Today is already the mid of Nov, and 2 more months is going to be my ROM date. Sound funny, actually i am not very excited towards it. The kind of tension is really getting very strong between me and my Hubby.
To add the salt into it, is my parents, keep asking money from me.. Why is everyone asking $$$ in my family?? Does my exist only because of $$$?? Then in that case, what for i am in this world?? Doesn't Family should show care and concern on each other? Didnt they even care about my Wedding Next year?? No, they didnt even bother or even asked on how's the preparation of our wedding??
Because of Money issue, we had a dispute... i understand that Hubby is stress with the work and our wedding next year, but isnt me stress with it too?? I feel so useless in the sense, i couldnt help much in the saving as my parents are addicted to gamble, and they spend every single cents in it... Didnt they spare a thought of themselves, how much money do i have for them?? And do they want me to stay single forever and gave them every single cents for gamble in 4D? How on god can help me?? If died can solved every single problems then i am willing to do that... So that my insurance compensation can give them to spend on their 4D and TOTO... Will they make them more Happy??
