i'm back again in my blog... wow life couldnt get ani better for me... as usual still workin and workin for me... hehe... wow this month keep on watching movie... haix.. dunno hw much i spent on movie ticket le.. haix.. moreover now 9.50 per ticket le... so Expensive sia..

yesterdae i juzt watch movie wif Sze and Qingshun... wow tt dae indeed is an happy day... lolx... We watch the Land of The Dead... Eeeeks... is such a horrible show.. very grossy and bloody... as usual i did not really watch the whole movie.. maybe 30 % of the show ba... u cant imagine how Happy I am yesterday... even though i knw we are impossible but can go out wif him again and c his face... i very Happy le.. lolx..

Last Sunday, i go out wif a guy who's Sze's Frenz... he's a nice guy indeed and we do have common topic to talk and the feelin he gave me is quite comfortable... lolx.. but i also kwn that everythin must leave to fate ba... i realli veri Ma Tun... as i cant give up Qingshun and yet i still wanna give him up... and throw away my feelin and memories i have with him... Sad... This is something i dun wish to...

hi everyone is me back in blogging le.. actually i'm nt realli a recent blogger cos sometime dunno what to write to update u guys about my recent well doing... hehe... Life to me is still as usual... Still waiting for my income to roll... and furthermore going to Hk in 2 more months.. Yipee.. so Happy...

Recently very trouble for certain issue... sometime cum to think dunno whether gt ppl after u is a gd thing or wat... maybe everything leave to fate is the best... One of my frenz told me this be4... Fate is juz an excuse to reject ppl... perhap she's right for some ppl case... Wherelse some ppl say this is because he/she required more time to think clearly something... nowadays gt some new nice song... which i find out quite interesting as the lyric itself contain some meaningful words... For example, Ba Ai Fang Kai, Si Xin De Li Yu, Cai Hong De Yan Lei... i came across that cai hong de yan lei from a 17 yrs old guy.. Realli thanks him to bring me laughter sometime.. even though i do like him.. perhap u r right that we are nt suitable ba... as both of us are still nt ready for a relationship yet... lolx...

He started to write blog again... haix.. but the old blog he deleted off le... dunno why he started to write a new blog again... but this time round his blog is alot of his anger, problems plus his daily activities... i dunno the reason that causes me to miss him so much and old memories of our smses and outing suddenly poured on me suddenly... anyone out there can help me and saved me out of this pool? cos i began to find myself drownin in the big pool le...

todae is another half day for me... come to say this whole week i onli worked for 1.5 days out of the 5 wrkin days... hehe... so gd life hor me... dunno hw long this type of gd life will lasted... and i still thinkin whether wanna quit and pursuit my next career as insurance agent or teacher assistant... One can bring me gd income while the other can bring me stable income... haix.. Problem sia...

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Pals... I am back in blogging again todae... wow is kinda late now le... time is 1.20 AM and todae is 7th of August... and is the day when my AH MA is going Chu Bin... This is the 2nd funeral i attended this year.. and both of them are my closest kin... who realli veri dore me de... Although i do know that this is part of passes life but why muz this happen in a year? Why God is so unfair to certain ppl? Gd ppl always tend to die earlier? Since young i do not have any grandparents ard... onli my so called AH MA ard to dore me, even though we do have communication break dwn as i do not realli noe hw to speak TeoChew... but i can realli feel the care and concern frm her heart... My AH MA is a vegetarian and she 's a veri strict and yet veri caring person... of cos i do noe tt she always meant well for us... tt's why she 's strict to us... I realli feel very ashamed as tt day when she's lying on her bed before she passed away, i nv go and visit her as i'm very busy with my tuition assignment... my mum told me that she missed me veri much and wished to c me.. and yet i cant fullfilled her wish...

My aunt whom i did mention in my previous posts... she 's my nicest auntie... and after she passed away... then i realised dun even treat ppl for granted as you might regret once you lose her/ him... this applied to everyone including families member... Lovers and friends... as once you lost them you might nt be able to c them anyone... so treasure them dun treat them for granted...

Pals, i reali veri sorry to pour all my troubles and theory to you all.. as this is the only way i can tell out my feelin... Families love is much more worth than the others... anyway my birthdae cumin le.. so YEEPI... finally turn 21 yrs old le.. on the other hand feel kinda sad as my auntie no longer ard to celebrate my 21st birthdae with me... and my AH MA also... really hope that they are very happy in the other world... Dun worry about me... i will sure take care of myself including my families... although i noe this is not an easy tasks...

wow time realli pass very fast... i already in my current full time job for nearly 7 months le... haix.. but then also no use as there isnt any pay increasement... beside my frenz, POHLI is quitting le.. and her last dae will be on the 19th of August... currently i liked this job is because the timin is kinda flexible and is in my own time own target de lo... haha... and i have break up with the one i loved the most for nearly 1 yr le... and maybe is really time for me to pick up and carry on with my new life and start a new relationship instead keep pinin hope that both of us will be back together again... aniwae i really really very happy to be frenz with him now... and glad that he nv avoid me... or scare of me... feel happy to share problems with him even though cant be with him... hope that i will be the 1st one he turn to when he nid help... WISHFUL thinkin sia.. lolx..

k la.. i think better stopped here.. continue next time updated with new and juices news... for oversea pals... haha... Take care and MISS You all... God Bless...