Hi Pals, I'm back in blogging again... i m just back from a movie session with my colleagues..... Haha... is a new movie, Madagesca 2 (Escape to Africa)... Indeed is very comedy. Hence it does have story line not like some shows is really artistic till i dun understand...
Wedding date is coming sooner and i feel kind of stress up... especially recently somethings pop out which required $$$$. Haix... I feel like at home, i am nothing, not importance. Only feel like a Money tree... Whenever they need money, they will know who to find... I do agree that Family is important... But i do really like to spare some money for myself... Kind of disappointed with my family, as my daddy become a guarantor of someone else and own some money and yet i'm the one who help him to pay... Now is my sister who own Starhub money and asked me for help... But comon, where on earth i have so much money to help them?? Dun tell me i need to postone my Wedding because of this??
Although my job now is stable, but does they know how difficult i need to earn these money?? how many hours i need to stand out there, regardless of Rain or Shine?? And yet my sister can stay at hm the whole day playing games, and turning on the Laptop (which is also i pay for) on for so many hrs a day... Dont she know is a waste of Electricity... And how expenseive the bills now is... She ALWAYS say she is still young and haven grow up yet... but dont she know that outside alot of ppl younger than her is working also, helping out to lessen the burden in the hse?? but now instead of helping out, she is increasing my burden instead....
But i think i let my Hubby down as i dun really wish him to think that i will be a burden to him... Frankly speaking, i wont know whether all these will have the 2nd or 3rd time happen... Somehow i really wished that i'm not ard... then i wont have to help my family...Then i wont have the feeling of being Sandwich inbetween my family and my Hubby.. The angry part is they nv see the urgency to get the money or have some money by their side... cos they know if they need money, money will drop frm the sky... Especially my sister, she rather stay at hm play Computer for the whole day then to go find ways to get money to pay the bill... So why shld i Help her whom dont have the sense of urgency?? And nv honour the promise that she made?? And worst thing is that now she need to go for checkup, dont know what's the outcome... Perhaps she might need money to go for any operation or medical.. So another big bill again...
Enough of my bloggin now... will be resting soon le... And ya gals, i think i gotta really delay my wedding dinner le... Perhap i will get ROM first then... Cos i think i need to get prepare just in case, i need to help out them again...
