted... in front of you they looked very nice to you... but yet behind your back they can say alot of bad things of you... and even wrote thru internet where all ppl can access to it... Haix.. why must be like that? Not happy of you can tell you out front de ma.. but i didnt do anythin wrong wat.. plus the name Vivian is not being Trademark.. Plus i only used it in my work, for biz purposes... and dun tell me that all outside ppl call Vivian is copy you la... My Fav Colour all along is Pink colour... but only sometime i tend to try out others colour whether it suit me ant.. Plus i do not like dirty green... I like Lime green(bright Colour)...This is also call copy cat? then you used pink colour stuff is copy me? Plus i just like to do research on the diff facial center and Spas outlet... of cos is ask u la... u so kwn hw to enjoy life... dun ask u ask whoever? if you really mind so much... then next time i dun ask you lo... tot that girls normally exchange tips on shoppin and beauty...I kwn i am not a pretty gal so i dun fit to be your frenz...
i think i better end my entry here lo... and may this may be a better month for me in my career and love life... Happy Bangkok trip on 18th May... Hehe...
Happy 1st Month!!!
Here i am back in blogging again... hehe... before the end of April...i wanted to write another entry... this month is really a down period for me as everything seems to be so bad for me... Haix... kanna commission being crawl back... then company say got wat policy replacement stuff.. all these management stuff seems that prudential wanna eat my $$$ like that... i feel So FUCked Up lo.. I really feel like quittin wor.. From last year till now it seems like Prudential keep on giving me Problem... Not As if i earn alot wor.. Why cant things be more simplier? Wow time really flies when u and your loved ones are together... dunno why times always seems to pass so fast when Dear and me are together... Me and him are together for abt 1 month and 1 week le.. hehe... hope we can really last long enough for us to get married la... lolx.. am i day dreamin? frankly i really very happy that he have enter my life and generally becum part of my life le.. although he's nt gd lookin but he gt a golden heart... most impt is that he showered with patience and endless love... Woah... Sound so Er xin So Mushy...I might not be a very good girlfrenz... but thanks for giving me a chance to learn how to be one... hehe... Thanks pals.. for all the support given to me.. and also hope u enjoy readin my update.. take care my frenz...
April 09, 2007
blogging time
Xuanny is back to blogging again... wow finally after 2 weeks without laptop... Sad man... LIFE is getting on well.. and juz to inform u ppl that i am attached le... my Dear now treat me very good... and i feel like a princess under his tender love and care... wow sound so mushy rite? but indeed this is the real feelin he gave me... Just a short paragraph to describe my Dear... He is one of my colleague in my company... Can consider my junior ba.. lolx...He's veri hardworking and i am sure that he can really earn big money if he can be more confident in himself...Although he's not very good lookin but he do have a decent face... i looked much more older than him wor.. sad sia... he's born in the month of oct... under the sign of scorpio...according to the stargrazer... my horoscope and his is very competible... i do hope so ba... anywae in relation is still up to individual to handle it with care and shower with love...perhap he's the one for me ba... is still too early to judge ba.. Is nt that i dun trust him but rather dun trust time...
We started off in the month of March... and till 9th of April... is already the 2.5 weeks of being together... and 5 more months is my birthdae le wor... and by then i will be 23 this yr... Haix sound so old sia... hehe.... As for this month April... I hope to close more cases as next month i wont in Singapore for 5 days... wow so fast leave him alone in Singapore rite? Anyway this trip is preplan long time ago... Of cos i do hope he can tagged along with me but then due to budget prob... he cant... Perhap next time ba.. maybe without my presence he will be able to work harder... this is juz my point of view ba.. and take it as a break for 2 of us lo... let him miss me more wor.. lolx...
March 11, 2007
Here I am...
Xuanny is back in bloggin finally... Curious how come i am bloggin at this moment of time? Cause i am using my company laptop to do personal stuff sia... wow sound so bad right? hehe... Is been kinda long from my last entry wor... So sorry to keep u waiting for my updates le...
Time really passses kinda fast wor.. and now is already march of 2007 le... Ermm.. my new year resolution for this year will be to balance out my social life and also my career... It might sound hard lo... And of cause i really hope my 2 best frenz.. Sze and Vien will understand that i am really not gu yi to ignore them de... I really hope to spend time with them too... who willingly to wrk day and night? but right now de me.. is really no choice as i really need to earn my 30k this year before i can relax dwn... All i really wanted to say here to Sze is that i am really sorry that i caused our friendship to have a breakage... And i really very sorry that i caused her to have the feelin that i treat my work more important than her... In fact, maybe is true.. but i really dun mean it...
Sometime i really feel so P**** off as i really very sick and tired of the hide and seek games that Lester and Shawn is playing with me... Cant they simply be frenz with me even though we are impossible to be an item... Haix... And i didnt even blame anyone of them to lie and betray my trust... I really dunno who is really true to me and is it true that i need to get hurts before i can see thru someone? Although i may not be very experience in relationship but somehow or rather most of the guys is the same... they only treat the one they love good as for those fling is only just fling... Hard to believe right? The thing i learn during this period of time is that... dun ever say out anything so soon For Eg: Wont fall in love with ***** or Wont like this or Wont like that... Cause this really happen to me... Haix... I do mention that i wont like anyone in office as i wont want any Gong Shi Lian Qing... Lolx... Cause i have like someone in Prudential... But i didnt expect to have any Jie Gou between us... Cant really afford to be hurt or hurt someone again... OMG who can really advise me what to do?
Time really passses kinda fast wor.. and now is already march of 2007 le... Ermm.. my new year resolution for this year will be to balance out my social life and also my career... It might sound hard lo... And of cause i really hope my 2 best frenz.. Sze and Vien will understand that i am really not gu yi to ignore them de... I really hope to spend time with them too... who willingly to wrk day and night? but right now de me.. is really no choice as i really need to earn my 30k this year before i can relax dwn... All i really wanted to say here to Sze is that i am really sorry that i caused our friendship to have a breakage... And i really very sorry that i caused her to have the feelin that i treat my work more important than her... In fact, maybe is true.. but i really dun mean it...
Sometime i really feel so P**** off as i really very sick and tired of the hide and seek games that Lester and Shawn is playing with me... Cant they simply be frenz with me even though we are impossible to be an item... Haix... And i didnt even blame anyone of them to lie and betray my trust... I really dunno who is really true to me and is it true that i need to get hurts before i can see thru someone? Although i may not be very experience in relationship but somehow or rather most of the guys is the same... they only treat the one they love good as for those fling is only just fling... Hard to believe right? The thing i learn during this period of time is that... dun ever say out anything so soon For Eg: Wont fall in love with ***** or Wont like this or Wont like that... Cause this really happen to me... Haix... I do mention that i wont like anyone in office as i wont want any Gong Shi Lian Qing... Lolx... Cause i have like someone in Prudential... But i didnt expect to have any Jie Gou between us... Cant really afford to be hurt or hurt someone again... OMG who can really advise me what to do?
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