Xuanny is back in bloggin finally... Curious how come i am bloggin at this moment of time? Cause i am using my company laptop to do personal stuff sia... wow sound so bad right? hehe... Is been kinda long from my last entry wor... So sorry to keep u waiting for my updates le...
Time really passses kinda fast wor.. and now is already march of 2007 le... Ermm.. my new year resolution for this year will be to balance out my social life and also my career... It might sound hard lo... And of cause i really hope my 2 best frenz.. Sze and Vien will understand that i am really not gu yi to ignore them de... I really hope to spend time with them too... who willingly to wrk day and night? but right now de me.. is really no choice as i really need to earn my 30k this year before i can relax dwn... All i really wanted to say here to Sze is that i am really sorry that i caused our friendship to have a breakage... And i really very sorry that i caused her to have the feelin that i treat my work more important than her... In fact, maybe is true.. but i really dun mean it...
Sometime i really feel so P**** off as i really very sick and tired of the hide and seek games that Lester and Shawn is playing with me... Cant they simply be frenz with me even though we are impossible to be an item... Haix... And i didnt even blame anyone of them to lie and betray my trust... I really dunno who is really true to me and is it true that i need to get hurts before i can see thru someone? Although i may not be very experience in relationship but somehow or rather most of the guys is the same... they only treat the one they love good as for those fling is only just fling... Hard to believe right? The thing i learn during this period of time is that... dun ever say out anything so soon For Eg: Wont fall in love with ***** or Wont like this or Wont like that... Cause this really happen to me... Haix... I do mention that i wont like anyone in office as i wont want any Gong Shi Lian Qing... Lolx... Cause i have like someone in Prudential... But i didnt expect to have any Jie Gou between us... Cant really afford to be hurt or hurt someone again... OMG who can really advise me what to do?
March 11, 2007
December 16, 2006
Life Really Sucks!!!!
Back In Bloggin again le.. Recently kinda busy sia... Rushing for my year end quota.. Still short of about 30k Production... Life in this line isnt easy as what i think...Is kinda lonely as most of ur frenz kwn that u r in this line they will siam u... even though ur colleague might nt be ur truthful frenz.. Luckily, Sze and Vien all along the way give me morale support la.. Feel kinda bad as i really got no time to spend with them.. Especially Sze... Luckily rite nw she gt her close frenz to Pei her le.. so Nid or dun Nid me also nt a matter to her le.. lolx... How i wish to find a Bf ASAP wor.. Sound Kinda Despo sia.. lolx...
Recently out alot of Goodies Movie... but i just got no time to watch.. furthermore.. there isnt anyone available to watch movie with me... Haiz.. So lonely sia... How i hope i can back to the past whereby can watch movie with Sze.. Er and Vien they all.. After so many things had happen... realised that all of us had change frm a Young Girl to a kinda mature Lady... lolx... So BHB hor!!! Each of us have individual things to work for and individual person to spend time with... As for me i only got time to spend in library to write this blog while waiting for my client to reach.. Sad Sia...
Dec to most of the ppl out there is a month whereby white season coming... As Christmas and after this Brand New Year of 2007 will arrive... however, Dec to me is a rather stressful and unlucky month... Kanna say by ppl de Ex gf as 3rd party... asked me nt to pester her boyfrenz.. but common lah.. the guy dun wan u le still got the cheek to say me who ask u dun have the ability to make him stay by urside..and plus i kwn him only after u 2 break off le k.. and he's the one who messed up with me de... Even though i like him.. yet i also kwn that decision still lies with him.. he wanna patch or be with me or stay single is still up to him to decise nt u or me.. hope u really understand this... another unhappy events is regardin about my work stuff... gotta complain by one of my client stating that i cheated him... WTF sia.. nt happy with me why dun directly say to me instead wrote letter to company to complain? so Small Gas de.. dun even give me a chance to explain wor.. haix.. Doctor only ma.. so big deal meh... 10k can kill ppl le ar? simply dun understand why ppl behave like that...
Really hope that all this unhappy events can over faster... i wanna have a happy feelin to welcome my 2007... hehe... Dunnoe what events will happen to me during next year...Let's all work hard together to build a better 2007... Yipee...
Recently out alot of Goodies Movie... but i just got no time to watch.. furthermore.. there isnt anyone available to watch movie with me... Haiz.. So lonely sia... How i hope i can back to the past whereby can watch movie with Sze.. Er and Vien they all.. After so many things had happen... realised that all of us had change frm a Young Girl to a kinda mature Lady... lolx... So BHB hor!!! Each of us have individual things to work for and individual person to spend time with... As for me i only got time to spend in library to write this blog while waiting for my client to reach.. Sad Sia...
Dec to most of the ppl out there is a month whereby white season coming... As Christmas and after this Brand New Year of 2007 will arrive... however, Dec to me is a rather stressful and unlucky month... Kanna say by ppl de Ex gf as 3rd party... asked me nt to pester her boyfrenz.. but common lah.. the guy dun wan u le still got the cheek to say me who ask u dun have the ability to make him stay by urside..and plus i kwn him only after u 2 break off le k.. and he's the one who messed up with me de... Even though i like him.. yet i also kwn that decision still lies with him.. he wanna patch or be with me or stay single is still up to him to decise nt u or me.. hope u really understand this... another unhappy events is regardin about my work stuff... gotta complain by one of my client stating that i cheated him... WTF sia.. nt happy with me why dun directly say to me instead wrote letter to company to complain? so Small Gas de.. dun even give me a chance to explain wor.. haix.. Doctor only ma.. so big deal meh... 10k can kill ppl le ar? simply dun understand why ppl behave like that...
Really hope that all this unhappy events can over faster... i wanna have a happy feelin to welcome my 2007... hehe... Dunnoe what events will happen to me during next year...Let's all work hard together to build a better 2007... Yipee...
September 17, 2006
Confusion
This Month is an interesting month for me as i have juz turned 22 this yr... haix.. getting older le wor... the celebration for this yr is kinda simple and low profile.. and i found out something as my pals are not as caring as b4 le.. perhaps i am over reacting.. is juz a feelin lo...
He juz broke up with his girl frenz le.. and i dont kwn whether to be overjoy or sad for him... Overjoy is because i might stand a chance to be wif him, sad is because pity him as he couldnt get the love he wanted... I hated him as he lied to me he's nt attached and create a false feeling that he and me can be together... I pity him as he couldnt even tell the difference between like as a frenz and lover... he told me b4 that he is kinda happy when he's with me... and he enjoy the moment he spend together... and he also did told me b4 that he wont let me be his passerby.. and he doesnt want to treat me as his past exs.. Wtf sia.. i really simply dunno wat i shld do nw... getting so confuse.. On 9th Sep, we spend half of the day together as is both of ours birthdae... So Qiao rite? that was the first time after we 1 month nv meet up le.. Sound like we r patohing rite? hehe... actualli b4 anything happen both of us can consider meet up every 2 a week... but till now everythin tend to be different le... How i hope the time can freeze and everything back to the same... That day consider kinda happy for me but only b4 i argue wif my best fren... and she said something which hurtz me alot..
Back to the happy stuff... On that day was also my audition day for the Superstar Contest... Haix.. but is a pity as i didnt manage to get to the 2nd round... haha... too bad as my singing.. they commented was too soft and my vocal was nt strong enough... maybe after i go for vocal training first then join again next yr ba.. keke.. Btw i am going to Thailand at the end of the month.. So excited wor.. Yipee... Can start a small biz le by taking stocks frm there and sold as consignment to the vendor downstair... Yea... Cool Man Rite? Aniwae i think i better stop here.. and continue to update the news regarding abt my biz.. Hope this time round wont be in the library again le.. haha!!!!
He juz broke up with his girl frenz le.. and i dont kwn whether to be overjoy or sad for him... Overjoy is because i might stand a chance to be wif him, sad is because pity him as he couldnt get the love he wanted... I hated him as he lied to me he's nt attached and create a false feeling that he and me can be together... I pity him as he couldnt even tell the difference between like as a frenz and lover... he told me b4 that he is kinda happy when he's with me... and he enjoy the moment he spend together... and he also did told me b4 that he wont let me be his passerby.. and he doesnt want to treat me as his past exs.. Wtf sia.. i really simply dunno wat i shld do nw... getting so confuse.. On 9th Sep, we spend half of the day together as is both of ours birthdae... So Qiao rite? that was the first time after we 1 month nv meet up le.. Sound like we r patohing rite? hehe... actualli b4 anything happen both of us can consider meet up every 2 a week... but till now everythin tend to be different le... How i hope the time can freeze and everything back to the same... That day consider kinda happy for me but only b4 i argue wif my best fren... and she said something which hurtz me alot..
Back to the happy stuff... On that day was also my audition day for the Superstar Contest... Haix.. but is a pity as i didnt manage to get to the 2nd round... haha... too bad as my singing.. they commented was too soft and my vocal was nt strong enough... maybe after i go for vocal training first then join again next yr ba.. keke.. Btw i am going to Thailand at the end of the month.. So excited wor.. Yipee... Can start a small biz le by taking stocks frm there and sold as consignment to the vendor downstair... Yea... Cool Man Rite? Aniwae i think i better stop here.. and continue to update the news regarding abt my biz.. Hope this time round wont be in the library again le.. haha!!!!
August 19, 2006
A lonely dae for me..
yo pals.. guess what? i am now in national library alone using the muti media to update my blog again? hehe.. sorry to take such a long time to update once... hope u all wont be pissed off ba... since the last entry till now is already 2 months le ba... i wonder how's u gals gettin on now?
As usual i am busily doing roadshow and making appointment... but of cos i do have time to catch up wif Vien, Sze and some of my gd pals.. hehe... recently one of my partner has left my company.. and left me alone in the company to die.. i found it abit pity as we have develop a Mo Qi to tag team... perhap is time for me to be more independent le ba... as her Manulife's manager is rite... we got to learn how to fly on our own.. we cant depend on each other too much...
These 2 months got alot of things happen in my circle of frenz.. Below are some of the messages whereby i wish to tell my frenz...
To vien: "i know that u still like Ray rite? why nt give yourself and him a chance to prove that there's true love exist.. dun give up so easily la.. unless u tell me that he dun deserve ur love then in that case i gt no comment le... of cos i still hope u to be happy la.. dun end up like me getting yourself hurtz.. no matter in relations or one sided love..."
To Shin: " Long distant relationship is always veri Ke lian... Juz treat this as a test for your relationship... Girl trust me.. if both of u survive thru this 3/4 yrs... i can bet that both of u will have a happy ending... so dun be sad la.. u still gt us ma... "
To Sze: "Dun always treat ppl for granted la... if a person treat u well.. sometime also muz treat him/her good ma... hehe... u shld kwn wat am i talking abt ba.. i dun mean anything wor...of cos all the best tio ur studies..."
To Myself: "dun be so stupid in outting all ur minds and feelin towards that idiot guy... he 's such an idiot guy... anyway he's too good for u le... dun expect to get any return from him as his surrounding muz be alot of girls de la... so wat 4 waste ur time and youth on him... Beside he's still a young chap... of cos will find someone who is more compatible wif him ma.. u le.. juz a normal girl who is fat and ugly... better wake up la.. go concentrate on ur career la.. Money wont run away if u earn them... Guys will run away and dump u like rubbish... So wat 4 keep guy? Keep $$$ better...
For your information... That idiot guy refer to Shawn Poh Ting Feng... He's the guy whom i kwn frm IMM de...the 1st impression he gave me... is tt he resemble Sky ( a guy who i like alot in the past).. of cos he's taller than him and fatter than him abit.. hehe... generally i started to msg him after my last day roadshow at IMM on the 2nd of July... (cool man... i still can rmb the date)... and we started to meet up on the 3rd of july.. he came and find me for dinner... and on the 4th of july also the same... our third outing was on the 9th of july.. we went for a movie with his frenz.. and tt was the 1st time we hold hands.. ermm dun be mistaken we are still nt a couple yet wor.. until now we are still frenz onli... even though he say he treat me as more than normal frenz..(Hao Peng You).. He say he doesn wan to treat me as a play play Gf... if he wanna start a relationship in the future he wans a serious one... he say he wanna kwn me more b4 we commit in a relationship...And he also say tt he nv anyhow hold other ppl's... and he also dunno why he juz feel like holding my hand and dun wish to let go... (I realli dunno whether to believe nt le!!!)
Haix.. But com on la.. where gt every couple kwn each other veri well already then start a relation de? every one start off wif good feelin then throughout the days then can kwn each other de true face ma... Perhap this is an excuse for him to reject me.. and i kwn recently his exam is comin and i can understand the kind of stress he's facing with nw... tt's why i decided to give him up and leave him alone.. plan to throw the feelin away and let us remain as frenz forever ba... mayb this is a better way out for me...
As usual i am busily doing roadshow and making appointment... but of cos i do have time to catch up wif Vien, Sze and some of my gd pals.. hehe... recently one of my partner has left my company.. and left me alone in the company to die.. i found it abit pity as we have develop a Mo Qi to tag team... perhap is time for me to be more independent le ba... as her Manulife's manager is rite... we got to learn how to fly on our own.. we cant depend on each other too much...
These 2 months got alot of things happen in my circle of frenz.. Below are some of the messages whereby i wish to tell my frenz...
To vien: "i know that u still like Ray rite? why nt give yourself and him a chance to prove that there's true love exist.. dun give up so easily la.. unless u tell me that he dun deserve ur love then in that case i gt no comment le... of cos i still hope u to be happy la.. dun end up like me getting yourself hurtz.. no matter in relations or one sided love..."
To Shin: " Long distant relationship is always veri Ke lian... Juz treat this as a test for your relationship... Girl trust me.. if both of u survive thru this 3/4 yrs... i can bet that both of u will have a happy ending... so dun be sad la.. u still gt us ma... "
To Sze: "Dun always treat ppl for granted la... if a person treat u well.. sometime also muz treat him/her good ma... hehe... u shld kwn wat am i talking abt ba.. i dun mean anything wor...of cos all the best tio ur studies..."
To Myself: "dun be so stupid in outting all ur minds and feelin towards that idiot guy... he 's such an idiot guy... anyway he's too good for u le... dun expect to get any return from him as his surrounding muz be alot of girls de la... so wat 4 waste ur time and youth on him... Beside he's still a young chap... of cos will find someone who is more compatible wif him ma.. u le.. juz a normal girl who is fat and ugly... better wake up la.. go concentrate on ur career la.. Money wont run away if u earn them... Guys will run away and dump u like rubbish... So wat 4 keep guy? Keep $$$ better...
For your information... That idiot guy refer to Shawn Poh Ting Feng... He's the guy whom i kwn frm IMM de...the 1st impression he gave me... is tt he resemble Sky ( a guy who i like alot in the past).. of cos he's taller than him and fatter than him abit.. hehe... generally i started to msg him after my last day roadshow at IMM on the 2nd of July... (cool man... i still can rmb the date)... and we started to meet up on the 3rd of july.. he came and find me for dinner... and on the 4th of july also the same... our third outing was on the 9th of july.. we went for a movie with his frenz.. and tt was the 1st time we hold hands.. ermm dun be mistaken we are still nt a couple yet wor.. until now we are still frenz onli... even though he say he treat me as more than normal frenz..(Hao Peng You).. He say he doesn wan to treat me as a play play Gf... if he wanna start a relationship in the future he wans a serious one... he say he wanna kwn me more b4 we commit in a relationship...And he also say tt he nv anyhow hold other ppl's... and he also dunno why he juz feel like holding my hand and dun wish to let go... (I realli dunno whether to believe nt le!!!)
Haix.. But com on la.. where gt every couple kwn each other veri well already then start a relation de? every one start off wif good feelin then throughout the days then can kwn each other de true face ma... Perhap this is an excuse for him to reject me.. and i kwn recently his exam is comin and i can understand the kind of stress he's facing with nw... tt's why i decided to give him up and leave him alone.. plan to throw the feelin away and let us remain as frenz forever ba... mayb this is a better way out for me...
June 12, 2006
I'm Back
Haix.. being such a long time tt i nv write my blog le. due to my stupid computer lo... break dwn again... juz repair it nt long ago... juz after CHINESE NEW YEAR and nw is spoilt again. Dunno is it a sign to ask me change a new PC or purposely dont want me to use... Recently busy with my work due to roadshows... haha but hw cum will i be here updating my blog le? hehe.. Cos i am eating snake here @ the library using their multi media com.. lolx..
frankly speakin i realli doesnt kwn wat to write nw as my mind is in a complete blank.. and most of my brain cell are filled with works and play.. haha.. juz to let those friends who are abroad nw.. that i am still single.. which i think are suitable for me nw as i really very carefree nw and dun hope to have myself commited in a relationship... even though i do have guys whu i like.. simply dunno who can i trust and rely on... i do kwn that gt 2 guys who are caring towards me and they do shower me with love and concern... 1 of them is the one i like (lolx).. sometime it really puzzle me cause i really dunno wat's the feelin of liking somebody and fallin in love with somebody... all the guys to me are either friends or fling... hehe.. is this a good or a bad thing?
tell u guys something... i have an idea which is to start a small small biz for kiddy's rides... whereby i have some Lobang from 1 of my client... and i planned to let my father to take care of the stall for me... and this stall will be located at East Coast Park (ECP)... lolx... wow but of cos this plan got to take time la.. have to plan it carefully.. Generaly hope this BIZ plan will be a success.. Me and Sze will be the shareholder of the BIZ... hehe... by end of this year, hope the plan will work..
Before i end... juz wanna ask those friends who are abroad to take care and rmb wor to leave a tag for me at least let me kwn tt u come and view my page b4 ma.. hehe... Last but not least... miss u guys and i think me better got back to work le.. haha...
frankly speakin i realli doesnt kwn wat to write nw as my mind is in a complete blank.. and most of my brain cell are filled with works and play.. haha.. juz to let those friends who are abroad nw.. that i am still single.. which i think are suitable for me nw as i really very carefree nw and dun hope to have myself commited in a relationship... even though i do have guys whu i like.. simply dunno who can i trust and rely on... i do kwn that gt 2 guys who are caring towards me and they do shower me with love and concern... 1 of them is the one i like (lolx).. sometime it really puzzle me cause i really dunno wat's the feelin of liking somebody and fallin in love with somebody... all the guys to me are either friends or fling... hehe.. is this a good or a bad thing?
tell u guys something... i have an idea which is to start a small small biz for kiddy's rides... whereby i have some Lobang from 1 of my client... and i planned to let my father to take care of the stall for me... and this stall will be located at East Coast Park (ECP)... lolx... wow but of cos this plan got to take time la.. have to plan it carefully.. Generaly hope this BIZ plan will be a success.. Me and Sze will be the shareholder of the BIZ... hehe... by end of this year, hope the plan will work..
Before i end... juz wanna ask those friends who are abroad to take care and rmb wor to leave a tag for me at least let me kwn tt u come and view my page b4 ma.. hehe... Last but not least... miss u guys and i think me better got back to work le.. haha...
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