hi everyone whu's reading my blog... is kinda late now... and tml i still gotta go work... but what am i doing here? hehe.. anyway is quite a long time after i last blogged... Life is sTiLL geTTIng on Fine for me... as usual life is work, work and work... lolx.. sound tt i do not have any life hor... No Choice le... who asked me to take up so mani things at one shot... backside itchy ma.. haha...
Life is so unpredictable hor... why ppl also dun realli kwn hw to treasure what he/she have at first... after they lost what they have then they finally realised that they have lost what means most to them... haix.. perhap tt's life ba... ppl onli grew up after they fall...
Recently there are a show for singing competition.. which is the one i wished to take part but then in the end i didnt have the courage to do it... hehe.. croward hor... lolx.. aniwae cum to think luckily i didnt take part as i'm not as talented as the rest of the competitors.. and also i'm not as rich as they all.. lolx.. throw $$$ into this as investment...
wow enough of all this le... singing to me is a hobby ba... and i do knw that i cant be a singer as ppl do not gets famous or popular forever...and i'm kinda puzzled in whether to stay back in my presence job or quit... and wrk as a full time tutor or sumthing else... haix.. is so headache... even though i stay back i dun think i can earn 2 k per month after 3 yrs... lolx.. who dun like $$$ rite.. so is still better to find a high pay job... be cos there isnt any such job on earth la.. hehe...
anyway i think i better blog till here and go to koon le.. gd mornin everyone... lolx...
July 29, 2005
July 19, 2005
Times Passes Fast....
hey hi everyone... i'm back to blog again... 2 weeks have passed le... hw's everyone life so far? as for me mi life is still like tt.... nthing special happen to me.. lolx.. Recently lost 1 student assignment as his parents think my slot too pack le... so wanna give me some break which i think also reasonable ba... kinda excited as 2 more months my birthdae le.. haha... turning 21 yrs old le.. wow sound quite old le hor...
some day ago something happen to me... one of my ex wanna patch up wif me... but cum to think is rather nt right as i dun have any feelin for him anymore le... unless is another person la... hehe... but i really kinda very disappointed as when i told him i dun have any feelin for.. then he reply.. cum to think i also nt his type of girl as we both have communication break dwn... wat for is alrdy noe tt i'm nt his type why bother to ask me patch? nthing better to do or juz for fun... or is it by saying this he will feel better or saved his face... ermm.. frankly la.. i dun realli understand guys le... who always say we girls are hard to understand... instead they are always living their own world... lolx...
in fact maybe now isnt a gd time for me to involve in a relationship unless i can totally forget him, but i wonder when as i cant get him out of my life... haix.. what to do.. perhap i own him too much in the past life... so bo liao hor me... hehe.. maybe sick till i becum abit crazy le ba... wat to do nw having fever and flu... both attack me together... sad le.. ystdae tt stupid rain lo.. kanna caught in rain ma... so nw sick le.. haha... i nid someone to take care of me ba perhap... hehe... sound kinda despo hor.. but dun wrry i noe tt i still prefer single life nw ba... unless is him then no one can replace him for the time being...
maybe years dwn the road there might be someone special ba... and i knw i pretty contented wif my life nw.. and nw gettin prepared for my exam nxt month... sad le.. haven finish study yet.. hehe...but then i will work hard to pass it no matter wat.. hehe... tts all for todae le... take care pal...
some day ago something happen to me... one of my ex wanna patch up wif me... but cum to think is rather nt right as i dun have any feelin for him anymore le... unless is another person la... hehe... but i really kinda very disappointed as when i told him i dun have any feelin for.. then he reply.. cum to think i also nt his type of girl as we both have communication break dwn... wat for is alrdy noe tt i'm nt his type why bother to ask me patch? nthing better to do or juz for fun... or is it by saying this he will feel better or saved his face... ermm.. frankly la.. i dun realli understand guys le... who always say we girls are hard to understand... instead they are always living their own world... lolx...
in fact maybe now isnt a gd time for me to involve in a relationship unless i can totally forget him, but i wonder when as i cant get him out of my life... haix.. what to do.. perhap i own him too much in the past life... so bo liao hor me... hehe.. maybe sick till i becum abit crazy le ba... wat to do nw having fever and flu... both attack me together... sad le.. ystdae tt stupid rain lo.. kanna caught in rain ma... so nw sick le.. haha... i nid someone to take care of me ba perhap... hehe... sound kinda despo hor.. but dun wrry i noe tt i still prefer single life nw ba... unless is him then no one can replace him for the time being...
maybe years dwn the road there might be someone special ba... and i knw i pretty contented wif my life nw.. and nw gettin prepared for my exam nxt month... sad le.. haven finish study yet.. hehe...but then i will work hard to pass it no matter wat.. hehe... tts all for todae le... take care pal...
July 09, 2005
Back in Blogging le...
Haix.. time realli passes so dam fast le.. Todae one of my poly frenz has depart singapore to australia study le... and todae some of our classmates went to send her off... haix.. is kinda sad and she bu de for her to leave us... but cum to think tian xia wu bu shang zi yan xi...anyway she after 3 yrs will be back to Singapore again...
Anyway i have been a long time never blog le... hehe... so Esther if u read my blog... rmb le.. drop us ur Address and Contact No le k ? hehe.. Hope you wont forget us le.. and also Study hard le... Gambatte k ? hehe... We will miss you very much de.. and also send us some of your photo over there k ?
Anyway my birthdae cuming le... haha... so happi and excited le.. lolx... anyway nw still saving to celebrate my birthdae... but i haven send out my invitation to my frenzs le... i wonder how mani ppl will attend le..
I better end my blog here then... plus if tt someone is reading my blog... i gotta tell you this.. i realli miss you... and i hope you to be Happy too... Smile and Cheers...
Anyway i have been a long time never blog le... hehe... so Esther if u read my blog... rmb le.. drop us ur Address and Contact No le k ? hehe.. Hope you wont forget us le.. and also Study hard le... Gambatte k ? hehe... We will miss you very much de.. and also send us some of your photo over there k ?
Anyway my birthdae cuming le... haha... so happi and excited le.. lolx... anyway nw still saving to celebrate my birthdae... but i haven send out my invitation to my frenzs le... i wonder how mani ppl will attend le..
I better end my blog here then... plus if tt someone is reading my blog... i gotta tell you this.. i realli miss you... and i hope you to be Happy too... Smile and Cheers...
July 03, 2005
Interesting Facts....
Love is something that is not easily explained No one word can express it And no one person feels the same about it Its waking up in the morning wanting to be with that one person And going to bed feeling the same way Its knowing that you want to spend the rest of your life with him.And it's a feeling so great that no matter what anyone says will never be taken away
Its crying every nightwhen the one you love doesnt love you back, Its feeling that pain in your heart when you lose that one person. But to just hear those three little words come from his mouth....And actually know he means it Thats the best feeling in the world To know that someone loves you for you And wants to be with you forever!!!!
Love is hard to find, and even harder to keep It takes time and effort to keep it going But you dont mind because you would do anything in the world to keep it Its knowing that when you come home youll have someone to share your day with Its that last conversation of the night before you fall asleep####
Hes the first one you want when you wake up The only thing thats on your mind all day, every day It's knowing that someones always there for you to cry on Someones always there for you to talk to about anything And wont judge you for that Its the person you feel the most comfortable with in the world And to know that you have that That you share that special bond with one other personThats the best feeling in the world.
But when you lose that feeling When you lose the only thing that ever mattered to you It seems like life has no purpose, no point at all You feel like you could just curl up and die That nothing or no one else matters to you And the only thing that youve ever wanted is now gone And you will do anything to get him back, Because hes worth it Youll try and try until one day you realize That things will never be the same again. Your love is still there, deep inside of you So you try your best to just be friends, And it works for a while But the feelings are still there And no matter how hard you try friend will never be good enough So you want to forget about him, but thats even harder......
Theres too many memories, to many good times to just forget And no matter what you do, hes always there Everywhere you look, everything you do, every place you go, Every song you hear, every guy you see Reminds you of him And you hope some day youll be back together But until then theres nothing you can do But sit and cry, to go through that pain when he talks about Another girl he likes, or how good his life is going And that pain breaks your heart day after day Tear after tear, until you have no mores tears to cry Until you just get used to that hole in your heart that wont go away, That pain that never leaves you That lonely feeling that stays with you forever And you may have other guys, but nothing or no one could ever compare, and you know that.
Its crying every nightwhen the one you love doesnt love you back, Its feeling that pain in your heart when you lose that one person. But to just hear those three little words come from his mouth....And actually know he means it Thats the best feeling in the world To know that someone loves you for you And wants to be with you forever!!!!
Love is hard to find, and even harder to keep It takes time and effort to keep it going But you dont mind because you would do anything in the world to keep it Its knowing that when you come home youll have someone to share your day with Its that last conversation of the night before you fall asleep####
Hes the first one you want when you wake up The only thing thats on your mind all day, every day It's knowing that someones always there for you to cry on Someones always there for you to talk to about anything And wont judge you for that Its the person you feel the most comfortable with in the world And to know that you have that That you share that special bond with one other personThats the best feeling in the world.
But when you lose that feeling When you lose the only thing that ever mattered to you It seems like life has no purpose, no point at all You feel like you could just curl up and die That nothing or no one else matters to you And the only thing that youve ever wanted is now gone And you will do anything to get him back, Because hes worth it Youll try and try until one day you realize That things will never be the same again. Your love is still there, deep inside of you So you try your best to just be friends, And it works for a while But the feelings are still there And no matter how hard you try friend will never be good enough So you want to forget about him, but thats even harder......
Theres too many memories, to many good times to just forget And no matter what you do, hes always there Everywhere you look, everything you do, every place you go, Every song you hear, every guy you see Reminds you of him And you hope some day youll be back together But until then theres nothing you can do But sit and cry, to go through that pain when he talks about Another girl he likes, or how good his life is going And that pain breaks your heart day after day Tear after tear, until you have no mores tears to cry Until you just get used to that hole in your heart that wont go away, That pain that never leaves you That lonely feeling that stays with you forever And you may have other guys, but nothing or no one could ever compare, and you know that.
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