woah this month spend alot of $$$ on my medical fees sad... sad... I did a CT scan on my brain on Monday (20th) which costs me 330 bucks wor... haix.. i got my result on Tuesday (21st) morning... Luckily the result out isnt anything wrong wor... is just some infection on my nose wor... that caused the headache...

This week i had a roadshow at Tampines MRT... Haix.. so far the response isnt that well sia so sad... No case closed... i really need to earn back my 330 bucks wor... haha... Today is the 5th month, i finally complete the 1st month gift lo... haha hope my Dear will like the gift lo...

Haha... i about to go off le wor... need to chop chop fast to go bath wor... need to go roadshow wor...

Trouble!!!

i have been having headache for nearly a week le... dunnoe what really happen to my dam stupid brain... Haix... Doctor Suspect is Dengue Fever... Whereby i done a blood test on Monday and the result obtain on Tuesday... Luckily was non positive... Even though so.. my headache still persistence on. Doctor say if Monday the headache still on... I need to do a brain Kit Scan... to check whether is there any tumour ant... OMG... how can this stupid stuff happen on me??? What Bad stuff did i ever do??? To have this kind of treatment happen to me???

Frankly speakin.. i am really very scare, hope that this surely wont happen to me... Although i pretend to be nothing happen but the pain of my head is really undescribable... I cant imagine if i no longer around... what will happen to my family?? perhaps there is some ppl will be more happy if i am no longer around.... Who will there to miss me and think of me???

Woah... time really passes very fast wor.. my birthdae is coming already... i wonder is there still chance for me to celebrate my birthdae?? what if is really some bad tissue in my brain?? do i still have the $$$ to spend on my treatment??? dun say about celebrating my birthday....

Enough of all this issue le... i really feel kinda of lonely... without my peers even though my Dear is there.. but somehow or rather i still feel empty... is like a jigsaw puzzle sort of certain pieces wor... Anyway a reminder for those who have read my blog... Do treasure those ppl ard u... and also most important is ur health... which is something that $$ cant afford to buy....

Cheers...

wow so long never update my blog le...life recently isnt getting any better lo...job scope isnt getting on well.. woah so stressful sia.. Life is so boring as everyday keep on workin and workin... lolx.. no enjoyment... How i wished i can go for a holiday... Perhap to a short genting or kuala lumpur lo...


Recently i had watched serveral movies lo.. The "Secret" By Jay Chou... the movie is about about a romance story on the love @ 1st sight... hehe... the storyline is nt the normal one but the ending is something very special one.. Woah.. i like guys who know how to play piano wor.. hehe... So cool man... this remind me of a guy i like when i was in Polytechnic... Whom they say Jay Chou Alike.. hehe...Another movie is "The Simpson Movie".. this movie is a comedy lo... a cartoonist lo... the storyline no need to say more le...

Anyway i think i better end here... continue again next time... Rocks man... May god bless!!!

Firstly i wanna CONGRATS to my best frenz, Vivienne that she have been selected for the finalist for the New Face... No worries that you will be able to make it de... anyway this is not ur first time le ma... with your previous experience in the Ford Model...

Haix... Yesterdae is the Last Day of my roadshow at the bishan interchange... the sales there was pretty good for me le... at least i got cases in.. hehe... manage to close a few cases there... although boon lay show was also quite good.. I really need to say Thanks You to my Dear about the present that he bought for me... He bought a new design of the Destinee Series which costs $1.2k.. Which symbolise the progression of a relationship... I really like it alot... Even though u r a Miser... Hehe... but i am really touched that you willingly to spend this big amount on me... Thanks for everything that you have done for me...

Wow so long never have a break le wor... can go for a short holidae... maybe got to wait till September le wor...during my birthday lo... i need to have a break le really or else i am going to freak out sia... and ya one thing Dear dont give yourself too much stress... i kwn u wanted to work hard to have a better future lo... but one thing most important is that you must be happy..

Unpredictable !!!!

Hi Pals, is another sick day for me... been rotting at home still waiting for the time to arrive for me to start working... Haix... Recently been very down to luck.. whatever i do doesnt seems to be right le... Frenz start to be unhappy with me and even my 2 best frenz also now dont really wanna talk to me le... So sad sia... one of them angry of me cos of the copycat issue again... another one unhappy with me due to some unkown reasons... is it true that once u have one precious thing, u will tend to lost another precious thing? why cant people have best of 2 worlds???

Sales recently been very down also... no matter how much effort i put in... the result still doesnt seem to come in... was it because of my luck problem??? rite now even frenz also dun even wanna support me... haix... is it because i not trustworthy enough??? or is it because what i kwn as frenz is not really my frenz??? they rather support others than me??? haix... maybe what they think is that they dun wanna me earn money out of their case.... but which in fact i dun really earn much... sometime i think if i still continue workin in my related line... my story wont be so interesting le... and mayb my frenzship wont turn out to be like this sucking situation...

Relationship rite now doesnt really give me any problem... but is still the same old issue lo... he treat career more importantly... but sometime i find out very contridicting... as in i wished my loved one to be an ambitious person... but yet rite now i am conplainin that he doesnt have time to spend with me... ermm... perhap i am demanding too much le... i know that he been trying hard to establish his career and yet due to my health condition sometime he need to delay his appointment to take care of me... in fact i am really very lucky to find him lo... as he will be there to Pei me when i am down...

Ermm... i really very worried that my fever have been persistent for so many days le.. On and Off de... haix... i scare that i will kenna dengue fever or even worst leukemia... hope is that i think too much le ba... But is true that life is very unpredictable... when you are contented with what u have that very moment... the Death God will just take your life away... Haix...

Hope everything will turn out to be good lo.. and my sales will generally come in eventually... if by this year i never hit my goal.. i might leave this industry le.. take care my pals... is the end of my entry le...