Wow been kinda a long time since last i blog... haha... anyone misses my update?? lolx.. haix.. been open the stall at Kallang Block 5 for nearly a month le.. the biz isnt doing well wor.. so sad!!! but luckily today the sales was kinda good.. hope tml will be a better one too!!! Perhap this might due to the nearby NTUC open le ba... haha.. frankly thanks to my mummy for always coming down to accompany and help me to tend the stall...
Today my Dear went for his sec sch gathering so i been left alone with my mum to close the stall.. haha... ermm this week he been meeting his frenz for quite a numbers of times le.. 3 times i think in a week... haix..is not that i dun allow him to go for gathering but hope this wont become a habit ba.. just like today he till this time still haven come back.. went to K box sing song.. dunno wat time will come back.. feel very sleepy but still gotta wait for him... as he doesnt have keys to enter the house!!
i just did rebonding during thursday... haha... look kinda flat lo my hair... of cos the one whom fork the bill is my Dear Dear.. he 's really a very sweet sweet boyfrenz... although sometimes he is really veri ji che !!!
Recently been working hard to rush for my quota.. tml is the last 1.5 days le.. after that i might not have any chance to clear my tokyo trip le.. sad sad... but i still wont give up de i will strive till the very very end !!! [actually i did thought of giving up and save the cases to next year] anyway me going to end my blog here.. good night !!!
December 30, 2007
December 06, 2007
Weirdo !!
Last month 26th Nov was my best frenz birthday... we bought a sexy swim suite for her.. but she dun like the design of the swim suite... therefore Er and me went to exchange the gift.. and in the end Er change to another design of Bikini for herself... and we need to rebuy another set of gift for her... Ermmm hope she will like this brand new set of gift... haha... moreover Er and me during our sick period go rebuy one... Feel touched ma??
Actually been kinda a long time since i last blog hor... recently almost all Area of Singapore have been raining.. and today especially have been raining like mad cats and dogs.. As usual have been kinda slack.. and also kinda stress over work... but gotta a juicy news is that i am going to be a mini boss soon at coming 8th Dec.. woah woah... i decided to rent a stall from a uncle at Kallang.. He's the boss of the Hairstylist shop... Yipee... i am kinda excited and also worried that i cant squeeze time to tender it.. Luckily, my Dear is kinda supportive in this... but actually he also been dreaming to own a biz by his own that's why he join Financial Sector.. haha....
ShhHHHHHHHH... he is sleeping deep and soundly now... dun disturb him... haix.. recently he always said that he's tired after roadshow... but dunno is it true ant.. even though he have roadshow ant... his excuses to sleep early is say he's tired... not i wanna complain wor... is the truth ma... in our line we already dun really have much time to talk le.. and there's no communication... perhap as relation starts to get longer... there isnt much things to talk le ba... tt's why some ppl say relation can turn sour or rotten when 2 couple been in a relation for too long and there isnt any progress... and recently i find out that i have a feeling he started to change le.. why all guys the same one?? dunno is i think too much or he's simply just too tired... the one used to be caring and gentle Dear no more le...Initially started when i was ill, he will call me every few hours to check on me but now recently i ill, he dun even bother to call or reply my msg.. only until late at night then he will called.. he said he busy doin Roadshow yet he still can talk to the female adviser and exchange contact number hor.. C i can dun feel angry or disappointed ma.. the worst is the Girl's name is exactly what i met in my dream wor.. Is called Elaine.. I dreamt of this girl went to find Law at my house.. and been caught in bed... i hope this dream dun come true ba... or perhap this is a bad permonition??
My Dear, he used to be a 80% good BF [minus points for non-romantic and petty]... but now he is only worth 60%... but i dun blame him as i dun worth 100% neither... i didnt contribute as much as he does... he even hardly go home because of me... i kwn he's a very fillial son.. but now he only go home once a week or sometimes once a month... Hope his mummy wont get mad at me because of this... \
Anyway i wanna end my blogging here le... hope things will go on well for whole of this month... And let the brand new 2008 begins... YEA!!!!
Above pictures is both of us taken at Singapore Discovery Center.. My 1st time to go there...
Actually been kinda a long time since i last blog hor... recently almost all Area of Singapore have been raining.. and today especially have been raining like mad cats and dogs.. As usual have been kinda slack.. and also kinda stress over work... but gotta a juicy news is that i am going to be a mini boss soon at coming 8th Dec.. woah woah... i decided to rent a stall from a uncle at Kallang.. He's the boss of the Hairstylist shop... Yipee... i am kinda excited and also worried that i cant squeeze time to tender it.. Luckily, my Dear is kinda supportive in this... but actually he also been dreaming to own a biz by his own that's why he join Financial Sector.. haha....
ShhHHHHHHHH... he is sleeping deep and soundly now... dun disturb him... haix.. recently he always said that he's tired after roadshow... but dunno is it true ant.. even though he have roadshow ant... his excuses to sleep early is say he's tired... not i wanna complain wor... is the truth ma... in our line we already dun really have much time to talk le.. and there's no communication... perhap as relation starts to get longer... there isnt much things to talk le ba... tt's why some ppl say relation can turn sour or rotten when 2 couple been in a relation for too long and there isnt any progress... and recently i find out that i have a feeling he started to change le.. why all guys the same one?? dunno is i think too much or he's simply just too tired... the one used to be caring and gentle Dear no more le...Initially started when i was ill, he will call me every few hours to check on me but now recently i ill, he dun even bother to call or reply my msg.. only until late at night then he will called.. he said he busy doin Roadshow yet he still can talk to the female adviser and exchange contact number hor.. C i can dun feel angry or disappointed ma.. the worst is the Girl's name is exactly what i met in my dream wor.. Is called Elaine.. I dreamt of this girl went to find Law at my house.. and been caught in bed... i hope this dream dun come true ba... or perhap this is a bad permonition??
My Dear, he used to be a 80% good BF [minus points for non-romantic and petty]... but now he is only worth 60%... but i dun blame him as i dun worth 100% neither... i didnt contribute as much as he does... he even hardly go home because of me... i kwn he's a very fillial son.. but now he only go home once a week or sometimes once a month... Hope his mummy wont get mad at me because of this... \
Anyway i wanna end my blogging here le... hope things will go on well for whole of this month... And let the brand new 2008 begins... YEA!!!!
Above pictures is both of us taken at Singapore Discovery Center.. My 1st time to go there...
November 22, 2007
Blogging Time !!!
This Nov is passing very fast.. right now is already month end... But i am still short of my production wor... ermmm really doubt whether can i make it for my year end quota... I really rushing for it lo.. and do hope that i also can perform some magic out in the year end [just like some of my senior does that too]
Ppl... i am really thinking whether do i need to rent a stall at Kallang.. Which is outside the Hairtech [Sze shld knw ba...] Although the rent is kinda cheap.. but i do not kwn how's the crowd over there... Thats why i wonder shld i give it a try... Hope to hear some comment from u all?? I have quite a number of goods in my house... so hope that by renting the stall can help me to lessen some burden.. Haha...hope you ppl can give me some support wor.. by visting me at the stall perhap with effective of next month...
Haix.. yest bought some facial products from BWL which is call "Doctors' Secret" and spend 430 dollars over there.. Kinda ex rite?? But frankly speaking their products is kinda effective for me wor.. But Er hope you wont be angry for not supporting you la.. My dar Dar was sponsoring me 1/4 of it.. although is not alot but is still better than nothing rite?? haha... This Doctors' Secret comes from USA and it is a 5 steps facial product... kinda layche rite?? it consist of the cleanser [step 1], toner [step 2], lighten scar [step 3], skin contour [step 4] and sun screen [step 5]..although is alot of steps but for the sake of beauty gotta spare some time to do all these.. ;p but after using this product is really effective on me... if u guys interested can ask me to get from you... at discount price la.. but i am not in this line... No worries.. haha...
Anyway hope you ppl after reading my blog do get some facts lo.. dun forget my main line is still working as Prudential Financial Consultant wor.. haha... Bot in this BWL sales person.. As for Ting enquiries, the surprise i give to my Dear Dear is a watch and a wallet and also a couple cup [which he demand lo]... Will blog till here and keep updates again soon...
Ppl... i am really thinking whether do i need to rent a stall at Kallang.. Which is outside the Hairtech [Sze shld knw ba...] Although the rent is kinda cheap.. but i do not kwn how's the crowd over there... Thats why i wonder shld i give it a try... Hope to hear some comment from u all?? I have quite a number of goods in my house... so hope that by renting the stall can help me to lessen some burden.. Haha...hope you ppl can give me some support wor.. by visting me at the stall perhap with effective of next month...
Haix.. yest bought some facial products from BWL which is call "Doctors' Secret" and spend 430 dollars over there.. Kinda ex rite?? But frankly speaking their products is kinda effective for me wor.. But Er hope you wont be angry for not supporting you la.. My dar Dar was sponsoring me 1/4 of it.. although is not alot but is still better than nothing rite?? haha... This Doctors' Secret comes from USA and it is a 5 steps facial product... kinda layche rite?? it consist of the cleanser [step 1], toner [step 2], lighten scar [step 3], skin contour [step 4] and sun screen [step 5]..although is alot of steps but for the sake of beauty gotta spare some time to do all these.. ;p but after using this product is really effective on me... if u guys interested can ask me to get from you... at discount price la.. but i am not in this line... No worries.. haha...
Anyway hope you ppl after reading my blog do get some facts lo.. dun forget my main line is still working as Prudential Financial Consultant wor.. haha... Bot in this BWL sales person.. As for Ting enquiries, the surprise i give to my Dear Dear is a watch and a wallet and also a couple cup [which he demand lo]... Will blog till here and keep updates again soon...
November 10, 2007
Facts on My Company !!!
Today wanna tell you pals, some history of my company... Prudential is a UK based company which had been around for nearly 165 years le wor.. and it had been in Singapore for 76 years so long... even before Singapore was declared independent wor.. hehe... And Prudential have been No 1 Insurance Company from consective 2 years le wor.. 2005 and 2006.. So will Prudential still be No 1 in 2007?? gotta wait till end of this year then we will know.. Beside this, Prudential is also recognised for the best investment company gold medal for 2006 and 2007... Frankly speaking, I also cant say other company not good la... but frankly i never regret to be working under this company and under a good Boss James... Ermm... James actually was Sze's Adviser... then she recommend him to me and i took up a plan with him... And soon he started to ask me interested to work in this line as he need ppl under him.. this happen in year 2005 and i took nearly a year to enter this industry.. Woahhaha... Actually is i Been failing my exams thats why... Lolx...
In this line been nearly 2 years le wor.. Kinda Long rite?? I believe not alot of ppl will expect me to be in this line for so long... Actually from this line, i do learn some personal life experience wor.. and also some interpersonal skill wor.. Although not alot of people support me in this line..but i am consider lucky to able to survive in this industry and earn some money in this line... haha... And i do agree that Hard Work will surely pay off if you are persistence enough... And from Brain Tracey Book i do agree that Self-image.. Self-Esteem are very important in sales industry... Self-Image is about what you think of yourself.. and how much you liked yourself.. And Self-Esteem is about how you can carried yourself infront of ppl.. Actually Self-image and Self-Esteem is interlink...
Anyway Enouh of all these theory for now.. Btw do get updated by my new blog.. whereby i sell my stuff de.. So Pals... Please support this site le.. Help me spread around la.. Okay... http://xuannyfashionattitude.blogspot.com Thanks Pals...
In this line been nearly 2 years le wor.. Kinda Long rite?? I believe not alot of ppl will expect me to be in this line for so long... Actually from this line, i do learn some personal life experience wor.. and also some interpersonal skill wor.. Although not alot of people support me in this line..but i am consider lucky to able to survive in this industry and earn some money in this line... haha... And i do agree that Hard Work will surely pay off if you are persistence enough... And from Brain Tracey Book i do agree that Self-image.. Self-Esteem are very important in sales industry... Self-Image is about what you think of yourself.. and how much you liked yourself.. And Self-Esteem is about how you can carried yourself infront of ppl.. Actually Self-image and Self-Esteem is interlink...
Anyway Enouh of all these theory for now.. Btw do get updated by my new blog.. whereby i sell my stuff de.. So Pals... Please support this site le.. Help me spread around la.. Okay... http://xuannyfashionattitude.blogspot.com Thanks Pals...
November 06, 2007
Interesting Facts !!!
Yoz pals.. i am back in bloggin again... my Dear complain that i didnt update my blog regularly wor.. so i must recently write my data le... haha... arbo my Dear will go view other girls de blog...
Haix... is it true that pretty girls normally get good treatment?? i recently really gotta agree with it wor.. If you are pretty... ppl will dun mind drive you home... treat you eat... whatever things you want they will definately give you... wow is really so unfair wor... This remind me of the older times... ppl used to call me ugly pig.. and also "Chio Bu".. but hence of cos i kwn wat they meant... just like as if you are not pretty is a big crime wor... but i do agree that ppl dun really born to be pretty.. but can use comestic to play ome magic to it... and plus dressin play an important part... frankly speakin.. i do need to thank my frenz as they somehow teach me how to really dress up.. and plus in this line i also gotta dress up in order to meet and interact with ppl...
haha... enough of my stuff le... now talk about what happen recently... went out with Lijun yesterdae... as it was her birthday on the 30th Oct... so went out with her to pass her the present lo.. Frm Perlini la.. is a Bracelet with a Crown on it.. kinda nice la.. my taste nt that bad sometime... Beside, get to meet up with Lester too... but only for a while la.. as he is the HIT N RUn driver... lolx... just to see whether LiJun is pretty ant... so realistic... [in fact guys are all the same ba !!!] Hope my Dear isnt jealous ba that day [he was there too]... i do kwn that my Dear Dear isnt that petty ba... and be rest assured la... My Dear is already very perfect for me le... Although he is not rich.. he is not tall.. he is not handsome...apart from this the rest he is okay la.. haha... At least he very Teng me.. he will give me whatever he have to me... [but hope this will last forever la..] as you kwn relation will tend to change after too long duration of being together!!! hehe...
ABove de Pics is using my Dear phone to take de...Nice Ant??Okay la.. Pals i am going to end here le... next time then update again.. Hope that wont be too long la.. Year cuming le.. i going to rush for my production le... haha... not very far from it... Xuanny Go for it.. Cheers...
Haix... is it true that pretty girls normally get good treatment?? i recently really gotta agree with it wor.. If you are pretty... ppl will dun mind drive you home... treat you eat... whatever things you want they will definately give you... wow is really so unfair wor... This remind me of the older times... ppl used to call me ugly pig.. and also "Chio Bu".. but hence of cos i kwn wat they meant... just like as if you are not pretty is a big crime wor... but i do agree that ppl dun really born to be pretty.. but can use comestic to play ome magic to it... and plus dressin play an important part... frankly speakin.. i do need to thank my frenz as they somehow teach me how to really dress up.. and plus in this line i also gotta dress up in order to meet and interact with ppl...
haha... enough of my stuff le... now talk about what happen recently... went out with Lijun yesterdae... as it was her birthday on the 30th Oct... so went out with her to pass her the present lo.. Frm Perlini la.. is a Bracelet with a Crown on it.. kinda nice la.. my taste nt that bad sometime... Beside, get to meet up with Lester too... but only for a while la.. as he is the HIT N RUn driver... lolx... just to see whether LiJun is pretty ant... so realistic... [in fact guys are all the same ba !!!] Hope my Dear isnt jealous ba that day [he was there too]... i do kwn that my Dear Dear isnt that petty ba... and be rest assured la... My Dear is already very perfect for me le... Although he is not rich.. he is not tall.. he is not handsome...apart from this the rest he is okay la.. haha... At least he very Teng me.. he will give me whatever he have to me... [but hope this will last forever la..] as you kwn relation will tend to change after too long duration of being together!!! hehe...
ABove de Pics is using my Dear phone to take de...Nice Ant??Okay la.. Pals i am going to end here le... next time then update again.. Hope that wont be too long la.. Year cuming le.. i going to rush for my production le... haha... not very far from it... Xuanny Go for it.. Cheers...
November 01, 2007
Holiday Trip !!
On the 22th of Oct this month... me and my darling went to oversea in BangKok... the trip was all paid by my darling lo... hehe... i kinda saved a pool of money wor... But me also not so petty as in return his birthday gift... i bought a Seiko watch and also a Branu Braffel Wallet for him... See i treat him so good... :P i know he spend kinda alot of money on me... And this poor little boy's bank account from 4 digits become not 3 digits only.. but i promise to you.. i will cut down my expenses and try to save more okay??
The trip was an enjoyable one of cos... and frenz need not to worry as we didnt do anything wrong.. so you ppl wont get my red bomb so early la... so do start to save 1 dollar a day for my ang bao lo.. hehe... i bought alot of stuff back.. like bags... shoes... clothes... as for my darling... he went tailor made 5 shirts at Boss avenue... bought a wallet for my dad and his mum... some t-shirt and also 2 shorts... hehe... ermm total trip i spend is $600 plus... as for him is about $800 plus...
We expect to have even more trip in the future... but not so soon ba.. perhap wait till his bank account recover from injury first... next trip perhap might be going to Hongkong or Genting Ba... hehe... And this is his 1st time to go oversea... so his 1st time was mine... Opps.. dun be mistaken wor... Some Photos Taken during the trip...
The trip was an enjoyable one of cos... and frenz need not to worry as we didnt do anything wrong.. so you ppl wont get my red bomb so early la... so do start to save 1 dollar a day for my ang bao lo.. hehe... i bought alot of stuff back.. like bags... shoes... clothes... as for my darling... he went tailor made 5 shirts at Boss avenue... bought a wallet for my dad and his mum... some t-shirt and also 2 shorts... hehe... ermm total trip i spend is $600 plus... as for him is about $800 plus...
We expect to have even more trip in the future... but not so soon ba.. perhap wait till his bank account recover from injury first... next trip perhap might be going to Hongkong or Genting Ba... hehe... And this is his 1st time to go oversea... so his 1st time was mine... Opps.. dun be mistaken wor... Some Photos Taken during the trip...
October 20, 2007
Money Is The Magic !!!
Yo pals... back in bloggin... kinda took such a long time to update my blog... as usual i am not regular blogger... only update my blog when i got the feel to... Hehe... Sorry to my regular reader.. HAHA!!!
Ermm prviously last Thurs on the 11th of Oct... went to attend my frenz's contest... bought a bouquet of flowers for her.. but didnt really got any chance to pass it to her on stage... haha... Asked her BF to pass but he very SHY to do that..What to Do?? Typical SG Guy... LOLX... haix.. can say really the contest is kinda a tough one... but actually not all girls are pretty... perhap money can really play some magic in this way... Lets say if you vote yourself 1000 votes is equal to getting 1000 ppl to vote for you?? which sound a better and easy solution?? it seems so obvious rite?? This really show the power of being rich!!!
Ppl tell you a secret... My Dear Dear's birthday is coming le... and during his birthday we are going to Bangkok next Monday wor.. hehe... So excited le.. dunno whether does he feel the way not... i did prepared some surprises for him... ermm but for this time i cant revealed out yet.. hehe... as it suppose to be a surprise lo..
Ermm prviously last Thurs on the 11th of Oct... went to attend my frenz's contest... bought a bouquet of flowers for her.. but didnt really got any chance to pass it to her on stage... haha... Asked her BF to pass but he very SHY to do that..What to Do?? Typical SG Guy... LOLX... haix.. can say really the contest is kinda a tough one... but actually not all girls are pretty... perhap money can really play some magic in this way... Lets say if you vote yourself 1000 votes is equal to getting 1000 ppl to vote for you?? which sound a better and easy solution?? it seems so obvious rite?? This really show the power of being rich!!!
Ppl tell you a secret... My Dear Dear's birthday is coming le... and during his birthday we are going to Bangkok next Monday wor.. hehe... So excited le.. dunno whether does he feel the way not... i did prepared some surprises for him... ermm but for this time i cant revealed out yet.. hehe... as it suppose to be a surprise lo..
September 21, 2007
Back In Blogging
Hi Pals, I am back in blogging this month... September is my birthday month.... haha... i am really very happy that my frenz still remember my birthdae... thanks for the treats, gals....i really very happy that we still can chit chat juz like before..thanks for reaccepting me again... and sorry i didnt kwn that all of u will be counting down for me... and yet go for movie with Lawrence... btw Sze hope u did enjoy ur trip over there... hehe... and thanks for helpng me to buy the polo t...
This month i only receive 2 presents... one is from my Lao Po, Linda...She bought me a displayed set of SHE figuring.. and also a giangatic calculator... haha... i can used it for my presentation during roadshow le... woahhaha.. and one is from my Dear Dear.... lolx... guess wat surprises he gave me?? I met him at cineleisure for a movie: No Reservation... at first tot wont get any presents from him... but to my surprise he get me 3 Eeyore... hehe... very cutie stuff... perhap in his eyes i'm still a child ba.... this is not the only present he gave me... when reach home, still have flowers and ice cream cake... hehe... i am really very touched that he done all these stuff for me....
Now wonder what to get for him on his birthdae... did tot of some ideas le... hehe... gotta keep it a secret... cant reveal yet....
Haix... now left only a few more months to end december... my aim for QC this year seems so near but yet dunnoe whether can achieve ant... tell u wat... i currently using a BWL facial product... hehe... to me the effect is still okay... but my poor Lao Po... gotta irritation and allergy to skin... sorry to Huie i didnt take up any product from u... hope u wont be pissed off... hehe...
Financial Planning is best to start when young... as accumulate smaller amount thruout a long term period is always easier than accumulate bigger amount thruout a short term period... hehe...
This month i only receive 2 presents... one is from my Lao Po, Linda...She bought me a displayed set of SHE figuring.. and also a giangatic calculator... haha... i can used it for my presentation during roadshow le... woahhaha.. and one is from my Dear Dear.... lolx... guess wat surprises he gave me?? I met him at cineleisure for a movie: No Reservation... at first tot wont get any presents from him... but to my surprise he get me 3 Eeyore... hehe... very cutie stuff... perhap in his eyes i'm still a child ba.... this is not the only present he gave me... when reach home, still have flowers and ice cream cake... hehe... i am really very touched that he done all these stuff for me....
Now wonder what to get for him on his birthdae... did tot of some ideas le... hehe... gotta keep it a secret... cant reveal yet....
Haix... now left only a few more months to end december... my aim for QC this year seems so near but yet dunnoe whether can achieve ant... tell u wat... i currently using a BWL facial product... hehe... to me the effect is still okay... but my poor Lao Po... gotta irritation and allergy to skin... sorry to Huie i didnt take up any product from u... hope u wont be pissed off... hehe...
Financial Planning is best to start when young... as accumulate smaller amount thruout a long term period is always easier than accumulate bigger amount thruout a short term period... hehe...
August 23, 2007
woah this month spend alot of $$$ on my medical fees sad... sad... I did a CT scan on my brain on Monday (20th) which costs me 330 bucks wor... haix.. i got my result on Tuesday (21st) morning... Luckily the result out isnt anything wrong wor... is just some infection on my nose wor... that caused the headache...
This week i had a roadshow at Tampines MRT... Haix.. so far the response isnt that well sia so sad... No case closed... i really need to earn back my 330 bucks wor... haha... Today is the 5th month, i finally complete the 1st month gift lo... haha hope my Dear will like the gift lo...
Haha... i about to go off le wor... need to chop chop fast to go bath wor... need to go roadshow wor...
This week i had a roadshow at Tampines MRT... Haix.. so far the response isnt that well sia so sad... No case closed... i really need to earn back my 330 bucks wor... haha... Today is the 5th month, i finally complete the 1st month gift lo... haha hope my Dear will like the gift lo...
Haha... i about to go off le wor... need to chop chop fast to go bath wor... need to go roadshow wor...
August 18, 2007
Trouble!!!
i have been having headache for nearly a week le... dunnoe what really happen to my dam stupid brain... Haix... Doctor Suspect is Dengue Fever... Whereby i done a blood test on Monday and the result obtain on Tuesday... Luckily was non positive... Even though so.. my headache still persistence on. Doctor say if Monday the headache still on... I need to do a brain Kit Scan... to check whether is there any tumour ant... OMG... how can this stupid stuff happen on me??? What Bad stuff did i ever do??? To have this kind of treatment happen to me???
Frankly speakin.. i am really very scare, hope that this surely wont happen to me... Although i pretend to be nothing happen but the pain of my head is really undescribable... I cant imagine if i no longer around... what will happen to my family?? perhaps there is some ppl will be more happy if i am no longer around.... Who will there to miss me and think of me???
Woah... time really passes very fast wor.. my birthdae is coming already... i wonder is there still chance for me to celebrate my birthdae?? what if is really some bad tissue in my brain?? do i still have the $$$ to spend on my treatment??? dun say about celebrating my birthday....
Enough of all this issue le... i really feel kinda of lonely... without my peers even though my Dear is there.. but somehow or rather i still feel empty... is like a jigsaw puzzle sort of certain pieces wor... Anyway a reminder for those who have read my blog... Do treasure those ppl ard u... and also most important is ur health... which is something that $$ cant afford to buy....
Frankly speakin.. i am really very scare, hope that this surely wont happen to me... Although i pretend to be nothing happen but the pain of my head is really undescribable... I cant imagine if i no longer around... what will happen to my family?? perhaps there is some ppl will be more happy if i am no longer around.... Who will there to miss me and think of me???
Woah... time really passes very fast wor.. my birthdae is coming already... i wonder is there still chance for me to celebrate my birthdae?? what if is really some bad tissue in my brain?? do i still have the $$$ to spend on my treatment??? dun say about celebrating my birthday....
Enough of all this issue le... i really feel kinda of lonely... without my peers even though my Dear is there.. but somehow or rather i still feel empty... is like a jigsaw puzzle sort of certain pieces wor... Anyway a reminder for those who have read my blog... Do treasure those ppl ard u... and also most important is ur health... which is something that $$ cant afford to buy....
August 07, 2007
Cheers...
wow so long never update my blog le...life recently isnt getting any better lo...job scope isnt getting on well.. woah so stressful sia.. Life is so boring as everyday keep on workin and workin... lolx.. no enjoyment... How i wished i can go for a holiday... Perhap to a short genting or kuala lumpur lo...
Recently i had watched serveral movies lo.. The "Secret" By Jay Chou... the movie is about about a romance story on the love @ 1st sight... hehe... the storyline is nt the normal one but the ending is something very special one.. Woah.. i like guys who know how to play piano wor.. hehe... So cool man... this remind me of a guy i like when i was in Polytechnic... Whom they say Jay Chou Alike.. hehe...Another movie is "The Simpson Movie".. this movie is a comedy lo... a cartoonist lo... the storyline no need to say more le...
Anyway i think i better end here... continue again next time... Rocks man... May god bless!!!
Recently i had watched serveral movies lo.. The "Secret" By Jay Chou... the movie is about about a romance story on the love @ 1st sight... hehe... the storyline is nt the normal one but the ending is something very special one.. Woah.. i like guys who know how to play piano wor.. hehe... So cool man... this remind me of a guy i like when i was in Polytechnic... Whom they say Jay Chou Alike.. hehe...Another movie is "The Simpson Movie".. this movie is a comedy lo... a cartoonist lo... the storyline no need to say more le...
Anyway i think i better end here... continue again next time... Rocks man... May god bless!!!
July 30, 2007
Firstly i wanna CONGRATS to my best frenz, Vivienne that she have been selected for the finalist for the New Face... No worries that you will be able to make it de... anyway this is not ur first time le ma... with your previous experience in the Ford Model...
Haix... Yesterdae is the Last Day of my roadshow at the bishan interchange... the sales there was pretty good for me le... at least i got cases in.. hehe... manage to close a few cases there... although boon lay show was also quite good.. I really need to say Thanks You to my Dear about the present that he bought for me... He bought a new design of the Destinee Series which costs $1.2k.. Which symbolise the progression of a relationship... I really like it alot... Even though u r a Miser... Hehe... but i am really touched that you willingly to spend this big amount on me... Thanks for everything that you have done for me...
Wow so long never have a break le wor... can go for a short holidae... maybe got to wait till September le wor...during my birthday lo... i need to have a break le really or else i am going to freak out sia... and ya one thing Dear dont give yourself too much stress... i kwn u wanted to work hard to have a better future lo... but one thing most important is that you must be happy..
Haix... Yesterdae is the Last Day of my roadshow at the bishan interchange... the sales there was pretty good for me le... at least i got cases in.. hehe... manage to close a few cases there... although boon lay show was also quite good.. I really need to say Thanks You to my Dear about the present that he bought for me... He bought a new design of the Destinee Series which costs $1.2k.. Which symbolise the progression of a relationship... I really like it alot... Even though u r a Miser... Hehe... but i am really touched that you willingly to spend this big amount on me... Thanks for everything that you have done for me...
Wow so long never have a break le wor... can go for a short holidae... maybe got to wait till September le wor...during my birthday lo... i need to have a break le really or else i am going to freak out sia... and ya one thing Dear dont give yourself too much stress... i kwn u wanted to work hard to have a better future lo... but one thing most important is that you must be happy..
July 13, 2007
Unpredictable !!!!
Hi Pals, is another sick day for me... been rotting at home still waiting for the time to arrive for me to start working... Haix... Recently been very down to luck.. whatever i do doesnt seems to be right le... Frenz start to be unhappy with me and even my 2 best frenz also now dont really wanna talk to me le... So sad sia... one of them angry of me cos of the copycat issue again... another one unhappy with me due to some unkown reasons... is it true that once u have one precious thing, u will tend to lost another precious thing? why cant people have best of 2 worlds???
Sales recently been very down also... no matter how much effort i put in... the result still doesnt seem to come in... was it because of my luck problem??? rite now even frenz also dun even wanna support me... haix... is it because i not trustworthy enough??? or is it because what i kwn as frenz is not really my frenz??? they rather support others than me??? haix... maybe what they think is that they dun wanna me earn money out of their case.... but which in fact i dun really earn much... sometime i think if i still continue workin in my related line... my story wont be so interesting le... and mayb my frenzship wont turn out to be like this sucking situation...
Relationship rite now doesnt really give me any problem... but is still the same old issue lo... he treat career more importantly... but sometime i find out very contridicting... as in i wished my loved one to be an ambitious person... but yet rite now i am conplainin that he doesnt have time to spend with me... ermm... perhap i am demanding too much le... i know that he been trying hard to establish his career and yet due to my health condition sometime he need to delay his appointment to take care of me... in fact i am really very lucky to find him lo... as he will be there to Pei me when i am down...
Ermm... i really very worried that my fever have been persistent for so many days le.. On and Off de... haix... i scare that i will kenna dengue fever or even worst leukemia... hope is that i think too much le ba... But is true that life is very unpredictable... when you are contented with what u have that very moment... the Death God will just take your life away... Haix...
Hope everything will turn out to be good lo.. and my sales will generally come in eventually... if by this year i never hit my goal.. i might leave this industry le.. take care my pals... is the end of my entry le...
Sales recently been very down also... no matter how much effort i put in... the result still doesnt seem to come in... was it because of my luck problem??? rite now even frenz also dun even wanna support me... haix... is it because i not trustworthy enough??? or is it because what i kwn as frenz is not really my frenz??? they rather support others than me??? haix... maybe what they think is that they dun wanna me earn money out of their case.... but which in fact i dun really earn much... sometime i think if i still continue workin in my related line... my story wont be so interesting le... and mayb my frenzship wont turn out to be like this sucking situation...
Relationship rite now doesnt really give me any problem... but is still the same old issue lo... he treat career more importantly... but sometime i find out very contridicting... as in i wished my loved one to be an ambitious person... but yet rite now i am conplainin that he doesnt have time to spend with me... ermm... perhap i am demanding too much le... i know that he been trying hard to establish his career and yet due to my health condition sometime he need to delay his appointment to take care of me... in fact i am really very lucky to find him lo... as he will be there to Pei me when i am down...
Ermm... i really very worried that my fever have been persistent for so many days le.. On and Off de... haix... i scare that i will kenna dengue fever or even worst leukemia... hope is that i think too much le ba... But is true that life is very unpredictable... when you are contented with what u have that very moment... the Death God will just take your life away... Haix...
Hope everything will turn out to be good lo.. and my sales will generally come in eventually... if by this year i never hit my goal.. i might leave this industry le.. take care my pals... is the end of my entry le...
June 18, 2007
Working Lifestyle...
Recently very busy in my workload...although i very busy with my many appointments... but my buddy Linda and me are very disappointed with our closing ratio... And why some others ppl can close alot of cases in 2 weeks time? Somehow or rather i find it not fair and the senoir say that Amount of Hardwork + Skill is = Closing Ratio.... but somehow i think that this isnt the thing.... Is just like 30% Luck + 40% Hardwork + 30% Skill = Closing Ratio... Luck in this line is also kinda important... as something if ur lady luck isnt be with u... no matter how hardworkin u r also no result...
Time really passes very fast.. I am already 1.4 months in this industry le... i started to feel tired in this line le... as everyday have endless work stuff to do... and also feel that ever after i been in this line... me and my best frenz have been not really in a good term le... haix... is it there isnt a balance luck in everything???? So long never really go out to enjoy with my frenz le... i really missed the times whereby we go ktv.. movie... and eat together... gossip gossip and gossip...
Of cause i am not going to quit this line.. i still want to continue in this industry.. and maybe in next year... i will want to go back study le... so now must really start some basic saving le.. so gotta to cut dwn alot of things le... hehe...
Time really passes very fast.. I am already 1.4 months in this industry le... i started to feel tired in this line le... as everyday have endless work stuff to do... and also feel that ever after i been in this line... me and my best frenz have been not really in a good term le... haix... is it there isnt a balance luck in everything???? So long never really go out to enjoy with my frenz le... i really missed the times whereby we go ktv.. movie... and eat together... gossip gossip and gossip...
Of cause i am not going to quit this line.. i still want to continue in this industry.. and maybe in next year... i will want to go back study le... so now must really start some basic saving le.. so gotta to cut dwn alot of things le... hehe...
June 01, 2007
So Sad!!!!
Recently i think i am really dwn to luck wor... watever appointments that i went didnt really turn to be a gd result wor... haix.. sad sad.. dunno whether is it really matter that when ur love luck is gd, ur career luck went dwn... Perhap it doesnt really go in that way that the amount of hard wrk u put in, u will get to c wat kind of result... Luck also matter anyway...
I really wanted to have a balance out lifestyle... But i think there isnt two side of best world ba...normally when u have one thin.. u will indirectly lost another thing... Time really passes very fast wor... Sweetheart and me have been together for 2 months plus le... but it seems like we been together for very long... haha... isit my illusion??? or mayb both of us are to naive le.. SweetHeart keep on askin me when we gettin married...he wanted to get married at 26 yrs old... i am Happy although but it indirectly placin stress on me too... so far i haven really think so far yet... is not that he isnt good enough is juz tt i dun like empty promises... wat for think till so far when ur present is still uncertain?? i am those kind of person who Happy Go Lucky de... dun really wish to think so much.. will only add misery to urself...
Although Sweetheart is nt a romantic person but last Sunday he promise to go with me to the fun fair at Woodsland there... but in the end because of an appointment, he decided to let me dwn... treat wrk more impt than me... and indeed he did do sumthin to pu chang me.... hehe... and it is his 1st time to buy flowers for me... My Fav WHITE LILIES... hehe... i feel kinda touched especially when he say sorry, his eyes is watery de... as if wanna burst to tears le.. after SundAE, we argue again on tues.. He told me that he will went back late as his frenz birthdae... but in the end he didnt even go hm wor.. he told me his hp low batt sia... but he didnt even bother to use his frenz phone msg me or frenz phone to call me... this made me really doubting whether am i really impt to him... I nearly wanted t break up with him as i feel tired after subsequence de arguement... Both of us are stubborn ppl... tt's why we always have disagreement over certain issue... and furthermore he is a male charvenist lo... who want a xiao niu ren...but in fact, i cant be one as career is equal impt to me too.. hehe...
SweetHeart... I hope that we can wrk hard together to build a better future for both of us... and i will try to becum a better me.. and i hope u will too...
I really wanted to have a balance out lifestyle... But i think there isnt two side of best world ba...normally when u have one thin.. u will indirectly lost another thing... Time really passes very fast wor... Sweetheart and me have been together for 2 months plus le... but it seems like we been together for very long... haha... isit my illusion??? or mayb both of us are to naive le.. SweetHeart keep on askin me when we gettin married...he wanted to get married at 26 yrs old... i am Happy although but it indirectly placin stress on me too... so far i haven really think so far yet... is not that he isnt good enough is juz tt i dun like empty promises... wat for think till so far when ur present is still uncertain?? i am those kind of person who Happy Go Lucky de... dun really wish to think so much.. will only add misery to urself...
Although Sweetheart is nt a romantic person but last Sunday he promise to go with me to the fun fair at Woodsland there... but in the end because of an appointment, he decided to let me dwn... treat wrk more impt than me... and indeed he did do sumthin to pu chang me.... hehe... and it is his 1st time to buy flowers for me... My Fav WHITE LILIES... hehe... i feel kinda touched especially when he say sorry, his eyes is watery de... as if wanna burst to tears le.. after SundAE, we argue again on tues.. He told me that he will went back late as his frenz birthdae... but in the end he didnt even go hm wor.. he told me his hp low batt sia... but he didnt even bother to use his frenz phone msg me or frenz phone to call me... this made me really doubting whether am i really impt to him... I nearly wanted t break up with him as i feel tired after subsequence de arguement... Both of us are stubborn ppl... tt's why we always have disagreement over certain issue... and furthermore he is a male charvenist lo... who want a xiao niu ren...but in fact, i cant be one as career is equal impt to me too.. hehe...
SweetHeart... I hope that we can wrk hard together to build a better future for both of us... and i will try to becum a better me.. and i hope u will too...
May 29, 2007
HiHi
Back in bloggin again.. return frm my Bangkok trip le.. hehe... the trip is 5 days 4 nites... is kinda short sia in fact.. lolx... actually after this trip then i realise something... i really really misses my Dear wor... hehe... dunnoe why although we been together for only 2 months... but he some sort becum part of my life le... perhap i am too naive le ba... frankly i really very scare that he is out there to lay me out too... although he dun seem like one...however guys tend to change easily... especially out there so many temptation... hehe...
To my Dear (just in case u read my blog)... there's some words that i cant tell u personally... I am really very happy to find u in this life... although i am not a good gf... whom always bully and vent my anger on u... but i will try my very best to control my temper... hehe... although we dunno how long we will be together.. but let us treasure every moment we spent together.. i am never feel so Xin Fu in my past relationship.. Thanks for appearin in my life..
Haix... frm the previous entry u can see that i have some arguement with Vivienne... Somehow or rather find that is kinda not worth it to argue anymore... perhap there's some action that i did which annoy her or her other partner... but come on la.. we are adult le...we shld behave like adults ma... if u not happy with me in the future... just tell me directly... dun use this internet to vent or express ur feelin... even though this is ur online dairy...u have the freedom to do watever u wan.... So let's us stop all these stuff k? Dun waste our 6 yrs frenzship...
I shall stop my entry here and go back to do the present that i own my Dear since our 1st month on 23rd April...hehe...
To my Dear (just in case u read my blog)... there's some words that i cant tell u personally... I am really very happy to find u in this life... although i am not a good gf... whom always bully and vent my anger on u... but i will try my very best to control my temper... hehe... although we dunno how long we will be together.. but let us treasure every moment we spent together.. i am never feel so Xin Fu in my past relationship.. Thanks for appearin in my life..
Haix... frm the previous entry u can see that i have some arguement with Vivienne... Somehow or rather find that is kinda not worth it to argue anymore... perhap there's some action that i did which annoy her or her other partner... but come on la.. we are adult le...we shld behave like adults ma... if u not happy with me in the future... just tell me directly... dun use this internet to vent or express ur feelin... even though this is ur online dairy...u have the freedom to do watever u wan.... So let's us stop all these stuff k? Dun waste our 6 yrs frenzship...
I shall stop my entry here and go back to do the present that i own my Dear since our 1st month on 23rd April...hehe...
May 11, 2007
Saddish Mood
Yo Pals, Back in bloggin again... todae my mood was suppose to be happy one as is my off day after 4 continous days at Tampines Roadshow... This time round the roadshow was not a very good result for Linda and Me... But we still at least close 1 case with $$ taken and another 1 case is just paper close lo... Haix... Perhap after my bangkok trip will be okay...
Now then i realise that best friends also cant really be trusted... in front of you they looked very nice to you... but yet behind your back they can say alot of bad things of you... and even wrote thru internet where all ppl can access to it... Haix.. why must be like that? Not happy of you can tell you out front de ma.. but i didnt do anythin wrong wat.. plus the name Vivian is not being Trademark.. Plus i only used it in my work, for biz purposes... and dun tell me that all outside ppl call Vivian is copy you la... My Fav Colour all along is Pink colour... but only sometime i tend to try out others colour whether it suit me ant.. Plus i do not like dirty green... I like Lime green(bright Colour)...This is also call copy cat? then you used pink colour stuff is copy me? Plus i just like to do research on the diff facial center and Spas outlet... of cos is ask u la... u so kwn hw to enjoy life... dun ask u ask whoever? if you really mind so much... then next time i dun ask you lo... tot that girls normally exchange tips on shoppin and beauty...I kwn i am not a pretty gal so i dun fit to be your frenz...
i think i better end my entry here lo... and may this may be a better month for me in my career and love life... Happy Bangkok trip on 18th May... Hehe...
Now then i realise that best friends also cant really be trusted... in front of you they looked very nice to you... but yet behind your back they can say alot of bad things of you... and even wrote thru internet where all ppl can access to it... Haix.. why must be like that? Not happy of you can tell you out front de ma.. but i didnt do anythin wrong wat.. plus the name Vivian is not being Trademark.. Plus i only used it in my work, for biz purposes... and dun tell me that all outside ppl call Vivian is copy you la... My Fav Colour all along is Pink colour... but only sometime i tend to try out others colour whether it suit me ant.. Plus i do not like dirty green... I like Lime green(bright Colour)...This is also call copy cat? then you used pink colour stuff is copy me? Plus i just like to do research on the diff facial center and Spas outlet... of cos is ask u la... u so kwn hw to enjoy life... dun ask u ask whoever? if you really mind so much... then next time i dun ask you lo... tot that girls normally exchange tips on shoppin and beauty...I kwn i am not a pretty gal so i dun fit to be your frenz...
i think i better end my entry here lo... and may this may be a better month for me in my career and love life... Happy Bangkok trip on 18th May... Hehe...
Happy 1st Month!!!
Here i am back in blogging again... hehe... before the end of April...i wanted to write another entry... this month is really a down period for me as everything seems to be so bad for me... Haix... kanna commission being crawl back... then company say got wat policy replacement stuff.. all these management stuff seems that prudential wanna eat my $$$ like that... i feel So FUCked Up lo.. I really feel like quittin wor.. From last year till now it seems like Prudential keep on giving me Problem... Not As if i earn alot wor.. Why cant things be more simplier? Wow time really flies when u and your loved ones are together... dunno why times always seems to pass so fast when Dear and me are together... Me and him are together for abt 1 month and 1 week le.. hehe... hope we can really last long enough for us to get married la... lolx.. am i day dreamin? frankly i really very happy that he have enter my life and generally becum part of my life le.. although he's nt gd lookin but he gt a golden heart... most impt is that he showered with patience and endless love... Woah... Sound so Er xin So Mushy...I might not be a very good girlfrenz... but thanks for giving me a chance to learn how to be one... hehe... Thanks pals.. for all the support given to me.. and also hope u enjoy readin my update.. take care my frenz...
April 09, 2007
blogging time
Xuanny is back to blogging again... wow finally after 2 weeks without laptop... Sad man... LIFE is getting on well.. and juz to inform u ppl that i am attached le... my Dear now treat me very good... and i feel like a princess under his tender love and care... wow sound so mushy rite? but indeed this is the real feelin he gave me... Just a short paragraph to describe my Dear... He is one of my colleague in my company... Can consider my junior ba.. lolx...He's veri hardworking and i am sure that he can really earn big money if he can be more confident in himself...Although he's not very good lookin but he do have a decent face... i looked much more older than him wor.. sad sia... he's born in the month of oct... under the sign of scorpio...according to the stargrazer... my horoscope and his is very competible... i do hope so ba... anywae in relation is still up to individual to handle it with care and shower with love...perhap he's the one for me ba... is still too early to judge ba.. Is nt that i dun trust him but rather dun trust time...
We started off in the month of March... and till 9th of April... is already the 2.5 weeks of being together... and 5 more months is my birthdae le wor... and by then i will be 23 this yr... Haix sound so old sia... hehe.... As for this month April... I hope to close more cases as next month i wont in Singapore for 5 days... wow so fast leave him alone in Singapore rite? Anyway this trip is preplan long time ago... Of cos i do hope he can tagged along with me but then due to budget prob... he cant... Perhap next time ba.. maybe without my presence he will be able to work harder... this is juz my point of view ba.. and take it as a break for 2 of us lo... let him miss me more wor.. lolx...
March 11, 2007
Here I am...
Xuanny is back in bloggin finally... Curious how come i am bloggin at this moment of time? Cause i am using my company laptop to do personal stuff sia... wow sound so bad right? hehe... Is been kinda long from my last entry wor... So sorry to keep u waiting for my updates le...
Time really passses kinda fast wor.. and now is already march of 2007 le... Ermm.. my new year resolution for this year will be to balance out my social life and also my career... It might sound hard lo... And of cause i really hope my 2 best frenz.. Sze and Vien will understand that i am really not gu yi to ignore them de... I really hope to spend time with them too... who willingly to wrk day and night? but right now de me.. is really no choice as i really need to earn my 30k this year before i can relax dwn... All i really wanted to say here to Sze is that i am really sorry that i caused our friendship to have a breakage... And i really very sorry that i caused her to have the feelin that i treat my work more important than her... In fact, maybe is true.. but i really dun mean it...
Sometime i really feel so P**** off as i really very sick and tired of the hide and seek games that Lester and Shawn is playing with me... Cant they simply be frenz with me even though we are impossible to be an item... Haix... And i didnt even blame anyone of them to lie and betray my trust... I really dunno who is really true to me and is it true that i need to get hurts before i can see thru someone? Although i may not be very experience in relationship but somehow or rather most of the guys is the same... they only treat the one they love good as for those fling is only just fling... Hard to believe right? The thing i learn during this period of time is that... dun ever say out anything so soon For Eg: Wont fall in love with ***** or Wont like this or Wont like that... Cause this really happen to me... Haix... I do mention that i wont like anyone in office as i wont want any Gong Shi Lian Qing... Lolx... Cause i have like someone in Prudential... But i didnt expect to have any Jie Gou between us... Cant really afford to be hurt or hurt someone again... OMG who can really advise me what to do?
Time really passses kinda fast wor.. and now is already march of 2007 le... Ermm.. my new year resolution for this year will be to balance out my social life and also my career... It might sound hard lo... And of cause i really hope my 2 best frenz.. Sze and Vien will understand that i am really not gu yi to ignore them de... I really hope to spend time with them too... who willingly to wrk day and night? but right now de me.. is really no choice as i really need to earn my 30k this year before i can relax dwn... All i really wanted to say here to Sze is that i am really sorry that i caused our friendship to have a breakage... And i really very sorry that i caused her to have the feelin that i treat my work more important than her... In fact, maybe is true.. but i really dun mean it...
Sometime i really feel so P**** off as i really very sick and tired of the hide and seek games that Lester and Shawn is playing with me... Cant they simply be frenz with me even though we are impossible to be an item... Haix... And i didnt even blame anyone of them to lie and betray my trust... I really dunno who is really true to me and is it true that i need to get hurts before i can see thru someone? Although i may not be very experience in relationship but somehow or rather most of the guys is the same... they only treat the one they love good as for those fling is only just fling... Hard to believe right? The thing i learn during this period of time is that... dun ever say out anything so soon For Eg: Wont fall in love with ***** or Wont like this or Wont like that... Cause this really happen to me... Haix... I do mention that i wont like anyone in office as i wont want any Gong Shi Lian Qing... Lolx... Cause i have like someone in Prudential... But i didnt expect to have any Jie Gou between us... Cant really afford to be hurt or hurt someone again... OMG who can really advise me what to do?
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