Recently very busy in my workload...although i very busy with my many appointments... but my buddy Linda and me are very disappointed with our closing ratio... And why some others ppl can close alot of cases in 2 weeks time? Somehow or rather i find it not fair and the senoir say that Amount of Hardwork + Skill is = Closing Ratio.... but somehow i think that this isnt the thing.... Is just like 30% Luck + 40% Hardwork + 30% Skill = Closing Ratio... Luck in this line is also kinda important... as something if ur lady luck isnt be with u... no matter how hardworkin u r also no result...
Time really passes very fast.. I am already 1.4 months in this industry le... i started to feel tired in this line le... as everyday have endless work stuff to do... and also feel that ever after i been in this line... me and my best frenz have been not really in a good term le... haix... is it there isnt a balance luck in everything???? So long never really go out to enjoy with my frenz le... i really missed the times whereby we go ktv.. movie... and eat together... gossip gossip and gossip...
Of cause i am not going to quit this line.. i still want to continue in this industry.. and maybe in next year... i will want to go back study le... so now must really start some basic saving le.. so gotta to cut dwn alot of things le... hehe...
June 18, 2007
June 01, 2007
So Sad!!!!
Recently i think i am really dwn to luck wor... watever appointments that i went didnt really turn to be a gd result wor... haix.. sad sad.. dunno whether is it really matter that when ur love luck is gd, ur career luck went dwn... Perhap it doesnt really go in that way that the amount of hard wrk u put in, u will get to c wat kind of result... Luck also matter anyway...
I really wanted to have a balance out lifestyle... But i think there isnt two side of best world ba...normally when u have one thin.. u will indirectly lost another thing... Time really passes very fast wor... Sweetheart and me have been together for 2 months plus le... but it seems like we been together for very long... haha... isit my illusion??? or mayb both of us are to naive le.. SweetHeart keep on askin me when we gettin married...he wanted to get married at 26 yrs old... i am Happy although but it indirectly placin stress on me too... so far i haven really think so far yet... is not that he isnt good enough is juz tt i dun like empty promises... wat for think till so far when ur present is still uncertain?? i am those kind of person who Happy Go Lucky de... dun really wish to think so much.. will only add misery to urself...
Although Sweetheart is nt a romantic person but last Sunday he promise to go with me to the fun fair at Woodsland there... but in the end because of an appointment, he decided to let me dwn... treat wrk more impt than me... and indeed he did do sumthin to pu chang me.... hehe... and it is his 1st time to buy flowers for me... My Fav WHITE LILIES... hehe... i feel kinda touched especially when he say sorry, his eyes is watery de... as if wanna burst to tears le.. after SundAE, we argue again on tues.. He told me that he will went back late as his frenz birthdae... but in the end he didnt even go hm wor.. he told me his hp low batt sia... but he didnt even bother to use his frenz phone msg me or frenz phone to call me... this made me really doubting whether am i really impt to him... I nearly wanted t break up with him as i feel tired after subsequence de arguement... Both of us are stubborn ppl... tt's why we always have disagreement over certain issue... and furthermore he is a male charvenist lo... who want a xiao niu ren...but in fact, i cant be one as career is equal impt to me too.. hehe...
SweetHeart... I hope that we can wrk hard together to build a better future for both of us... and i will try to becum a better me.. and i hope u will too...
I really wanted to have a balance out lifestyle... But i think there isnt two side of best world ba...normally when u have one thin.. u will indirectly lost another thing... Time really passes very fast wor... Sweetheart and me have been together for 2 months plus le... but it seems like we been together for very long... haha... isit my illusion??? or mayb both of us are to naive le.. SweetHeart keep on askin me when we gettin married...he wanted to get married at 26 yrs old... i am Happy although but it indirectly placin stress on me too... so far i haven really think so far yet... is not that he isnt good enough is juz tt i dun like empty promises... wat for think till so far when ur present is still uncertain?? i am those kind of person who Happy Go Lucky de... dun really wish to think so much.. will only add misery to urself...
Although Sweetheart is nt a romantic person but last Sunday he promise to go with me to the fun fair at Woodsland there... but in the end because of an appointment, he decided to let me dwn... treat wrk more impt than me... and indeed he did do sumthin to pu chang me.... hehe... and it is his 1st time to buy flowers for me... My Fav WHITE LILIES... hehe... i feel kinda touched especially when he say sorry, his eyes is watery de... as if wanna burst to tears le.. after SundAE, we argue again on tues.. He told me that he will went back late as his frenz birthdae... but in the end he didnt even go hm wor.. he told me his hp low batt sia... but he didnt even bother to use his frenz phone msg me or frenz phone to call me... this made me really doubting whether am i really impt to him... I nearly wanted t break up with him as i feel tired after subsequence de arguement... Both of us are stubborn ppl... tt's why we always have disagreement over certain issue... and furthermore he is a male charvenist lo... who want a xiao niu ren...but in fact, i cant be one as career is equal impt to me too.. hehe...
SweetHeart... I hope that we can wrk hard together to build a better future for both of us... and i will try to becum a better me.. and i hope u will too...
May 29, 2007
HiHi
Back in bloggin again.. return frm my Bangkok trip le.. hehe... the trip is 5 days 4 nites... is kinda short sia in fact.. lolx... actually after this trip then i realise something... i really really misses my Dear wor... hehe... dunnoe why although we been together for only 2 months... but he some sort becum part of my life le... perhap i am too naive le ba... frankly i really very scare that he is out there to lay me out too... although he dun seem like one...however guys tend to change easily... especially out there so many temptation... hehe...
To my Dear (just in case u read my blog)... there's some words that i cant tell u personally... I am really very happy to find u in this life... although i am not a good gf... whom always bully and vent my anger on u... but i will try my very best to control my temper... hehe... although we dunno how long we will be together.. but let us treasure every moment we spent together.. i am never feel so Xin Fu in my past relationship.. Thanks for appearin in my life..
Haix... frm the previous entry u can see that i have some arguement with Vivienne... Somehow or rather find that is kinda not worth it to argue anymore... perhap there's some action that i did which annoy her or her other partner... but come on la.. we are adult le...we shld behave like adults ma... if u not happy with me in the future... just tell me directly... dun use this internet to vent or express ur feelin... even though this is ur online dairy...u have the freedom to do watever u wan.... So let's us stop all these stuff k? Dun waste our 6 yrs frenzship...
I shall stop my entry here and go back to do the present that i own my Dear since our 1st month on 23rd April...hehe...
To my Dear (just in case u read my blog)... there's some words that i cant tell u personally... I am really very happy to find u in this life... although i am not a good gf... whom always bully and vent my anger on u... but i will try my very best to control my temper... hehe... although we dunno how long we will be together.. but let us treasure every moment we spent together.. i am never feel so Xin Fu in my past relationship.. Thanks for appearin in my life..
Haix... frm the previous entry u can see that i have some arguement with Vivienne... Somehow or rather find that is kinda not worth it to argue anymore... perhap there's some action that i did which annoy her or her other partner... but come on la.. we are adult le...we shld behave like adults ma... if u not happy with me in the future... just tell me directly... dun use this internet to vent or express ur feelin... even though this is ur online dairy...u have the freedom to do watever u wan.... So let's us stop all these stuff k? Dun waste our 6 yrs frenzship...
I shall stop my entry here and go back to do the present that i own my Dear since our 1st month on 23rd April...hehe...
May 11, 2007
Saddish Mood
Yo Pals, Back in bloggin again... todae my mood was suppose to be happy one as is my off day after 4 continous days at Tampines Roadshow... This time round the roadshow was not a very good result for Linda and Me... But we still at least close 1 case with $$ taken and another 1 case is just paper close lo... Haix... Perhap after my bangkok trip will be okay...
Now then i realise that best friends also cant really be trusted... in front of you they looked very nice to you... but yet behind your back they can say alot of bad things of you... and even wrote thru internet where all ppl can access to it... Haix.. why must be like that? Not happy of you can tell you out front de ma.. but i didnt do anythin wrong wat.. plus the name Vivian is not being Trademark.. Plus i only used it in my work, for biz purposes... and dun tell me that all outside ppl call Vivian is copy you la... My Fav Colour all along is Pink colour... but only sometime i tend to try out others colour whether it suit me ant.. Plus i do not like dirty green... I like Lime green(bright Colour)...This is also call copy cat? then you used pink colour stuff is copy me? Plus i just like to do research on the diff facial center and Spas outlet... of cos is ask u la... u so kwn hw to enjoy life... dun ask u ask whoever? if you really mind so much... then next time i dun ask you lo... tot that girls normally exchange tips on shoppin and beauty...I kwn i am not a pretty gal so i dun fit to be your frenz...
i think i better end my entry here lo... and may this may be a better month for me in my career and love life... Happy Bangkok trip on 18th May... Hehe...
Now then i realise that best friends also cant really be trusted... in front of you they looked very nice to you... but yet behind your back they can say alot of bad things of you... and even wrote thru internet where all ppl can access to it... Haix.. why must be like that? Not happy of you can tell you out front de ma.. but i didnt do anythin wrong wat.. plus the name Vivian is not being Trademark.. Plus i only used it in my work, for biz purposes... and dun tell me that all outside ppl call Vivian is copy you la... My Fav Colour all along is Pink colour... but only sometime i tend to try out others colour whether it suit me ant.. Plus i do not like dirty green... I like Lime green(bright Colour)...This is also call copy cat? then you used pink colour stuff is copy me? Plus i just like to do research on the diff facial center and Spas outlet... of cos is ask u la... u so kwn hw to enjoy life... dun ask u ask whoever? if you really mind so much... then next time i dun ask you lo... tot that girls normally exchange tips on shoppin and beauty...I kwn i am not a pretty gal so i dun fit to be your frenz...
i think i better end my entry here lo... and may this may be a better month for me in my career and love life... Happy Bangkok trip on 18th May... Hehe...
Happy 1st Month!!!
Here i am back in blogging again... hehe... before the end of April...i wanted to write another entry... this month is really a down period for me as everything seems to be so bad for me... Haix... kanna commission being crawl back... then company say got wat policy replacement stuff.. all these management stuff seems that prudential wanna eat my $$$ like that... i feel So FUCked Up lo.. I really feel like quittin wor.. From last year till now it seems like Prudential keep on giving me Problem... Not As if i earn alot wor.. Why cant things be more simplier? Wow time really flies when u and your loved ones are together... dunno why times always seems to pass so fast when Dear and me are together... Me and him are together for abt 1 month and 1 week le.. hehe... hope we can really last long enough for us to get married la... lolx.. am i day dreamin? frankly i really very happy that he have enter my life and generally becum part of my life le.. although he's nt gd lookin but he gt a golden heart... most impt is that he showered with patience and endless love... Woah... Sound so Er xin So Mushy...I might not be a very good girlfrenz... but thanks for giving me a chance to learn how to be one... hehe... Thanks pals.. for all the support given to me.. and also hope u enjoy readin my update.. take care my frenz...
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