after so long nv update my blog since last month... recently alot of things happen... haix.. ever since when he worked at River Ang Bao... the attitude he gave me has been change... Haix.. And till now i have break up wif him le... Even though i dun wish to... but perhap break up is the best resolution for me and him ba... sad sad... Why must he treat me like tt? He say tt he cant stand me anymore le... Plus he doesnt have tt kind of special feelin 4 me anymore... Why Muz this happen.. when i started to commit to him and yet he wanna break up wif me... Do i really too slow? Sometimes i really wonder do we still have a chance to get back together? I really like him alot now... and i am kinda nt used to the life without ppl to tease me and control me...
I really long him back again... but of cos this might be impossible cos perhap he really hate me to core le ba... haix... Wat can i do to gain his forgiveness? and Wat can i do to let him fall in love wif me again? No matter wat i really will change myself as long as he back to my life again... Really Miss him wor...
Life now without him of cos is empty.. but then my career nw is starting to build up... which in the sense is good..Without him ard me is juz like an empty shell without a soul..Last Sat i juz close a case which is yearly Premium de.. So Happi Wor... lolx.. Even though Happi but tml is an empty day wor.. initially tot can spend the day with him and yet in the end i still have to spend tt dae alone...
I think i better blog till here arbo i will be writing never ending le... Nite nite to u all Plus Happy Valentine Dae...
