Pals... I am back in blogging again todae... wow is kinda late now le... time is 1.20 AM and todae is 7th of August... and is the day when my AH MA is going Chu Bin... This is the 2nd funeral i attended this year.. and both of them are my closest kin... who realli veri dore me de... Although i do know that this is part of passes life but why muz this happen in a year? Why God is so unfair to certain ppl? Gd ppl always tend to die earlier? Since young i do not have any grandparents ard... onli my so called AH MA ard to dore me, even though we do have communication break dwn as i do not realli noe hw to speak TeoChew... but i can realli feel the care and concern frm her heart... My AH MA is a vegetarian and she 's a veri strict and yet veri caring person... of cos i do noe tt she always meant well for us... tt's why she 's strict to us... I realli feel very ashamed as tt day when she's lying on her bed before she passed away, i nv go and visit her as i'm very busy with my tuition assignment... my mum told me that she missed me veri much and wished to c me.. and yet i cant fullfilled her wish...
My aunt whom i did mention in my previous posts... she 's my nicest auntie... and after she passed away... then i realised dun even treat ppl for granted as you might regret once you lose her/ him... this applied to everyone including families member... Lovers and friends... as once you lost them you might nt be able to c them anyone... so treasure them dun treat them for granted...
Pals, i reali veri sorry to pour all my troubles and theory to you all.. as this is the only way i can tell out my feelin... Families love is much more worth than the others... anyway my birthdae cumin le.. so YEEPI... finally turn 21 yrs old le.. on the other hand feel kinda sad as my auntie no longer ard to celebrate my 21st birthdae with me... and my AH MA also... really hope that they are very happy in the other world... Dun worry about me... i will sure take care of myself including my families... although i noe this is not an easy tasks...
wow time realli pass very fast... i already in my current full time job for nearly 7 months le... haix.. but then also no use as there isnt any pay increasement... beside my frenz, POHLI is quitting le.. and her last dae will be on the 19th of August... currently i liked this job is because the timin is kinda flexible and is in my own time own target de lo... haha... and i have break up with the one i loved the most for nearly 1 yr le... and maybe is really time for me to pick up and carry on with my new life and start a new relationship instead keep pinin hope that both of us will be back together again... aniwae i really really very happy to be frenz with him now... and glad that he nv avoid me... or scare of me... feel happy to share problems with him even though cant be with him... hope that i will be the 1st one he turn to when he nid help... WISHFUL thinkin sia.. lolx..
k la.. i think better stopped here.. continue next time updated with new and juices news... for oversea pals... haha... Take care and MISS You all... God Bless...
