another day gone...

todae is a weekend but then i still gotta wrk... anyway yesterdae spend quite alot le.. haiz... money really hard to earn sia.. but spending money is easy.. ke ke.. yesterdae go out with POHLI... to KTV and we sing till ard 3 plus then go hm... i brought a mp3 player yesterday... although it wasnt a very famous brand... but to me can use can le... ermm even though spoilt then buy a new one ba... ke ke...

todae wrk at junction 8.. feeling very gd as junction 8 is my little heaven... ha ha.. tts a guy wrking at oto there... he's quite a nice guy but only kinda older than me... anyway he always make me laugh one.. so feel kinda happy wrking there then at ps cos tts the place only give me pain... anyway the auntie wrking at polar... keep asking me to consider dennis... but pls le... if only provided tt dennis also gt feeling for me then i can consider mah... otherwise very ma lu one le... perhap sometime i do agree find someone whu can make u laugh then make u cry... cos a person whu make u cry is someone whu dun treasure u...

SONG FOR TODAE: LOVE YOU SO MUCH
MOOD: UNKNOWN>>>>

so sad...

todae consider nt bad for me cos watched a movie with my frenz at PS, Constantine.. wow the actor dam handsome lo... he he... anyway this movie is quite a nice movie lo... keke... quite worth seeing... anyway sometime i still wonder whether there's really heaven and hell exist... ermm.. perhap they do exist is whether up to u to believe ant...

todae i really feeling very sad.. cos i read his blog and found out tt he already gt gf le... haiz... and his gf treat him very gd... hw cum he rather choose other ppl than me? anyway i know the answer... there are certain thing tat i cant give whereby others can... haiz... maybe tt person is very pretty ba... wat to do i do nt have a pretty angel face... wat to do... love required chemistry to start... maybe he and me just dun have the chemistry ba... sob sob... but dunnoe why he really stand whole portion of my heart... no one else can enter my world anymore for the time being... only him...

sometimes i really dunnoe wat else can i do to win his heart back again... but somehow i know wat is meant to be urs is urs... and u no nid to do anything it will still be urs... maybe me and him final status is strangers ba...

Song For Todae: Jie Shou
Mood For Todae: Extreme Sad...

yet another day passed....

wow todae finally nv posted all those meaningful topic le... haiz.. frankly i also dunno wat to write abt todae... but todae is my FRENZ Vivienne's Birthdae...she finally 21 yrs old le... and todae she held a celebration at Aranda Country Club... she really spent alot for this time celebration... kinda envy her cos she really gt a very teng ta de father... but then she still nt happy and even argue with her father and tt time it really hurt her daddy...

perhap sometime ppl really nt contended with wat they have ba... they tend to ask for more and more... kinda sound like the peisi commercial... lol... why people tend to be greedy? maybe this is the only way to keep track with the rapid changes of the society...

haiz... life sometime can really very stressful le... and people sometime do learnt from stress and try to overcome it... todae during the party, nt all of my poly mates turn up... but kinda happy cos at least can c them lo after graduation since last yr... they really change alot le... some becum more and more like strangers... and some becum more and more zi bi... ha ha... anyway i dun really have much topic to say with them only to certain ppl whu are close to me... kinda happy to c my frenz really enjoy her 21st birthdae... wow after seven months later will be my turn to celebrate le... kinda headache sia... dunnoe hw to celebrate sia... and dunnoe hw much i nid to spend le...

haiz... do u know past few days.. my former ex asked me to try out with him again.. but i rejected him as my heart still cant get over with one person... perhap u can say me stupid anyway 3 months have passed since we break... but he still stand a very big portion in my heart... no matter hw long it take i still think i will wait for him... unless something have happen to me... another reason is till nw i'm nt prepared to get into another relation with someone else.. cos kinda feel is nt fair with both of us... s i did try out one time before but in the end i decided to break up with him.. as i know he himself also nt prepared to be commited in a relation yet... so this time i decided to leave it to fate to decide for me...

Song For Todae: Tong Hua
MooD for Todae: Unknow...

voices of all girls.... guys shld read it...

Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind. If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings. Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.

Love her for who she is. Don't even think about changing any bit about her. 6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities. She's special & she will stay that way. You change any part of her, you'll change her forever. Don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.Love whole-heartedly. She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treasure her. She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love.

So love her guys, not play with her.Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever. If you're with her, love her. Don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, that's not respecting love at all. Respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be. I've been there & I know how it feels.Don't expect perfection from her. She's the only one in the world & she's done the best she could.Like another girl while you're in a relationship? Then I think it's time you remain single for a while.

Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do.Tell the truth, never hide anything from her. If you want her to tell you everything, do the same. Don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling", how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same way? Be faithful, enough is enough.Socialise only when you're single. You socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams. Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.It never kills to be romantic.

Think, be flexible. Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her. Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you. Something sweet & simple always get the job done. Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love.Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day.

Love her as if each day is the last.Sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attached guys. Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart. Isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a sense of insecurity. Remember, INSECURITY.Promise her & make sure you never break it. Swear to her & make sure you keep it. Pledge your love to her & her alone.

Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to. Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it. That's love. Give her your heart, your life, your everything.Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises. But stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you.

Never, ever walk out of her life. She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die. It her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory. Don't leave her once you've won her love. Love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage, love her till old age, love her till death.

If you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise. Win her heart & love her over. Remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display, she's someone to love, not to show off to your "friends". Stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you. Respect her for the way she is, never despise her & never mistreat her, never even think of toying with her...

meaningful facts

He was not handsome..But he had feelings..One day, he felt in love with a woman..Awoman he really had a crush on..But herealized that he was not handsome..So hekept it deep inside his heart..He was not handsome..Knowing this, he stillapproached the girl he admired..Uponapproaching her, he asked her name andasked for her number.. They came intocontact with each other..The guy was happyand he felt nice talking to the lady..

He was not handsome..He had to rememberthis all the time..He knew he couldnt say outhis wish to the lady..However, one day, hetook up the strength to call that lady..Whenhewas about to pick up the reciever, the phonerang..It was her..His crush...His lady of hisdreams..She asked him out on thatnight..There was no reason for him to sayNO..That night, they went to a restaurant..fordinner..He was not handsome..This was proven tohim at that night..When the lady told him thatshe had a crush on a guy..He was crushedinto pieces by his own crush..but he didntsaya word..He knew it..He was not handsome...

He was not handsome..and he knew hewontget his girl of his dream..So he intended tohelp the lady out..He took the lady to the guywhom she had a crush on..After a week, he saw the lady dating with the guy..He knewthat there is no more hope for him..He was not handsome..and this made himloose his love..He just kept his feelings deepinside his heart..But it was okay for him..ashis love was happy with the guy she loved..

He was not handsome..but maybe hispowerful love brought his lady back tohim..One day, the lady came all the waycrying to him..She said to him that she lost her virginity and the guy dumped her..She was all in tears and didnt know where to go..He was not handsome..but he loved her..He wiped the tears off the lady and gave a warm hug..The lady felt the warm feel gush through her nerves and touch her heart deepinside..She realized that this is her true love..He was not handsome..but he found his lovefinally..and he was happy ...


p/s: looks are not really the most importantthing in love..Consider the feelings ofthe ppl around you..You might just findthat true love of yours..He may not behandsome..but he might love you more thananyone could ever love you.. and that isgreater than some handsome idiots whodoesn't love u. really..

boring day....

times passes so fast todae is the middle of the week le.. soon one week will be gone le...yea... a few more days i will be getting my salary le... can go shopping again le yeepi so HAPPY.... yesterdae go out wif my frenzs they all... he also got cum... initially tot he wont be cuming le but kinda surprised to c him cuming too... the feeling is kinda awkward sia u know...

i brought a present for him for V day... Dunno whether he will like it anot... One of my frenz say kinda old for him but maybe my taste isnt tt gd ba... he he... sumtime i really think he still have sum feelin for my frenz... anyway wat to do my frenz is better than me in everyway mah... but if tts the case i wish them all the best... perhap is really time for me to SHOU Fang Kai le... dun worry and care so much of him... on the other hand is really tough cos i nv ever like sumone so deep before.... is very xin ku and alot of heart pain.....

wow todae the weather is dam HOT sia... haiz work in the chemical plant gotta walked up and down till my leg going to break le... ha ha.... but kinda very HAppy in travelling and wasting time... cos i'm PAID to walked... ha ha... haiz.. wow headache nw... wow as if the whole head going to burst le... so pain sia... hope later will feel better.. haiz later gotta go out again so sianz... boring sia....

Yi Si De Mei Hao ----> song for todae...

{我想 我等 我期待 ,我遇见你是最美的意外}

.......... nthing special

haiz... finally the 6 days holidae over le.. although six days seem to be long but then to me is juz like a few hours le... wat to do... when u really enjoy then the time passes very fast... to me this new yr is nthing... but then i do enjoy this special season as it really give us a chance to spend time with family... especially during the reunion dinner although this yr we eat at home... instead of resturant.... where there are alot of ppl... this yr i nv have a chance to go dwn to chinatown... feel abit sad but cum to think there's nthing special abt it only to squeeze with ppl... ppl mountain ppl sea le... ha ha...

my ang BAo collection this yr wasnt much ermm.. cant blame la.. cos me getting older too le so cant expected every yr to collect alot of ang BAo... but to me the amount of ang bAO is nt importance... only the heart that count... he he...

todae is the first day that i start wrk... but nthing happening stuff occur... which is a gd sign... he he... haiz... kinda sad.. later a few hours.. me gotta go wrk again... better go and take a rest le... he he...
nitez....

a bad day for me.....

my day for todae really suck to the hell.... sorry for being so fierce... i hate my daddy... i hate him when he misunderstand me... kinda very disappointed that he yue wang me that i nv give any income to the family... but the pro is i did contribute some amount to the family only tt he dunno... anyway i dislike people to say sumthing which i nv done before..

why god is so unfair to me... give me so many problems in one yr... haiz... nthing given to me is good... all are bad is it because i dun trust in him ? and ya my lord? ha ha... i dun really believe in all this lo... i only believ in myself and my religion... of cos is buddhist... sorry being so religious.. just hope tt this cuming yr will be a better yr for me even though i know it wont be but just hope it wont be as bad as wat i think...

new yr cuming le.. so happy...

stil gt three more days to new yr... wow so excited le... ha ha gt chance to wear new yr clothes le.. but basically everyday is wearing new clothes la... haiz.. dunnoe why le once step in the wrking society.. i tend to spend alot... ha ha... basically maybe due to i cant self control lo.. everything i c i will buy... perhap i really nid to do some soul searching ba money are hard to earn anyway...

moreover i am wrking two job now... maybe is time to change my part time job and take up tuition will be better ba... in this case i can earn much more than my presence part time job now... anyway talk about my presence part time job now... i dunno whether to continue anot le.. cos this is a way to c him le if i gt a chance to wrk...

haiz... but there's something bothering me... is there really no chance for me and him? perhap that's really my final answer ba... anyway i understand hw he feel for me... basically there's no chemistry ba and i understand love cant be force lo... and i respect his choice..

one of my frenz did told me before tt at least i loved him before is enough.. and there's any forever love exisit in this world... and saved all the sweet memories in my mind and treasure it... but to me there's two song i really like it alot... and tts mei you ni de mei yi tian and baby du bu qi.... their lyric are very meaningful to me... cos it just stated my feelin towards tt guy...

wow kinda sad le.. tml still gt work le.. sad sia... but after tml i gt a long holidae till valentine day... ha ha... so gd sia.. wondering hw much ang bao can i get for this yr le? hmm... dun wish to hope so much... later very disappointed in the amt i gt.. he he...

time dun wait

wow yet another day passes... sometime come to think time really dun wait for ppl... once u lost something... it hard to get it back... no matter wat u do the best thing is dun let urself to be regret... i rmb a few weeks ago, i have some misunderstanding wif my frenz cos she say i am the thired party between her and her boy frenz... but somehw or rather she already broke up wif him le... so there's anything wrong to go out wif him as frenz right? dun tell me guys and gals cant be frenz onli apart frm BGR stuff? perhap to some ppl it is easier but to some ppl they find it hard to treat their loved one as frenz... cos they are scare tt they will fall even deeper... to me i think as long as the one you loved is happy, i'm contented le no matter hw they hurt u, u will still stand by their side...

i'm very tired this whole week... dunno why le just cant get good rest nowadays... keep on tossing and turning ard in my bed... wat happen to me gosh.... just hope tt i can really think through and dun be so stressup in my work... but kinda happy le.. cos now my colleague tend to be more open to me le... and those uncles accept me as their colleague le... so happy at least i nv let my engineer dwn who always support me there... so honour to know him...

haiz... tml is another day gone le... wow weekend ten to pass faster than weekday hor... and ya valentine is cuming le.. dunno gt wat events cuming up le... ha ha.... just hope that this yr ang bao can collect as much as possible.. he he.... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE...

tired day for me...

so happy todae chat wif him on msn... ha ha... anyway i belive tt person do know whu is him... anyway i'm really happy tt can chat wif him quite alot lo.. and indeed i feel better in this way ba... perhap we are destinated to be frenz onli... let fate decide everything for me... but fate is a very funny thing... like to play a joke one me by letting me c his frenz so often... but nt him.. Dun tell me i'm really destinated to be wif his frenz? ha ha... i gues it wont happen la... cos even though u have alot of fate wif tt person doesnt mean u will be wif him ma... right?

talking about todae work load... haiz.. got so many calibration report to be done... and ya working in this new company for abt one month le... still trying to get used to the environment... haiz... wat to do...who ask me being terminated by my old company... haiz.. but till now so far so good.. the best thing i enjoy is to travel from singapore main land to jurong island... wow kinda fun sia can c alot of nice view.. ha ha..

Love Theory

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find any courage to let the person know how you feel. Maybe God wants us to meet a wrong person before meeting the right one so that when we truly meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift.

Love is when you take away feeling, passion, romance and you still care for that person. A sad thing about life is that when you meet someone who means alot to you only to find out in the end it was not meant to be and you got to let go.

Love start with a smile, develops with a kiss and end with a tears. Go for someone who makes you smile cos only smile can make a dark day seem brighter. Hope you can find that person....