stil gt three more days to new yr... wow so excited le... ha ha gt chance to wear new yr clothes le.. but basically everyday is wearing new clothes la... haiz.. dunnoe why le once step in the wrking society.. i tend to spend alot... ha ha... basically maybe due to i cant self control lo.. everything i c i will buy... perhap i really nid to do some soul searching ba money are hard to earn anyway...
moreover i am wrking two job now... maybe is time to change my part time job and take up tuition will be better ba... in this case i can earn much more than my presence part time job now... anyway talk about my presence part time job now... i dunno whether to continue anot le.. cos this is a way to c him le if i gt a chance to wrk...
haiz... but there's something bothering me... is there really no chance for me and him? perhap that's really my final answer ba... anyway i understand hw he feel for me... basically there's no chemistry ba and i understand love cant be force lo... and i respect his choice..
one of my frenz did told me before tt at least i loved him before is enough.. and there's any forever love exisit in this world... and saved all the sweet memories in my mind and treasure it... but to me there's two song i really like it alot... and tts mei you ni de mei yi tian and baby du bu qi.... their lyric are very meaningful to me... cos it just stated my feelin towards tt guy...
wow kinda sad le.. tml still gt work le.. sad sia... but after tml i gt a long holidae till valentine day... ha ha... so gd sia.. wondering hw much ang bao can i get for this yr le? hmm... dun wish to hope so much... later very disappointed in the amt i gt.. he he...
